Well, it looks like miracles do happen. I somehow managed to finish this one in three days. It probably has something to do with not being able to sleep and not having a life, but I could be wrong... Lol
Once again, a special thanks to my wonderful friend Tricia, without whom, I'm sure I wouldn't be able to update as often as I do. She keeps me motivated no matter how much I tease her ;) I love you Trish! You're the best!
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Together We Are
Chapter 15
I Love You Too
"She's what?" Kurt asked.
Jeff looked at him, not sure if he should really repeat what he had said.
Blaine felt Kurt start to shake and moved so he was sitting next to him.
"No," Kurt whispered. He looked up at Blaine. "What if she dies? And the last thing I told her was that I can't forgive her. What if-"
"Kurt. Stop," Blaine said quietly, placing a finger on his lips. "Don't say that. It's gonna be okay."
"How? How is it going to be okay?" Kurt asked so quietly it was barely audible.
Blaine stared at him, trying not to freak out. "I don't know," he answered honestly.
Kurt laid his head down in Blaine's lap and started crying silently.
"Shh, it's okay," Blaine said softly, trying not to cry himself. He reached down and took his hand and gently stroked his cheek. "So, what are we doing Jeff?"
"I don't know. I mean, I'm gonna go over to Puck's, but I don't know what that's gonna do," Jeff answered.
Blaine nodded.
Jeff stood up and pulled Nick up with him. They both walked upstairs and came back down a few minutes later and left.
Dustin started the movie again, but half of the boys weren't even watching it.
Kurt sat up at some point. He turned so he was facing Blaine, who wrapped his arms around him quickly.
Blaine hugged him close and then wiped the tears from Kurt's face gently.
When the movie was over, Kurt didn't make any move to get up, even when everyone else had gone upstairs.
"Kurt?" Blaine asked softly.
Kurt didn't say anything, but he looked up at Blaine.
"It's gonna be okay. They're gonna find her," Blaine whispered.
Kurt squeezed his eyes shut and curled up into Blaine.
"Hey, shh." Blaine leaned down and pressed a kiss to his forehead just as he started sobbing. "Kurt."
Blaine wrapped an arm around Kurt's waist and pulled him closer.
Kurt laid his head down on his shoulder and gripped his shirt.
Blaine took a deep breath and rocked him back and forth slowly.
Kurt looked up a few minutes later, a little calmer.
Blaine laid a hand on Kurt's cheek and wiped away the tears that were still falling. He leaned forward and kissed him softly.
Kurt laid back down on Blaine and closed his eyes, too tired to cry anymore.
"Do you want to go upstairs?" Blaine asked quietly.
"Mhmm," Kurt mumbled.
"Come on," Blaine whispered, pulling Kurt up off the floor.
They walked into Blaine's room and Kurt laid down beside Blaine, who was sitting up, leaning against the wall.
Kurt fell asleep soon after, with his head on Blaine's leg.
Blaine sat next to him, gently playing with his hair and stroking his cheek. He pulled a blanket over them and took his hand.
Around one in the morning, the door opened slowly and Jeff peeked in.
Blaine looked up and smiled slightly.
Jeff gestured for him to follow him.
Blaine nodded and leaned down to kiss Kurt's forehead.
Jeff closed the door quietly and walked downstairs.
"So what happened? How's Puck?" Blaine asked.
"Um, he's sort of freaking out, but he'll be okay."
Blaine nodded. "Did you find out anything?"
"Not really. Her parents didn't even know she was missing, and now that they do, they're looking for her, but I don't think they'll find anything," Jeff said quietly.
"Why?"
"Why do you think? It's Sebastian," Jeff answered.
"You don't know that for sure," Blaine said.
Jeff looked at him and raised his eyebrows.
"Yeah, you're right. He did say he wouldn't hurt her though."
Jeff sighed. "Let's hope not. So how's Kurt?"
"Um, he's really upset. He's scared she's not gonna come back, and that the last thing he said was that he couldn't forgive her, and I don't blame him but I just hate seeing him that upset," Blaine said sadly.
"Yeah, I can understand," Jeff said.
Blaine nodded. "Where's Nick?"
"He's downstairs making coffee. Do you want to join us?" Jeff asked.
"Sure. I wasn't planning on sleeping anyway."
Jeff sighed. "Come on."
They walked into the hallway, and down into the kitchen where they found Nick sitting on a stool, staring out the window with a cup of coffee in his hand. He looked up and smiled as they walked in.
"How's Kurt holding up?" Nick asked.
