I just don't get this... What happened?
This guy comes into my life and crashes every single thought about men.
He is a real gentleman, nice, funny, caring, he doesn't swear at anything.
What is going on in that stupid head of mine?
I kinda like him, but what about you?
Can he make me forget about you? Are you jealous? Will you be?
We will see...
Primary affection.
Do you really like me?
He loves me, he loves me not, she loves me, she loves me not.
I don't want to hurt anyone, yet I'll be hurt first.
What should I do?
Screwed up, fucked up.
Want to make you jealous, want to make you sad, want you to crave for me.
Your gentle hair, your tender arms wrapped around me, your lips repeating my name like a prayer. Your sparkling eyes full of love, your perfect body next to mine, your heart beating for me and for me only.
I wake up... That was a nice dream. Can it be real someday?
His matted hair, strong arms, perfect manner, his lips repeating that he needs me, his eyes sparkling, his tender touches, his ears, that try to listen to my vague heartbeat.
Reality. But for how long?
I wanted to die. I even wrote you a farewell lettter.
But I changed my mind. I keep it in my drawer now. Should I burn it?
I want to kiss him, to make you jealous, but what will I do, if you won't be?
You'll say "Oh, you have a boyfriend, good luck with him".
How my feelings will develop further?
Just don't let them throw me away.
I wonder how am I still here?
I cannot be until you're resting here with me.
All is fair in love and war.
Sinking farther than I was. Battled and torn.
If you really love the love you say You ll love with a love Then surely that love would love Then surely that love would love to love you back.
Really?
It hurts.
Stop and wait, be yourself, love, pray, without her you're just a lonely hero in this place.
Without her you're just a mirage.
What am I? Just flesh and bones, stupid feelings and mistakes.
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow.
Sit and wait.