Chapter 2
"I can't." I managed to whisper, while under the stare of Robin. "I did that once and this is why I am the way I am." I added, then pulled my arm from his grasp. He stared at me blankly while I floated away from the room, my cape swung over my shoulders and covered my petite frame. He can't understand, doesn't he get that? He's the great Boy Wonder, the leader of the infamous team that runs through the city beating up bad guys. He isn't the dark quiet one that sits in the back of the car, trying to avoid the press. Not that they look at me in the first place. 'She's in interesting hero.' 'That's a lot of black for someone who's suppose to be a hero.' 'Do you think she'll two face them?' With a rough shake of my head I blocked our all of the news reports I've seen of my and entered the calm serenity of my room. Placing my tea over on my dresser I picked up the heavy steel mirror that sat there. The portal into my mind, a place that is precious and also frustrating to me. My emotions were very loud and had more expression today then they usually do, and I wasn't in the mood for their opinions. Placing the mirror down on my bed I silently levitated up above it, and wrapped my legs indian style.
"You guys are in some serious trouble." I mumbled, and transported myself into the mirror. For me it's an easy ride, I'm use to it, it is my mind after all. But when Beast Boy and Cyborg entered, I'm pretty sure it must of been rough and scary. Good. Teach them twice about entering my room. I almost felt a twang of guilt when I though of Cy, all the times he has saved me, or made me laugh when I feeling low. The look on his face when he saw me broken and sad on the broken roof of the T tower made me hate Malchior even more. I almost got my friends killed, because I let him into my mind and play around with these stupid emotions that need to learn how to keep shut. Not paying attention to my surrounding I crashed onto the dirt ground with a thud. 'Perfect' I thought. 'Just perfect. I come in here trying to show my emotions who's boss and I fall on my ass into my own mind' Getting to my feet I began dusting off my cape and looked at the Emoticlones that surrounded me, all in their different colored uniforms. Looked like the rainbow threw up in my head.
"Nice landing, hot stuff." Brave said, with a thumbs up and a swoosh of her green cape.
"You should be careful though," Knowledge said, peeking around Brave. Her bright yellow uniform almost blinded me as she stepped forward while adjusting her glasses that sat on her nose. "We don't need you injuring yourself." Suddenly and orange for popped up in front of me, and burped in my face.
"So mature." I sung, while crossing my arms tightly, to avoid any attacking.
"Well," Brave began, and put her hands on her hips. "We are parts or you." she pointed out. My hand twitched but I suppressed the negative thoughts, and the urge to lash out on her. I really wasn't in the mood for Rage to make an appearance
"That's why I'm here." I breathed. "Why are you guys so active?" I
"What do you mean?" Timid asked, shyly.
"In the kitchen with Robin." I reminded them. "I was this close to making the room explode, because you guys were so loud." I explained.
"You can't blame us." Lust purred, from a rock she sat on. "Robin's just so... yummy." I stare at her with what I thought I was annoyance but felt like jealously. Me, jealous of my own emotion, she was me for crying out loud.
"Why are you thinking about him that way?" I asked, trying to ignore the jealousy in me.
"Because you are." she chirped, and jumped down to her feet, her maroon colored cape wrapped around her petite frame and accented our pale skin. It was kind of a nice color. Think about it," she continued, and became to slowly walk towards me. "If you weren't thinking naughty thoughts about Robin, I wouldn't be here," she said, with her arms raised.
"Where were you when Malchior was here?" I pointed out, ignoring her accusations towards me. Her loud laugh rang through the dead air as she halted in front of me. With in choking distance.
"You didn't care for Malchior the same way you care for Robin."
"Of course I care for Robin!" I cried. "He's my best friend and team mate."
"What about the link?" Timid asked, from the shadows of Knowledge.
"What about it," I snapped, and instantly regretted it, when I saw her curl into herself.
"It's very strong." Brave said, arms crossed as she walked over. "When you're near him we can feel the emotion coming off him."
"So?" I questioned. "I feel everyone's emotions when I'm near them. Why do you think I hate Beast Boy?"
"BB's cool." Brave said, "I bet I could kick his ass in stank ball."
"He's trying to push the wall down." Knowledge explained. "He let you in, so he wants in."
"I let him in by accident." I sighed. "He was going to die so I needed to save him."
"You care about him, he cares about you, so why don't you to let each other in, kiss and make up." Lust suggested, in a exasperated voice.
"Because we don't have anything to make up for." I sighed, annoyingly and tried not to lash out on them. They're me after all, so I can't just treat my self badly.
"Just try letting him in." Brave said.
"But I don't want to." I said.
"That's a lie." Lust scoffed, and I shot her a glare. "He cares about you so why don't you let him in?"
"Because it's dangerous!" I finally cried, and felt almost to the point of exhaustion. Between them and Robin nagging at me, then struggling to control my powers I was close to losing it any moment.
"For him?" Brave asked. "Or you?" We all fell silent as her words hung in there. I opened my mouth hoping a smart reply would come out but before it could the sky began to flash red while a familiar alarm went off. The Titans alarm. That meant there was trouble, which was also an distraction.
"Raven!" someone screamed from outside of mirror. Suddenly I was ripped back through the portal and landed on my bed with a choked gasp. My dark room continued to flash red, which gave it an eery look as the alarm bounced off the walls. A knock at the door caught my attention again. "Red X is in town and we need to go." Robin urged on the other side of the door. Pulling my hood up I made my way to the door that flew open revealing me our traffic light also known as our leader.
"A hot traffic light." Lust sneered, from the depths of my mind.
"You okay?" he asked, when I didn't say anything for a moment.
"I'm fine." I replied, in the same monotone voice I've been using for years. Stepping into the hallway, the door slide shut behind me. "Where's X?" I asked, in hope of a subject change, and a well needed distraction, from my emotions.
"You still got Robin, Rae." Lust purred. I swear I might actually kill my own emotion.
So, Hi guy! I have no idea what to really say but thank you guys SOOO much for all of the great and helpful reviews I was really surprised by how much I got and it means so much to wake up and see that my phone had exploded with emails all from fanfiction. Sorry it took me a while to get this up, I just got off spring break and I'm also working so I might be able to post once or twice a week, and I'm always writing in a notebook at school so ideas will be rolling. Sorry if there are any mistakes I'm really tired but wanted to post this for you guys and do a shot out to everyone who commented!
Guest: It was an idea that popped in my head one day, like what if they played stank ball in Nevermore? It would be really cool! Thanks for the review and please keep it coming!
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