"He's not," Blaine whispered. "He cried for about two hours straight. He finally fell asleep a couple hours ago."
"Have you slept any?"
Blaine shook his head. "I tried, but I couldn't."
Nick nodded and held out two cups of coffee.
Jeff sighed and took one, inhaling the smell.
Blaine took the other and took a sip. "Its amazing what coffee can do," he said, laughing lightly.
After a few minutes of silence, Nick looked up at Blaine.
"Are you alright Blaine?" Nick asked.
Blaine jumped at the sound of his name. "Yeah, why?"
"Because you're not, I can see it," Nick said, watching him carefully.
"I'm fine Nick," Blaine said seriously.
Nick sighed and then looked to the door as Cameron walked in.
"Hey, are you okay?" Jeff asked, concerned by his expression.
Cameron walked to a stool beside Blaine and sat down, ignoring the question.
"Cam?" Blaine asked softly. "What's wrong?"
"I finally meet a girl who's sweet and who understands what I've been through, and now, I might never see her again," Cam answered, letting the tears fall.
"Hey," Blaine said, rubbing his back. "She's gonna come back. They're gonna find her."
Cameron laid his head down on the counter.
"You're not doing anyone any good by sitting around and moping. You should go get some sleep," Blaine suggested.
Cameron sat up. "Yeah, you're right I guess." He stood up and poured himself a cup of coffee. "Bye guys."
"Bye Cam. Sleep well," Nick said, waving at him.
A few minutes later, Jeff looked over at Blaine. "You should take your own advice you know," he said quietly.
"What?" Blaine asked.
"You should go get some sleep," Jeff said.
Blaine shook his head. "No. I- I can't go back up there. It makes me too sad."
"Blaine. He's your boyfriend. You have to be there for him."
"I know. But, can't things just get better. I mean, I feel like we haven't even had a chance to be happy yet," Blaine whispered, looking away.
Jeff sighed. "I know that sucks. But it will get better and you will be happy. And right now, you just have to be there for him."
Blaine closed his eyes. "It's not fair! What does the world have against us!" He stood up, knocking the stool over, then he reached over and punched the wall.
Nick jumped back, but Jeff didn't seem affected at all.
Blaine yelped, cradling his hand against his chest as he started sobbing.
Jeff walked over to him and wrapped his arms around him.
"It's not fair," Blaine whispered into Jeff's chest.
"I know. I know," Jeff said softly, rubbing circles on his back.
Blaine kept crying as Jeff held him tight.
"Shhhh, it's okay," Jeff said softly, swaying back and forth slightly, as another sob racked through Blaine's body and he started shaking.
Nick watched them, horrified by how upset Blaine was.
Blaine finally started to calm down and Jeff looked down at him, pulling back a little.
"I'm sorry," Blaine whispered.
Jeff shook his head. "Don't be sorry. It's alright. Is your hand okay?"
"I don't know, I can't really feel it," Blaine answered quietly.
Jeff sighed. "Let me see it."
Blaine held out his hand. It was already turning purple in some places.
Jeff looked around and then walked to a cabinet. He pulled out a wrap and took Blaine's hand. "You should probably go see Mr. Mike in the morning."
Blaine nodded, wincing as Jeff wrapped it.
"Sorry," Jeff said, looking up at him. "You gonna be okay?"
Blaine didn't answer. When Jeff finished, Blaine reached out to hug him again. "Thank you."
"Of course," Jeff said when he pulled back.
"I'm gonna go upstairs," Blaine said, walking out of the kitchen and to the stairs.
Jeff turned to Nick when he was gone.
Nick still had a horrified look on his face. "Now I'm really worried about him."
Jeff nodded and sat back down on the stool across from Nick. He put his knee in between Nicks' so he could sit closer to him. He took both of his hands and kissed them softly.
Nick took a deep breath and leaned forward to kiss Jeff.
Jeff pulled Nick up so he had to tilt his head back to keep kissing him.
Nick ran his hands down Jeff's sides and gripped his hips, pulling him closer and kissing him deeper and desperately.
Jeff pulled back reluctantly to look at Nick. "Wait, stop. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, why?"
"You've never kissed me like that," Jeff said softly.
Nick shrugged and leaned down to kiss him again.
Jeff put a hand on his chest and pushed him back gently. "No. Nick, what's wrong?"
Nick looked away. "I'm scared."
Jeff pulled him closer. "Of what sweetie?"
"What if she does die? Or they never find her? What happens then?" Nick asked, almost hysterical.
