Bonjour! I was a bit stuck on where to go with this so I thought I would write a chapter on Jonny's point of view. It sucks but I wanted to update and Im rather busy today. So please comment nice or bad (not mean though).
My heart was pounding hard, my mind was running wild, I couldn't stop my feet from running. She was hurt, seriously hurt. I couldn't lose her. I loved her. It sounded cheesy and cliché but I was. I was in love with Jac Naylor. I ran down the corrie door of Darwin, pressed the lift button but it was taking too long so I took the stairs. I ran down the eight flights of stairs to get to AAU. Not realising how much energy and oxygen it would take I was starting to regret running. But I needed to be there, I needed to be with her. Then suddenly I remembered stopping in my tracks in the middle of AAU, Jac was pregnant. With my baby. We made a baby and I only just found out, she was 2 months pregnant. Why hadn't she told me? I was standing there distracted from my surroundings when Michael tapped me on the shoulder. Had I really been standing there for that long? "C'mon she's over here" I heard him say and lead me over to her. Was I truly read to see her? He opened the door and I walked through. She looked so vulnerable, so weak like a child. She was attached to numerous of machine, I knew what they were all for which made it harder to see her like this. I walked over to the edge of her bed when Michael closed the door giving me a fight. I stood next to her, looking at her beautiful face remembering everything she had done to me. How she had broken my heart yet I still came running when she needed me. She kept pushing me out and pulling me in. I wanted her, I needed her but she didn't want me and she proved her point at that. She was so complicated but that's what I liked about her, what attracted me to her but now it was annoying.
I didn't know if I should touch her or if I should even be here. She would go crazy if she woke up but she had no right anymore she was having my baby. This was wall wrong, don't get me wrong I wanted children with her and certainly wanted to be with her but she cheated on me she destroyed it. As much as I wanted to be with her it wasn't enough, I didn't trust her. My mind was running through the pros and cons of being with Jac but that was triple the amount of cons than pros. She was so complicated but we were having a baby together so I had to get over it, we could raise the baby together but not be together right? We could do that. My thoughts were interrupted but a loud bleeping noise. It was Jac, her machines were going off then suddenly I was pushed out of the room.
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Beth XO