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"Again… Why am I skipping work and driving you home?" Julie asked while she drove a bandaged Billy to his apartment, two days after he got shot. A cool R&B song played in the background.
"Because you care about me." He smirked.
"I mean in reality, not in your dreams."
He sighed. "Because no one else was fucking available."
"Right."
"Look Julie, if you're gonna throw that in my face every fucking time. Just forget about it! I can fucking walk!"
"Don't be stupid…"
"Stop the fucking car!" He hissed.
"God Darley! You sound like an angry pussy!" She laughed, amused, ignoring the fact he wasn't joking.
"Stop the fucking car now!" He managed to stretch his left leg and hit the brakes. She hadn't expected this, so she didn't focus on the wheel and turned it. The car whirled all to the left and the tires squealed loudly until the car grinded to a halt, in the middle of the street. Thankfully it was empty.
"What the hell is wrong with you!?" She shouted, her eyes wide with shock and her heart racing. He simply glared ahead, not meeting her eyes. "You're crazy! If you wanna kill yourself, that's fine! But don't take me down with you! What if there was a car coming from the opposite direction? You just don't think, do you?" She complained, turned the car back around and continued.
"Shut the fuck up." He growled.
"Don't you tell me to shut up Darley. You're not my father… and even if you were." They drove to the apartment complex he lived, not uttering another word, except for the directions he gave her, his tone offering no opening for excuses or apologies.
"Fuck…" He cursed angrily.
"What?" Her eyes followed his glare, firmly set on a car parked ahead in front of the building.
"My father. Come with me."
"Why would I do that?"
"Just fucking do it. I'll explain later."
They bolted from the car. Julie grabbed Billy's packpack from the backseat while he struggled out. Billy waited for her to stand by his side, before walknig up to the door. He tried to ignore the heavy figure sitting inside the small car, but as soon as they approached, the door opened.
"How the fuck are you feeling son?" Bones asked sarcastically, pulling up his jeans.
Julie could feel Billy tense next to her, especially now that they were closer to his father. She had grown up around big tough blokes, had gotten used to big, mean and scary faces, 'cause army people are generally like that. But Bones felt different, he gave her the creeps.
"Fine." Billy answered back, sighing loudly.
"So, this is the whore you've been fucking around with?" He looked at Julie with a smirk.
She quickly understood why Billy was the way he was and also got what he meant by saying he was pushed into this life. Julie opened her mouth to defend herself, but before she could actually say one single word, Billy snapped back at his dad.
"She's not a fucking whore and she's with me. So you tell your guys to stay the fuck away from her."
Bones lifted his eyebrows up and then laughed wickedly. "Have it your fucking way. Are you able to do your fucking job?"
"Yes."
"Ok. Nice ass by the way." Bones shouted as he walked back to his car. As soon as he drove away, Julie looked up at Billy. She felt somewhat sorry for him, his father being such an ass.
"He'd have his guys following you if you weren't with me." He explained before she could ask, not looking at her at all. "And yeah, I know he's a fucking asshole." Since Julie didn't say a word, Billy finally glanced down at her, she wasn't looking at him anymore. "Are you alright?"
"Yeah… Can you make it upstairs by yourself?"
"Yeah." She handed him his backpack and he hung it on his good shoulder. "Thank you."
Her head lifted and her eyes met his in surprise. He was smirking. She smiled. "You're welcome. Bye."
Billy didn't reply. He watched as she walked back to her car, got in and drove away. She waved one last time as she passed.
...
Billy's crew had fixed the bullet hole in the wall and paid for the damage, so Julie didn't have to worry about her boss' reaction. Though she preferred she'd have to worry about it, 'cause it would have kept her mind busy with anything but Billy Darley.
Julie's thoughts mainly focused on the leader of the gang. She couldn't deny to herself that she wanted to stand by his side, wanted to be there for him. Ju kept dicsussing the subject to herself, but never managed to take one single step towards a decision, although she really felt she had to. Though, she didn't want to admit it to herself, she was afraid he would hurt her and she had enough of being hurt.