Jeff looked up at him. "Honestly," he started. "I'm scared of that too."
Nick closed his eyes.
Jeff stood up so he could kiss him. "I love you. And we're going to get through this."
Nick nodded and leaned up to kiss him again. "I love you too."
Blaine walked into his room and found Kurt still asleep. He walked to the bed, and trying not to wake Kurt up, he laid down slowly, which was hard because he could only use one hand.
"Blaine?" Kurt whispered, rolling over, but not opening his eyes.
"Yeah," Blaine responded.
Kurt opened his eyes, which were red and swollen.
As Blaine tried to pull the blanket over them both, Kurt's eyes landed on Blaine's hand.
"Blaine, your hand. What happened?" Kurt asked, reaching for it.
Blaine immediately pulled it away. "Nothing. It's fine."
Kurt looked at him sadly. "No its not. What happened?"
"Nothing. Please don't worry about it," Blaine begged.
Kurt sighed in defeat and curled up on his side, facing Blaine.
Blaine laid his hurt hand down gently, holding it with his other.
Kurt took his hand and kissed his fingers softly, trying not to hurt him.
"Are you okay?" Blaine asked, brushing a strand of hair off of Kurt's face.
Kurt looked away and shrugged. "I don't know."
"That's okay," Blaine said, leaning forward to kiss him ever so softly. "Just sleep." He ran his fingers down the side of Kurt's face and he closed his eyes.
Kurt sighed and relaxed a little.
Once Blaine was sure Kurt was asleep, he leaned forward and kissed him again.
"We'll make it through this, I promise."
"These two are definitely broken," Mr. Mike said, gesturing to two of his fingers.
"Great, that's just what I need," Blaine mumbled.
Mr. Mike looked at him sympathetically. "What happened?"
Blaine looked away. "I punched a wall."
"May I ask why?"
"I was angry," Blaine answered.
"I understood that. Why were you angry?"
Blaine sighed and leaned back in his chair while Mr. Mike carefully fitted his hand for a brace. "I finally get with Kurt, and now I feel like we haven't had time to be happy together. It's not fair."
"Well Blaine, you have to understand that things aren't always gonna work in your favor. But I can understand your anger. How is he by the way? I heard about his friend."
"He's really upset. He's afraid he's never going to see her again, and their last conversation wasn't exactly how he'd want to remember her."
"I see. Is that what triggered this?" Mr. Mike asked, pointing to his hand.
Blaine nodded. "Yeah."
"Well, be careful with it. Try to keep the brace on as much as possible and certainly don't punch any more walls."
Blaine nodded again. "Thanks."
Mr. Mike smiled. "Of course."
Blaine smiled back and walked out of the building, almost running face first into Coop.
"Hey," Blaine said in surprise.
"Hey," Coop replied, pulling him into a hug. "Are you alright."
"Yeah, I'm fine why?"
"Well the last time I saw you, you were crying. And your hand would be another indicator of you not being okay," Coop said, pointing to his now braced hand. "And that you just walked out of the infirmary."
Blaine closed his eyes. "Can we go grab some coffee? It's kinda cold out here."
"Sure, yeah," Coop said, following Blaine as he walked towards the café.
They sat down at a table after they ordered.
"So where do you want me to start?" Blaine asked.
"The beginning is always a good place," Coop said, laughing.
Blaine smiled. "If I started at the beginning we'd be here till Christmas. Which actually isn't far away, but still."
"Okay, well, what happened at regionals?" Coop asked.
Blaine explained the whole story. He told him what happened with Quinn and Sebastian, and how Sebastian had showed up, and what he had done to Kurt a few weeks before.
"I thought this place was supposed to be safer than home," Coop said.
"This is my home."
Coop sighed. "You know what I meant."
Blaine nodded.
"So what happened to your hand?"
"I punched a wall because I was angry," Blaine said.
"I can understand the anger."
Blaine nodded again.
"Can I ask you something?" Coop asked.
"Of course," Blaine said.
"Do you have plans for Thanksgiving break?"
"Well its still a few weeks away, but I don't really have anywhere to go," Blaine said quietly.
"You should come stay with us," Coop said, smiling.
"Really?"
"Yeah, we'd love to have you there."
Blaine smiled. "I'd love to be there."
"And let me tell you, Jasper cooks a mean turkey," Coop said, smiling even bigger.
Blaine just laughed and shook his head.
"Come in," Kurt called softly.
"Hey," Blaine said, peeking into his room.
