Jayn: Yes Bella will end up somewhat happy in the end, but it will be a long road. I'm still not sure who I will put her with, because I not a huge fan of bella's personality in the twilight saga. I don't hate her, but I don't like her much, I prefer when her personality is different in fanfictions, some of them make her really awesome. Also I love happy endings as well, I'm still trying to come up with one that would fit the story, I'm hoping to make this story long.

Dulcesiita: I'm guessing your team Edward ? and as for him showing up tonight you'll have to read and see.

Readers: I am sorry I took so long to write, but I could not think of how to put what is in my head in the computer. Writing as I am discovering can be harder than I thought. I want my story to be really good, so I am trying my best. Again I am sorry for taking so long.

Chapter Fourteen- Midnight contemplations and sleeping with both eyes open

Tiereney POV

Somehow Jacob made it out of the house alive.

Though Bella did come close to killing him when he stole a kiss from me on his way out.

Seriously! when did I become so popular ? I should of smacked him. Now he'll probably start groping me like Edward.

I should be glad Charlie didn't notice. Though I'm pretty sure he was suspicious of Bella's fuming.

Showering and brushing my teeth was becoming an olympic game with the way I was racing to finish. But with the way Bella seemed to be worrying I would disappear, I didn't put it past her to come into the bathroom while I was still there.

That's why I got to the bathroom before her, this way, when she is taking her turn, I can quickly fall asleep.

Sleeping did not come easy tonight, but when it did I was not surprised to have more memory dreams of my life here in twilight country.

Growing up playing the adult, while your 'mother' plays the teenager is not fun. I have a whole new respect for what Bella had to go through alone before me. Or I would have if she would have helped a bit in this reality. It would seem with me being here, instead of Bella standing up and being independent like she was described in fanfictions of the first twilight book. She instead clung to me, allowing me to make most of the decision unless they involved being social in anyway.

I'm pretty sure the only reason I'm allowed to make any friends here is because unlike Renee, Charlie would notice in this small town.

To Bella I thought at first I was some type of pet or prized possession. But it seems to be more complicated then that. To Bella I'm like her mom and favorite possession all tangled up in one. I take care of her, she can come to me when she needs any type of comfort or advice, I always listen, and try my best to make her happy. Which has made her very dependent on me and I can only assume I've taken the place of what Renee should be doing as the adult and mom.

Now don't get me wrong, Renee is from what I've dreampt an okay mom, who diffinitely loves her children. She's just not responsible or sensible. And because of that Bella looked toward me as her twin to fill the spot, even though she is the older twin. Which wouldn't have been so bad, if she didn't grow obessed. It's one thing to be attached to your sibling, it's another thing to be over terrore.

I understand now, why she went comatose when Edward left her in new moon, I wasn't here, meaning she was alone with responsible. Edward came along all mystery and mythical and she got swipt away into a fantasy world, where only Edward and her mattered. She could forget her hatred of forks, her responsiblity of taking care of her parents, and he made her feel special, I think. After all Edward is the heart throb of forks high school.

She ignored her friends and her dad. Focusing only on Edward and his family. So when he left she fell apart, intill Jacob picked up the pieces, allowing her to cling onto him, intill Edward came back. Then she tossed Jacob aside intill she needed him again.

I don't know if I would call Bella a bad person. A selfish one, maybe?

More messed up, then anything else.

One problem I seemed to have in both this reality and my original one, is that once I wake from sleep, it's really hard to get back to it.

This has caused me nights in the past when I woke from hearing some strange noise, that turns out to be nothing and can't get back to sleep.

Really irrating.

This time however, it's not a sound that woke me, but a touch.

Opening my eyes, I don't know why,

But I'm surprised.

Edward Cullen, as many people claimed was romantic. Coming into Bella's room at night without her knowing and watching her sleep. I always thought that was a bit creepy, but I perfer that to the groping he's currently doing right now.

"Your room reeks of dog" Edward growled as he ripped open my pajama top, causing the buttens that held it together to scatter around my room.

uh oh! Someones angry.

"YOU ARE MINE!" he hissed as he slammed his lips to mine in a forceful passionate kiss, one hand messaging my right breast, the other holding both my hands above my head to keep me from trying to push him off me, not that that would do any good. He is a vampire after all.