"Julie?" Ally asked for the third time, annoyed patience in her tone of voice.
"Yeah?" Julie finally snapped out of her transe.
"Come here a second." Ally got hold of her friend's arm and dragged her to the furthest corner of the coffee shop.
"What's wrong?"
"That's an intriguing question. Perhaps we can discuss the answer to that right now."
"Ally, I don't know what you're talking about."
"Please Julie! Two days ago you show up at work, all bandaged, and there was a hole in the wall. A bullet hole! I thought you were scared or something so I let it rest until you would be your normal self again. Something is wrong Julie. And it all started to go awry the moment you started hanging out with that gang."
"I'm not hanging out with a gang Ally." Julie defended herself, unsure if her croacky voice wouldn't betray her. Both girls kept their voice low, to not attract undesired attention. Kristin was handling the things on the front just fine without them two for the moment.
"Play it straight Ju, please! I want to help you. We can call the cops, tell them what's going on. They'll help you and keep you safe. You don't need to be afraid. I can also…"
"Stop it!" Julie hissed a bit too loud. She had had enough. "I'm in no trouble with the gang, Ally. I'm in trouble with myself!"
"What you mean?"
"I slept with Billy Darley!" She finally spit angrily, unable to hold herself in control any longer.
Ally's hand flew to her mouth in astonishment and shock. "You didn't…"
"I know, alright? It was stupid of meand reckless."
"Julie, he's a murderer."
"You think I don't know that?! I know. I know everything! But I wish I didn't know. I wish I'd never bumped into him in that damn hospital. I wish he had never followed me and saved my ass, twice. I wish he had never touched me! But it's too late. Much too late. I can't escape him anymore Ally…" A tear rolled down Julie's cheek. She wiped it away so quickly, that if Ally hadn't been looking at her face, she'd have missed it.
Ally's arms flew around her friend as she hugged Julie tightly. "You love him…" She whispered and Julie flinched away, breaking free from her arms.
"No Ally." Julie answered coldly. "It's a physical thing. His voice sends shivers down my spine, his smell makes my knees tremble, and the worst part of it is that I can't control it! I can barely hide it and he knows all too well! I don't want him to touch me, I don't want to touch him. But before I can blink, we're already too close to resist each other! I like to have him around…."
"But you can't ignore the part that he's a thug." Ally finished for her.
"Exactly." Julie sighed. She hated to talk about her feelings, but she couldn't deny she felt better. It seemed like she lifted all the sorrow of the world off of her back. "His eyes, Ally. You can't understand what his eyes do to me."
"You seem to have a hell of an effect on him too, Julie. He keeps coming back and he does it for you. We both know he doesn't need to fight to get a girl. They're qeueing around the block for him, one snap of his fingers and they'll do anything for him. Coming back for you means he is really interested."
"I was a challenge, Ally. It all began with a bet."
"How did you found out?"
"Ash told me. She heard them…"
"God Julie, what did you do?"
She shrugged. "I kicked his groin."
"Wow! And you're still alive…"
"Sorry?"
"Do you really think a guy like him would accept that? From a girl?! If he didn't feel something for her ?!"
"Not really…"
Ally shook her head. "I don't know what to say."
"I don't know what to do."
"What about Mark?"
Julie growled. "That's another sensitive subject. He's great, and really sweet. But…"
"But you're the bad boy kinda girl." Ally chuckled, lightening the mood.
"I guess I am…"
"You know what Julie? He's dangerous and all, but he won't harm you. Maybe it's not that bad to start something with him."
"That's what I've been thinking. And it's a damn thing, that exact fact that he's dangerous. You know, to think that he'd really be able to take my life away… it makes it all the more exciting!"
"God! You're such a weirdo!" Ally laughed.
...