"Hey."
Kurt was sitting cross legged in the middle of the floor, holding his phone.
Blaine walked over to him and sat down across from him. "What are you doing?"
"Waiting," Kurt answered.
"Waiting?" Blaine asked.
"I sent Quinn a text, telling her to call me," Kurt said softly.
Blaine reached out and took Kurt's phone, setting it on the floor beside him. He took his hands and laid them in his lap. "Kurt, I-"
"I know. Please don't tell me it's a waste of time. It made me feel better. Just- please," Kurt begged.
Blaine nodded. "I'm sorry," he whispered. He laid his good hand on Kurt's face and leaned forward to kiss him. He tried to scoot closer, but almost screamed when he tried to use his other hand.
"Are you okay?" Kurt asked immediately, looking him over, trying to find what was wrong.
Blaine squeezed his eyes shut and tried to breath.
"What happened?"
Blaine held out his hand. He took another deep breath and opened his eyes.
"It's not fine, is it?" Kurt asked, taking his hand gently and running his fingers across it softly.
Blaine sighed. "No."
"What happened?"
Blaine looked down.
"You know you can tell me," Kurt said quietly.
"I was angry and I-" Blaine stopped.
"You punched something?"
Blaine nodded, looking down again.
Kurt squeezed his good hand. He placed his other hand under Blaine's chin and tilted his face up.
Blaine finally looked up again to find two beautiful eyes staring back at him.
"It's okay," Kurt said. He was the one to lean forward this time. He sat up so he was kneeling and leaning over Blaine. He stopped before he kissed him and rested their foreheads together, their noses touching.
Blaine smiled. He grabbed Kurt's waist and pulled him closer so their lips met.
Kurt pushed Blaine back gently until he was lying down and Kurt was on top of him.
"Mmm," Blaine moaned against Kurt's lips. He pulled Kurt farther down on him. He was breathing hard as Kurt put more of his weight on him.
Blaine moved his hands to Kurt's back, lifting his shirt and rubbing his bare skin.
Kurt pulled back a little to look at Blaine, who smiled at him. He leaned back down, kissing him again. He slid his tongue into Blaine's mouth and let more of his weight down.
"Kurt," Blaine moaned, wanting him to keep going, but also not wanting to go too far.
Kurt stopped and sat up a little.
Blaine sat up all the way, pushing Kurt up too so he was sitting on his lap.
Kurt smiled again. "You're so amazing."
Blaine leaned forward to kiss him softly. "You're so sweet."
Kurt, still smiling, stared into Blaine's eyes, playing with one of his curls.
As Blaine stared back, he laid his hands on Kurt's legs, pulling him farther onto his lap.
Kurt laid his hands on top of Blaine's, and moved them farther up.
"Kurt," Blaine whispered.
"It's okay," Kurt replied, moving his own hand to Blaine's leg.
Blaine leaned forward to kiss him, gripping his legs, his hands sliding farther up, almost touching him.
Kurt gasped. "No. Blaine, don't. Please?"
Blaine pulled back and slid his hands down immediately. "Shh, it's okay. I'm sorry," he whispered.
Kurt closed his eyes.
"Is it him?" Blaine asked quietly.
Kurt nodded.
"Did he do something to you?" Blaine asked. When he didn't get an answer, he took both of Kurt's hands. "Did he touch you?"
Once again, Kurt nodded.
"Oh my god Kurt. Why didn't you tell me that?"
"Because he said- he said you'd ha-"
Blaine stopped him. "Kurt. I've told you this. I could never hate you. Not even if I tried. I'm in love with you Kurt and nothing could ever change that. Nothing."
Kurt stared at him for a moment. Then he wrapped his arms around Blaine, holding him tight.
"I'll never let that happen again, okay? I'll protect you from him," Blaine whispered in his ear.
Kurt took a deep breath and pulled back, sliding off of him to sit beside him.
Blaine ran a hand through his hair and kissed his cheek. "Are you okay?"
Kurt nodded. "Yeah. I just-"
All of a sudden, Trent ran in the room. "You guys need to come downstairs. Now."
They both immediately got up and ran down to the living room.
Jeff and Nick were sitting beside Cameron on the couch, their eyes glued to the tv.
"-and the police are not sure what to do from here. So once again, if anyone has any information on the whereabouts of this young girl, please contact the Lima Ohio sheriffs department."
Jeff flipped the tv off as they walked in.
"What happened?" Blaine asked.
