Hi guys! I'm back! Did y'all miss me!? lol Jk jk! Anyways, here is a new chapter. Chapter 6 to be exact. I do NOT own Shugo Chara at all. Never have and never will. Hope you enjoy reading(;

Chapter 6

You Can Never Love Me

She looked up at the boy in front of her, her eyes narrowing up and down from her feet to his face. She gulped. "T-The other night?" she managed to say in a whisper. He nodded. She blushed a little thinking about it. He asked her a simple question that night but, she asked him one too.

"Did you really mean it Amu? That's all I want to know" Ikuto said, crossing his arms.

"Well, what about you!" Amu spit out before stepping back some. "I-I-I m-mean, do you f-feel the same?" Amu studdered, facing back down to her feet. She didn't know if she wanted to know the truth or not, no, she was kinda scared to know the truth. What if he rejected?

"If you answer my question, then I'll answer yours" Ikuto replied.

Amu looked up at him, looking straight into his eyes. He did mean what he just said. You could tell. This was her chance, her chance to tell him everything but, what if he don't feel the same. What if she tells him the truth for nothing. Will it be worth it? Or not? So many things went through Amu's head at that moment that it made her head spin. She was scared, scared to get rejected. She didn't want to get her heart broken but, she's never going to know the truth until she says something first. Hopefully, everything will be worth it.

"The truth is" Amu began, playing with her fingers a little. "Everything I said that night was true... Every word. I care for you alot Ikuto, more then you know" Amu answered, her eyes filling up with tears. She was trying so hard not to explode. But, it happen anways.

"No! I love you Ikuto! I love you so much I can't stand it! It's so hard, so hard for me to just sit here and keep my feelings to myself! I wanted to tell you for a long time but, I just couldn't! I-I-I was scared! But, I'm so in love with you I can't even stand i-"

"Amu!"

Amu stopped what she was saying and looked up at Ikuto who just cut her off. His facial expression was filled with pain. That scared her. She wiped her eyes quickly that were filling up with tears. Did he not feel the same?

"Amu" Ikuto began, looking straight into the girls eyes. She could tell something was wrong with him.

"I-I'm sorry but... You could never love someone like me" he replied slowly.

Amu's eyes widened at his words. "Ikuto what do you me-"

"I mean that you can't love me Amu! I don't deserve you! How could you love a guy like me?! I'm nothing but trouble, I brake everyone's heart. I even brake yours and you still manage to keep them feeling for me?" Ikuto snapped.

Amu was speechless. What was wrong with him? This wasn't Ikuto... He's not the same...

"Amu, I'm sorry... But, I suggest you move on. Find someone who really does deserve you" Ikuto said. With that he turned on his heel and walked out the front door, leaving Amu standing in the kitchen speechless.

That was it. She now knew what it felt like to get your heart torn out of your chest. To be heartbroken... She felt tears filling up in her eyes and before she knew it, she busted out crying. What did he mean she could never love him?! She did love him! She didn't understand! She just felt like giving up now. She tried wiping away her tears but they kept coming back.

"Amu?!"

Amu looked as Nadeshiko came running downstaires with a worried expression on her face. She ran up to Amu and hugged her.

"What's wrong?"

Amu sniffed, wiping away her tears quickly. Nadeshiko looked at her.

"Are you okay Amu? Where's Ikuto?"

With that name being said, Amu busted out crying again. "Maybe you, Kukai, and Yaya should go" Amu manged to say pulling away from Nadeshiko and wiping her tears. Nadeshiko shook her head.

"No Amu! We are your friends and we're gonna help you! Now come upstaires with us" Nadeshiko replied, grabbing Amu's hand and leading her upstaires. She opened her bedroom door and led Amu in, shutting the door behind them. Amu sat down, wiping her eyes, and looked up at Kukai and Yaya who were a little shocked to see her crying. Usually Amu never cried infront of people. It was really rare to find her doing it.

"Amu! What's wrong!?" Yaya asked, a little worried for her best friend. None of them had any clue what was going on.

Amu sniffed and looked at all of them. "I-Ikuto... He left" Amu studdered, fighting back her tears.

"Why?" Kukai asked.

"B-Because, he dosn't feel the s-same... he don't love me guys..." Amu replied slowly, looking down at the ground. More tears started streaming down her face. They all sat there speechless. Amu confessed to Ikuto and he rejected her. It was so obvious that he liked her back so, what was holding him back?

"Amu, I'm so sorry!" Nadeshiko said, pulling Amu into a hug. Amu hugged her back, fighting back her tears the best she could.

"I-I-its okay... Not everyone gets their happy endings" Amu replied soflty, pulling away from Nadeshiko. She looked towards her feet. "Life isn't a fairytale... Your not going to find your prince charming."