Two weeks passed, Julie's routine stayed the same, as the other's around her. She hadn't seen anyone from the Darley gang since the day Billy got shot. She hadn't seen him since she had given him a lift home. He had probably just given up on her. Or maybe he realized that she was too much work for someone who just wanted to have some fun.
Julie wasn't mad because of it. She had been given her time with him, it was good while it lasted. Besides, she didn't want anything serious right now. Maybe that's why she'd been avoiding Mark, he surely was someone to settle down with. Julie's last boyfriend, Justin, had hurt her, making her afraid to get attached again. They had loved each other, a perfect match made in heaven. It had been almost humanily impossible, therefor it couldn't last. He had been offered a position at his job , forcing him to leave. He was an ambient engineer, it had been either her or his work. He had chosen the latter.
After about a month, she started dating a guy named Zach. It was nothing compared to what it'd been with Justin, him being more of a close friend than a real boyfriend. Zach proved himself to be a great listener, and for a talkative person like Julie, it clicked. He loved to hear her stories about her days, even though nothing big had happened. But again, work impaired the blossoming relationship. Zach, the architect, received an interesting job offer. He had to move to Texas for it, he asked her to come with him, but she said no. Texas was not on her shortlist of places to live at. Again, the guy chose his work and left.
To Julie's painful astonishment, Justin had shown up again, begging her to join him in the bush of Africa, where had had been living since he had left her. But again, as much as she wanted to see the rest of the world, she didn't feel like that was the right time. He left, heartbroken, and from that day on, she promised to take better care of herself and not lay her happiness in someone else's hands. Julie couldn't stand to be left behind… again.
Late that night, Julie tossed and turned in her bed. The apartment was extremely quiet, even so she could not sleep. Julie got up and reached for her black acoustic guitar. It had been laying in the dark corner for too long. After cleaning the dust off its case, she took it out and started playing. She had bought it with her first paycheck, since she had left her older one back in Minnesota. Julie was sure she was too rusty to get it right, but as her fingers danced on the strings, her favorite song came back to her. She played her own little lullaby.
...
Julie walked to the back of the counter to grab an extra cup. Without knowing why, she felt kind of hyper. She turned the stereo on, a tiny louder then usual, smiling as the funny lyrics of the 'Shoop' song filled the busy shop. Humming along with the melody, she started serving the tables around, taking her turn to run around with the tray. Something the others tried to prevent a lot, knowing Julie was a bit of a disaster at it. Today however, she had stood her ground, she needed to ditch her energy somehow.
"What's up with you today?" Kristin smiled widely.
"I played my guitar again."
"And that's gotten you in such a cheerful mood?"
"I don't know. It's the only different thing that happened to me, so…" Julie shrugged.
"You're weird!" Kristin laughed and Julie sang out loud in response. She really had no reason to act like that, yet no grief had been thrown her way either. A normal day in the normal life of a normal girl. It shouldn't be that weird.
Julie leaned over the counter and started to call the next order to Ally. Her tray full, she spun around to deliver them, still high on a buzz, but as she delivered the last orange juice to her customers with a smile, she saw them sitting in the corner booth. Joe, Baggy, Bodie and Billy waited on her, the waitress, to be served. She swallowed hard before being able to step forward.
"What can I get you?" She put her best smile on. In fact, it was probably the first time they didn't scare her one bit. The guys, who were talking to each other, stopped to face her, Billy kept his stare in place, on her, as always.
"Hey Amber Waves!" Joe laughed. No one curbed him, even more shocking, they all chuckled.
"Hi Joey! Gotten over your fear of girls now?" Julie snapped with an amused smile. His face dropped to a scowl, his mates laughing out loud, including Billy.
"Very funny..." He mumbled annoyed.
"I see that your shoulder is better." Julie stated and motioned with her head to Billy's right shoulder.
"Took the stitches out yesterday." He replied.
"Good. So, what can I get ya?" Her eyes scanned them all, waiting for the answer.
