Disclaimer: Don't own.
A/N: I (bandgrad2008) am posting because someone's laptop is being jank. And she'll update next week...(she says).
Sam heard him say it. She heard him say he had cheated, but what she wasn't quite sure if she heard the part of who that person was. Her heart sank, and she never thought that she would ever feel this way. It was like a piece of her heart that she had already given away to Freddie died right there. Her broken love that she thought had been between only them had just vanished. If this is what giving into love feels like, then why even love anyone?
Carly. The girl he had cheated with-Sam's best friend that resembled a close sister betrayed her.
Not only did she betray Sam, she lied to her for months. She acted like nothing ever happened with Freddie; almost like it wasn't a big deal, like it didn't even freaking matter. Freddie cried and he cried.
He thought for months just how worthless he was. How he screwed up the only love of his young life. He often blamed this situation on Carly because she was the one who initiated it. She was the one who kissed him and practically seduced him by taking her shirt off. She convinced him that sleeping together would be the solution to his depression. But he was wrong and it was more his fault than anyone else's.
He cheated. Not Carly.
"What?" Sam didn't yell. She didn't scream. She just wanted to make sure she heard him right.
"Sam, I'm so sorry. I-I-I'm a horrible friend." Carly shook, tears now running down her face.
"Baby?" Freddie couldn't see any emotion on Sam's face. She didn't move or say anything, and he was getting worried of what could happen next.
"If you call me 'baby' one more time, I'll punch you. You two need to leave now," Sam spoke, irritation dripping from her voice.
"Sam we're-" Carly whispered.
"Stop it! Stop saying you're sorry. Stop lying to me!" Sam began to raise her voice. "I trusted and loved you both. Just go…" Sam held back her tears. She would be strong until they left.
"Sam, let me just explain why-" Freddie pleaded now, trying to get her attention; not that he wasn't before, but now he wanted to just tell Carly to leave because this was between him and Sam. He was afraid that their relationship just ended.
"Why? You two went behind my back and had sex and then lied about it? How could you possibly explain that?" Sam could care less of any explanation now. The damage had already been done. No apologies were needed now.
"It was a rough day for me. I just lost my aunt. I missed her and you were never there that day," Freddie tried to explain. "I needed you, Sam. You didn't answer your phone…"
"What kind of excuse is that? You're full of chizz. When you lose someone, the last thing you do is go cheat on your girlfriend!" Sam glared at Freddie. She honestly couldn't say who she was more upset with. Carly used him. It was all becoming clear. "Carly, do you love him?" Sam was now looking Carly's way, asking the only question she wanted to know.
Carly didn't speak. She started to open her mouth, but it was too late. Sam had already slammed her door shut. She went back into her house. She knew the answer.
It wasn't easy telling Sam the truth. I've held this secret from her long enough and it was about time I came clean and just tell her. I had sex with Carly, and I really don't have a clue why I did it. I guess I felt like Sam didn't care in a way; I felt as if my problems didn't matter to her.
I never wanted to have sex with Carly that night. All I wanted was to go home after Spencer's art recital and maybe just talk to my mom about how I was feeling. I knew Sam could make me forget. I wanted to see Sam and just spend the night with her and not feel entirely miserable.
If I was with Sam that night instead of Carly, I probably wouldn't have done what I did. I know I don't deserve Sam now, but I won't let her end us. That won't happen because I'll never want anyone else but her. Sam is my heart. She won't leave me forever.
"Stay blonde." "Stay brune."