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Kim's point of view chapter 6!
I was in heaven. I was certain I was dreaming, but I never wake up. Jared and I have been dating for several months now. Paul was actually really nice to me, he always loved to tease me to make me blush. Jared was still keeping secrets though.
Jared now hung out with a totally different group. There was Jacob Black, Quill, Embry, Seth and Leah and Sam. All the boys were extremely muscular and tall.
It was weird because everyone would accidently say something then correct themselves in front of me. Jared would always be out doing something for hours then come back to me exhausted. I loved our relationship but there were still secrets.
I was sitting at outside at the council bonfire. My dad was on the reservation council but I don't really understand what they did. I suddenly saw a huge figure. I saw a huge spotted wolf. It was standing on the edge of the woods.
I screamed and everyone jolted. Jared was at my side in a flash.
"Babe what's wrong? Are you hurt?" Jared asked protectively.
"There, there was a huge wolf. Right near the edge of the woods. It was huge! I don't know where it went! Oh my goodness what if it attacks someone!" I said exasperated. I looked around everyone avoided my gaze but looked at Jared. No one looked concerned, Paul was actually fighting back a smirk.
"I'm serious! I just saw it! I'm not crazy! Jared!" I said panicking just as Collin entered in shorts just where I saw the wolf.
"Did you see it? There was a wolf just standing there from where you just were." I asked freaking out.
"Um wolf? What? No there was no wolf, huh?" Collin said acting really weird. Jared was glaring at him and so was my father.
"Dude you're the dumbest fucking kid on the planet. You have to be more careful." Paul said hitting him hard on the back of the head. I flinched when I heard the loud smack. My dad and Jared exchanged a long, hard glance. Jared then weirdly nodded and led me through the forest.
"Jared there is no way in hell I'm going into the woods if there's a wolf." I said trying to get him to release my hand.
"Kim please. I promise I won't let anything happen to you. It's time for you to know the truth." Jared said pleadingly. I just nodded and he led me further into the woods. He then sat me down on a tree stump. He just stood frozen in front of me.
"Jared you're scaring me. What do you need to tell me?" I said shakily.
"Kim has your dad told you the legends of our people? About how we descend from wolves?" He asked looking at me carefully. I slowly nodded so confused.
"Well the legends are true. There is a pack of wolves that patrols La Push from vampires. I am a part of this pack, I can change into a wolf. I guess it's technically called a werewolf. But I am one of those, and so is Leah, Seth, Collin, Brady, Embry, Jake, Paul, Sam everyone is a part of the pack. It was why I was gone so long from school. I was phasing into a wolf, it explains why we all grew so fast. Its why I'm always gone for several hours and come back tired." Jared explained slowly. I just sat there, my world was slowing down. I couldn't move and I forgot how to breath.
"Kim. Can you please say something, or move, or something." Jared pleaded.
"Jared this isn't funny. I don't know where I am, please just take me back to the bonfire. This is too crazy, I think you're really tired and you don't know what you're saying." I said quickly standing up. Jared jumped towards me and put his hands on my shoulders.
"Kim I am not messing with you. I'm not that tired. I would never lie to you. I know you can feel that I'm telling the truth. Can I please just show you? I can prove it." Jared said desperately. I nodded and he sat me down.
"Kim, I really do care about you. Please don't be scared or run away from me. Just sit still right where you are. Please just try to remember I am the same person." He asked. I nodded and my heart started pounding.
Jared started vibrating at an insane speed. His body blurred and I heard a pop. When I adjusted my eyes Jared wasn't standing there anymore. In his place was a huge dark grey wolf. I screamed, and it started to whine. It fell down on its stomach and looked at me with the most depressing eyes.
I felt it's sadness just like I felt Jared's emotions. I had a weird bond with the wolf. I knew I should be even more freaked out, I should be so freaked out that I shouldn't be able to contemplate this. For some reason I felt safe, I felt like it would protect me. I slowly approached the wolf.
"Jared is that you?" I said with tears building up in my eyes. It moved its head up and down. I almost cried out in relief. This was crazy, more than crazy, but it was real. He was telling me the truth. Everything he said and did and told me fit into place like magic. Why he was gone, why he grew, why everyone was keeping something from me. But it didn't explain one thing.
I slowly started petting it's head. Jared mad a weird humming sound, almost like a purr. I started laughing like an inane person. I finally pulled away and sat back down to where I was initially sitting.
"Jared can you go back into a person now?" I said feeling faint. The wolf backed up into the woods. Two second later Jared appeared wearing a pair of gym shorts.
"So you believe me?" He asked me approaching me carefully.
"Yes I believe you. I'm just really shocked." I whispered and he gave me a big grin.
"Everything makes sense now. Everything except one thing. Why did you suddenly like me? Why can I feel when you're telling the truth or when you're happy or upset? Why do I hurt every single time I'm away from you? I'm not a crazy stalker, I really feel broken when you're away." I asked getting emotional.
"Calm down and I'll explain. Our werewolf gene must carry on, so werewolves find their soul mates. It's called imprinting. You are my imprint. It's like love at first sight but more powerful. You are my world now, and I will do anything to keep you safe. As soon as I glanced at you everything changed." Jared explained with love in his eyes.
"I feel like I should be happy Jared. The guy I have liked for years now magically likes me, but I'm not happy. This stupid imprint force is forcing you to like me. What if you never became a werewolf? If you never phased everything would be how it was, there wouldn't be us, you would still be avoiding me. Damn it, as if I could have been more pathetic. The imprint thing has to be there for you to even glance at me. I'm not that pathetic to accept that, I am not going to have something force you to love me." I said starting to cry and hyperventilate.
"Kim, honey it's not like that at all. I want to be with you regardless of the imprint. I could be your friend or boyfriend or best friend. It doesn't matter. I just want to protect you, and keep you safe. Please just tell me what you want me to do." Jared said cupping my face. I accidently cringed instantly regretting it. His face cringed in pain and hurt, I knew he didn't want to scare me.
"Jared, what I want right now is to go back to the bonfire and go home alone. I need space to think." I whispered.
"Kim I can't stay away from you!" Jared yelled slightly.
"Why because of the imprint? See you have no choice? I want the guy I love to have a choice. You can't choose for yourself." I yelled back. I never yelled but our emotions were mixing and fueling off each other's.
"Kim it isn't fucking like that! Damn it why won't you listen? Let me explain. I will do whatever you need to make you happy but I need you to listen to me." Jared yelled.
"I get it! You are forced to do whatever makes me happy! Well giving me space will make me happy." I screamed crying slightly. Jared glanced at the ground obviously torn. His facial expression was miserable. I turned to leave and I saw him reach out for me but he pulled his hand back.
I left the woods feeling the bond between us burn as it stretched. I knew I loved him but everything was too much. He was amazing but today wasn't the first time I cried because of him. Everything was different, everything changed, and everything was unclear. One thing was certain though, I needed time to think and to be away from the guy I loved.