"Coffee and donuts for everybody." Billy ordered, Julie nodded and turned to get the orders done. She turned too fast, her eyes still focused on Billy, and bumped straight into one of her other costumers.
"Wow!" Her tray went flying, the two glasses she carried crashed to the floor in a heap of shattered glass. "Crap!" She swoar under her breath. "I'm so sorry!" She apologised to the man who smiled at her.
"It's alright. Let me help you?" He offered, smiling charmfully.
"No, no. Thank you." She quickly started gathering the pieces. Julie heard Joe laughing at her and glared over her shoulder at him, which made him laugh harder.
"I told you, you have one hell of an effect on him." Ally whispered as Julie approached.
"What?"
"He came in already looking for you. At the moment he saw you, his eyes did not leave you for one second. Plus, you should have seen him eyeing the guy you bumped into."
"It's not like that…"
"Ah! Come on Ju!" Ally laughed. "He's hot, you know that. He may be dangerous as hell, but still." Julie arched an eyebrow. "Oh I'm sorry. I forgot that you have already seen everything that there is to be seen."
"Haha! Very funny Ally!" Julie laughed sarcastically, but then her laugh became real.
"Your fans are waiting." Ally filled her tray.
"Kiss my ass!" Julie whispered before heading off, making Ally giggle.
"Here you go." She placed their coffee and a little tray full of donuts in front of them. "Anything else?"
"A lap dance, perharps?" Joe smirked. Billy had given him the white flag to mess with her. It amused them to see her squirm and try to cover her annoyance at it.
"Slept with Bozo yet, Joey?"
"No, with Belinda." Joe laughed.
"Hmm…I guess that's the better option."
"Not really." Bodie laughed and Julie chuckled as she walked away.
"Julie, I need you to run to the grocery store and grab sugar." Ally shouted.
"What? Didn't you call the supplier?"
"I did, but he didn't pick up." Ally opened the register and handed her some cash. "Go!"
"Fine!" Julie growled, took her apron off and tossed it at Ally's head. She left her jacket behind, the weather now good enough not to need to cover her yellow blouse. As she walked out, she did not see the pair of eyes following her every move. Julie had just opened her car's door, parked down the alley, when his deep voice reached her ears.
"Where are you going?"
She turned to see him walking towards her, his face no longer amused. "Not that it's any of your business, but I'm gonna buy sugar for the shop." He got closer, much too close. Her back already pressed against the cold metal of the car, he stood less than a foot away from her. "What do you want Darley?"
His stature tensed up. "I swear that's the last time I'm gonna answer that fucking question. You. That's what I want."
"Ah please. I thought we had already gone over that crap."
"Then you thought fucking wrong. Maybe I need to make my point clearer." His body pressed hers against the car. Her hands went flying to his chest.
"Stop it." She warned.
"Or what?" He smirked.
"Just stop." She didn't sound convincing at all. "You think that you can disappear for two weeks and then come back like nothing has happened?"
He chuckled. "Missed me, Jules?"
"No." She answered coolly. Billy ignored it and bent to kiss her neck. The bastard had already noticed her weakness. As the other times, his facial hair tickled her skin and his cool, firm lips sent shivers down her spine. His hands were on each side of her hip, holding her close and in place. Her hands still lay on his muscular chest, slowly crawling up to his neck as his mouth met hers.
As if following the weather, the kiss felt as warm and uneasy as the wind. Julie had no idea how he managed to stir up that part of her, that wild side of her. Her whole body burned for him. His right hand trailed up her back, underneath her blouse, the other gently squeezed her hip. Her left hand gripped his t-shirt's collar and her right one lay on the nape of his neck. She'd play with his hair if he had any. Right as she started to give in to him, he pulled back. Her chest heaved, struggling for air, Billy seemed to have more control.
"Go get your job done." He said with a smirk. She slapped on his chest.
"You're a bloody jerk, Darley."