"You'll find your prince charming one day Amu!" Yaya exclaimed, her piggytales bouncing as she talked.

"Yes Amu, Yaya is right. Any man would be lucky to have you. You just have to find a man who is good enough for you. Who wants to be your prince charming" Nadeshiko stated, a smile forming on her face while talking.

"But, I gotta make sure I prefer him to be with you" Kukai exclaimed.

"Nobody cares what you think Kukai!" Yaya yelled.

Amu smiled softly at her three best friends. "Thanks guys" she said softly, making them all smile at her.

"No problem Amu" Nadeshiko replied.

Amu smiled then looked over at her closet, then back at Kukai and Yaya. "Did you two really d-"

"No way Amu! Me and Kukai! Never!" Yaya exclaimed. "We're just good actors!"

"Damn. You make me sound like a horrible person" Kukai pouted.

Amu giggled a little. She could always count on her friends to make everything better.

"So, what game should we play now?" Amu asked with a grin. Yaya's hand shot up.

"Yes Yaya?" Amu asked, laughing a little.

"Yaya brung a game y'all with a like!" Yaya exclaimed, digging into her bag. About a few minutes of searching, she pulled out the game Twister. "Let's play this!"

...

"You made the right choice Ikuto."

"Why did I have to do that to Amu!" Ikuto snapped, looking straight into the eyes of the figure infront of him. He hated this feeling! He hated the feeling of knowing he hurt Amu. He felt like a horrible person. He broke her heart to a million of pieces!

"You had to do it Ikuto! She can't love you! She can't have you..."

Ikuto felt like a caged bird. He couldn't do anything and he hated keeping this all a secrete but, if he told anybody about this, he would be in huge trouble. He hated working this job. Hated it! But, he had to do it. It was either this or getting kicked out into the streets, having no home at all.

"Besides, I want to have you all to myself. Got it?" the person said, wrapping their arms around Ikuto hugging them tightly. Ikuto let out a sigh and nodded.

"I understand Utau..."

...

"Get your butt out of my face Kukai!" Yaya screamed, trying to reach for the yellow dot that was on the other side of Kukai.

"I can't help it! You know, this will all end if you just do this number" Kukai said, before pushing Yaya making her fall over.

"Kukai wins!" Nadeshiko said with a smile, making Kukai grin happily.

"No fair! Kukai cheated!" Yaya yelled, glaring over at the soccor player.

"Did not."

"Did too!"

Did not."

"Did too!" Yaya squelled, tackling the boy to the ground. Nadeshiko sighed watching the two roll by attacking eachother. She then looked over at Amu who was sitting beside her staring down at her feet.

"You okay Amu?" Nadeshiko asked, looking over at the pinkett who sighed softly.

"Nadeshiko, Ikuto didn't act the same back there. I don't know what was wrong with him" Amu said, looking over at Nadeshiko.

"When you see him again, ask" Nadeshiko suggested.

"What if I don't see him again?" Amu asked.

Nadeshiko smiled. "You'll see him again Amu. I'm sure of it."

Amu smiled softly and nodded.

"Gotcha!" Kukai yelled, pinning the squrming Yaya don't to the floor. The red head stopped, trying to catch a breath. Kukai grinned and looked down at her, his smile softening. He leaned down towards her face and grinned. "I win again" he whispered, getting more closer to her face intel...

"EW YAYA WHAT THE HELL!" Kukai yelled getting off the girl and wiping the substance off his face that she just spit out.

"Kukai was getting to close" Yaya explained.

"So you spit in my face?" Kukai asked as she nodded.

Amu busted out laughing while Nadeshiko smiled.

"Yaya, Kukai was trying to be romantic" Nadeshiko explained while Yaya shrugged.

"Kukai ain't good at being romantic" Yaya replied.

"I wasn't being romantic! I was being... FRIENDLY!" Kukai yelled.

"You were being TO friendly" Amu said with a laugh making Kukai glare.

"I wans't going to do anything!" Kukai yelled back.

"Okay... Okay..." Nadeshiko said with a smile. Amu smiled intel he poped into her head again. Amu sighed quitely.

Ikuto... Is everything okay?

...

"I'm sorry Amu" Ikuto began in a whisper, looking up at the sky. "But, if you really knew what I did, you could never love me" he said to hisself. He gripped the object tighter in his hand and looked over at his boss who gave him a nod. Ikuto sighed and held up the object, pulling the trigger lightly.

He watched the figure of the man hit the ground, watched him take his last breath.

"You could never love me..."

That was it! I hoped you liked it! So, I guess y'all are reading this going WTF! Lol yess, turns out you really DON'T know Ikuto that well yet? What kind of secrete is he hiding? Find all of that out in chapter 7. Thanks for reading and please review!(;