A/N: Hey, this is another chapter and I know my updates have been rather slow lol. But I promise once I get a new laptop they'll be much quicker.
This chapter is for the Mass Posting. check those authors out as well! :)
Disclaimer: don't own. Never will.
Enjoy
Pain would be the understatement of what kind of emotions I am feeling. I thought Freddie would never do anything of this nature to me- cheat. Lie. Betray.
I can't even wrap my head around the fact that we are over,because he couldn't keep his dick in his pants for one night with Carly. I'm done with the lies. I'm done with both of them.
I knew it. I knew he was hiding a secret from me. I didnt want to believe that he would actually cheat on me, but all my doubts and worries were in fact true. After, I went back into my house, trying not to cry. I went to my room, shut the door and made my way over to my bed. Where I laid face first on top. Letting it all go. The only guy that I've loved cheats on me, and I don't care if he's sorry because this hurts like hell.
After I pour myself into my pillow with my never ceasing tears. I roll over to my side and wipe the tears away with the back of my hand. And I see it. I see the fuzzy stuffed up bear that Freddie gave to me. He knew boogie bear was my favorite and he just had to give that to me. I hate it now. I grab it and toss it across my room out of site. I don't want to be reminded of him. I sigh, laying back down on my back just looking up at the ceiling.
'He said he still loves you' and I can't even believe nor listen to what he says now. Because if he loved me...really loved me. He wouldn't have cheated.
But what hurts the most is that I know I still do.
X
"Why didn't you answer her, Carly?" Freddie was loosing his patience with Carly. She didn't speak up when Sam asked if she loved him. And now it just made this whole situation even worse. There was no seeing the brighter side of this. Not now, not ever.
"I couldn't say it...I couldn't lie" Carly answered painfully.
Carly burst into tears. The truth was she did love Freddie. She wouldn't have slept with him if she didn't. The fact of the matter was..Carly had still loved Freddie even after his 'super hero' thing wore off. When she decided to go along with Freddie in agreeing they should wait..she really didn't want to wait. And when Sam finally admitted her feelings for him later on, she knew she was backed into a corner. She didn't think she would sink as low as going all the way with Freddie and simply manipulating him into it, because all he needed was a friend. But she did have sex with him and she can't erase the truth that she does still in fact love him. She knows Freddie isn't hers, but she still can't stop feeling that 'I had him first, he's mine'
Freddie sits placing his face in his hands- much like the night of their tryst. He was angry with Carly. Sam now probably thinks that him and Carly were never over and that Freddie had been sneaking around with her all along.
"I can't believe this" Freddie cried "You can't love me, Carly. You just can't. Everything was just a mistake...I have to go talk to her." He gets up quickly and makes his way to the door. "Just go, okay," Freddie tells Carly before he opens the door, and let's himself in.
But did Carly leave? No she didn't.
Sam was now eating her bucket of fried chicken. She tossed the legs one by one into the round tub as she finished chewing. She rose up from her bed when she heard a little creak in the floor.
"Mom!, is that you?" she waits for an answer. And when she doesn't get one, that's when she decides to get her baseball bat that was sitting by her door.
Freddie knows where her room is. He had been in it several times, to make out on her bed and such. So he slowly turned her doorknob, and opened the door.
"Sam, you in here?" He asks as he walks in.
BANG!
Sam is so close, but unfortunately she hits the door.
Okay lemme know how you felt about this one :) ill update as quickly as possible.
Here's another iCarly line I love:
"Never tell a girl to calm down! Guys always tell girls to calm down and it never works. It just gets us all whipped up. See me now all whipped up? Cause you told me to calm down!"
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Also checkout Bandgrad2008 (Liz) bro fic HellZone93 Come Back To Me. That's a great seddie one shot. :)
LYM