I wanted to make a friend yet I knew using magic was wrong. I paced my room night after night debating wither or not to try to "make" a friend. Looking back on it I think it was Jessica that made me crack. I was scared to leave the house. She tormented me, even in my sleep. I had a dream she killed me and absorbed my magic, that was the night I started loving soul eater. Ever since then soul eater got me through my hard times. I knew Maka and even comprehended her way of life. The longer I spent away from the anime the more I missed it. I knew and loved the characters like they really were my friends. I had trouble know this was a moral gray area, but I had to go through with it. So I started planning.