She turned her back to him, so she could get in the car, but he grabbed her by her waist and brought her closer, her back touched his chest. "I'll pick you up tonight." He whispered in her ear. He walked away before she could say anything witty in reply. Julie exhaled hard before heading to the market. She shook lightly with excited anticipation.
...
"Thanks for helping me with the cleaning." Julie said to Ally who just finished putting the chairs up.
"No problem. Hey, what about watching a movie tonight?"
"I can't."
"Why not?"
"I'm not really in the mood for movies tonight. I need to catch up with my sleep."
"You sure?"
"Yeah. Thanks though."
"No problem… So, I'm on my way. Bye!"
"Bye!" Julie said all too quickly and almost shoved Ally through the door. She locked everything up and took a deep breath. She shouldn't be acting like that. Yeah, he said he'd pick her up, but to go where? To do what? Julie laughed at that. It was so stupid. She decided to rinse away her nervous thoughts, along with her body.
Her shower over, Julie coiled up her hair in a baby blue towel and pulled a white oversized t-shirt over her lingerie. She took her time, finally pampering herself, slowly spreading her favorite grape flavored body lotion on her skin. While humming along the lyrics of a Rihanna song, playing on the radio, she opened her dresser to try to figure out what she'd wear. She hated him for giving her no clue of what they'd do. It wouldn't be anything near fancy, that was for sure. Julie even pondered if the clothes she'd wear were important at all, but she shook that off. She had a black simple dress in hand when someone rang the bell.
"Crap!" She ran to the intercom. "Who's this?"
"Who else could it be?" His deep voice answered.
"I'm not ready."
"Just open the door."
"But…"
"Open the fucking door Julie." He cut her off.
Sighing heavily, she pressed the button that opened the back door. She walked to her door, the mirror hanging on the wall, showed her she had nothing decent on. Julie opened the door right when he reached the top of the stairs. His eyes went from her toes up to her head, not hurrying the process either. He smirked mischievously, she swallowed hard.
"I told you I wasn't ready." She stated as a matter of fact, forcing his smirk into a smile. He really smiled, Julie's jaw dropped in astonishment. "What?"
Billy shook his head and came in. Julie closed the door and turned, just to meet his eyes already on her.
"Stop looking at me like I'm a piece of meat Darley. It's creepy."
"How do you want me to look at you?" His voice knocked the breath out of her, deeper than usual, he smelt divine. It intoxicated her and it drove Julie insane.
"Like I'm a person perhaps." His stare on her got more intense. "Just… don't look at me." He laughed as she turned around nervously, not knowing what to do. "Where are we going?" She tried to keep her voice casual as she headed to the small sink to grab a glass of water.
"That depends on what you want to do."
"Hmm… I want to… swim. Yeah, I wanna go to the beach."
"That'd be a fucking good thing, but I don't think I can wait that long." His original plan had been to take her to his apartment, but seeing her like this was too tempting to let go. Not to mention that she had nothing on that would delay him in any way.
Julie got near him, licking the remaining drops of water from her lips. "What can't wait?" She didn't get a verbal reply. His hands got hold of her waist and brought her close so quickly that she didn't have time to react, if she ever had wanted to.
"You smell so fucking good." He sniffed her neck, taking in her arousing scent. "I love grapes." Billy did not give her more time, his lips crushed hers with a sense of urgency. She obliged to his ever wish, their tongues tangled in a ferocious dance. Each twist, each lick, heatened the flames slowly burning through their veins.
Billy seemed passionately desperate, wanting to feel everything. His right hand made its way down from her waist to her butt, just to go lower around her thigh to lift her leg up. He had a tight grip on it, until he realized it'd remain there if he let go. He quickly removed the towel off her head, letting her wet locks fall on her back. He deepened his kiss further, while kicking his shoes off.
Julie's hands traveled up and down his back, finally going underneath his t-shirt. She could feel every muscle contraction. He bent his head, sucking on the sensitive skin of her neck, his hand buried in her hair, jerking her head sideways to give him more room. When he made it back to her mouth, she lifted his t-shirt up, wanting to feel his skin to hers. They broke apart only long enough for him to rip it over his head and throw it to the side. He pushed her to her bed, holding her close all the way, feverishly kissing her.
He lay on top of her before she could properly breathe. While his right arm supported his weight, his left hand lifted her white t-shirt, revealing her sexy black lingerie. Again, his mouth left her body only long enough to rip her shirt off. Julie pushed him onto his back, rolling on top of him. She slowly drew a line of kisses, going from his mout, to his jaw, torso, chest, abs and down until the waistband of his jeans.
Billy wouldn't let her continue, his hands pulling her back up to him. He did however, allow her to undo his belt, grunting as he felt her take her time unzipping his jeans. By the time he managed to kick his pants off, Julie was so lost, everything was a blur. She felt him undo her bra and tossing it away. She felt his hot mouth encase her nipple to suck sildly, making her moan with pleasure. He trailed down to her belly, licking and kissing her needy skin. She managed to roll back on top of him, teasing him by slowly removing the last bit of fabric covering his eager body. She had something in mind…
"Jules…" He groaned, doing his best not to explode.
She took her time, until he could no longer hold it, yanking her up to his side. Hurriedly, holding her firmly in place, he grabbed his jeans and took the condom inside its pocket. His girl looked at him seductively. "Can I?"
"No." He replied through clenched teeth, knowing she would torture him to the extreme edge of bliss if he let her. He tore the aluminium wrapping with his teeth, quickly rolling the rubber on. He wanted her to be damn ready for him, so he used some of his tricks to have her screaming for him. They were on fire by the time he made their bodies become one. Billy held Julie's hands abover her head, keeping total control, her legs locked around his contracting body, giving him all the access he wanted and needed.
"Billy…" She moaned, her eyes already rolling to the back of her head. There was no coming back. Julie Lane completely surrendered to Billy Darley. She belonged to him. She was his, his girl, the girl under his charming spell.
Struggle and pain wha she fell all de while
And she want a good man to give her de style
Wild child
So she dere pon me file
Its a long time now me wha plow de sile
Plow de sile meh car run run like de nile
And de most energy meh whan gi her tonight
Give her tonight
Gan make she feel right
Make she fly like a kite that reach a new height
Ah we give it to de gyal dem
Make dem reel up and bawl
And make dem (start call)
Anytime she want it back she ha fi call (Dutty Paul)
Admittin it on de spot I know de real (Sean Paul)
When de traits so great
Cuz she feelin top up and tall wat de ting say
Break it off boy this has got me feeling naughty (Immediate if not before)
I wanna know boy if I can be your shorty (Boom baa)
Set it off boy make me hot all over my body (Break it off, take it off, no miss take it off)
Break it off tonight (Yo)
No doubt
Gyal u shoulda know SP and a scout
Naughty sweat so shout
Make ya bawl out (shout)
Make ya holla me gah give affection in your direction
We go all out
Gyal, just follow we if ya love energy
If ya whan pedigree
Cruise like Penelope
Make a see yuh just bounce wit de Dutty Lee
We keep givin you de Q to de U to de A (yea) to de L to de I to de T to de Y
Girl I got to try (try)
Take yuh booty make you reach to de S.K.Y.
Woman I got to say (say)
Da way u move is makin me high
Girl cuh yuh know say yuh S to de E to de X to de Y (Boom baa, boom baa)
Boy (Uh huh)
The way you push up on me I
Whan get da roughest wine I dun know ya like (Ay, yo, ay, yo)
Fuh sho we gonna break it off tonight(Yoga macchugga, uh)
Ooooo boy
We really shouldnt waste no time (sing it)
Come let me back up on ya dancehalls tight (bring it)
And I'm hopin baby u dont mind
Cuz I really wanna break it off tonight (instantaneous)
Break it Off - Rihanna ft. Sean Paul