Jeff sighed. "They found one of her shoes in the middle of the woods, followed by footprints that led to tire tracks. But they think-" Jeff paused.
"What?" Kurt asked frantically after a few seconds.
"They think she was running from something. Or someone."
"Mr. Anderson, could you answer that one?"
"Blaine," Jeff whispered, elbowing him in the ribs.
"Oh, I'm sorry, could you repeat the question?" Blaine asked quietly.
"The quadratic formula, do you remember it?" the teacher asked again.
They were sitting in math class Monday morning, and Blaine had been daydreaming.
"Thanks," Blaine whispered to Jeff after answering the question.
"Yeah. Are you okay?"
"I'm just tired," Blaine answered.
"I'd think so. I mean, you only slept-"
"Boys. Please stop."
Blaine sighed and looked at Jeff.
Jeff smiled and then looked forward.
When the bell rang at the end of the day, Blaine went to find Kurt.
He walked around a corner and ran straight into Blue. When he looked up, he jumped back.
"What are you doing here?" Blaine questioned.
"It's nice to see you too Blaine," Blue said, smiling.
"What are you doing here?" Blaine repeated.
Blue rolled his eyes. "I'm here to see Cam. And you don't have to be so freaked out by me."
Blaine stared at him. "Freaked out? No, that's not the right description. Um, how about angry, pissed, sad, frustrated, and-"
"Wait," Blue held up a hand. "Sad?"
Blaine sighed. "Yes Blue, sad. I was sad when you left, and to tell you the truth, it still hurts sometimes when I think about it."
Blue reached out to take his hand, but then thought better of it.
"Don't look so surprised. I loved you, or I thought I did. You left with no explanation. I didn't know where you were going, or why. I thought for the longest time that it was my fault. Even when I found that letter in Dan's room. I felt betrayed, and I knew I should have been angry, but I wasn't. I couldn't be," Blaine whispered. He was crying and starting to get hysterical.
"You found the letter?" Blue asked softly.
Blaine nodded, trying to wipe the tears away.
Blue stepped forward, but Blaine moved back.
"I'm so sorry Blaine. I never meant to hurt you like that." He stepped forward again, and this time Blaine didn't move away. "I would've told you the last time I saw you, but Jeff..." he trailed off.
"I know," Blaine whispered.
Blue moved closer to him again. He slowly wrapped his arms around him and Blaine hugged him back.
"I'm sorry Blaine, I'm sorry," Blue said again, he was crying too.
Blaine pulled back. "I know, but we can't keep doing this. I can't keep going through this."
"Blaine, please," Blue begged.
"No. I can't. Don't follow me," Blaine said, slowly walking away. He stopped and turned around. "Goodbye Blue," he whispered, the tears flowing faster.
When he got around the corner, he started running. This time he ran into Jeff, almost knocking him over.
Jeff was smiling, until he saw that Blaine was crying. "Hey, what's-" he started to ask, but Blaine threw his arms around him as he started crying harder. Jeff was a little surprised, but hugged him close, rubbing circles on his back.
"Shh, it's okay. Just calm down," Jeff whispered, confused as to why he was crying.
"Blaine! What's wrong?" Kurt asked, running to him.
Blaine looked up and let go of Jeff, walking to Kurt, and hugging him.
Kurt looked up at Jeff for an explanation.
Jeff shrugged and shook his head. He looked away and saw Blue standing at the end of the hall. "I'll be right back," he whispered to Kurt.
Blaine looked up just as Blue vanished. "No, Jeff. Don't, please?"
Jeff stared at him. "How can you ask me not to. Look at what he did to you."
"He didn't do anything to me Jeff," Blaine said.
Jeff shook his head and ran in the direction that Blue went.
Blaine watched him and started crying more, turning back to Kurt and burying his head in his chest.
Kurt held on to him, having no idea what was wrong with him.
Jeff came back a few minutes later with Blue at his side.
Blaine looked up as they walked towards them. He looked back at Kurt and leaned up to kiss him.
Kurt was taken aback, but pulled him closer and kissed him back.
Blue looked down as they walked past, and Jeff smiled.
When Jeff and Blue were gone, Blaine pulled back.
"What was that?" Kurt asked, a little out of breath.
Blaine closed his eyes. "It was stupid, is what it was," he said, hugging him again.
"It's alright Blaine," Kurt whispered, running his hand through Blaine's dark curls.
"Can we go home?" Blaine asked after a few minutes.
"Yeah, let's go," Kurt said, wrapping his arm around Blaine's waist and walking towards the door.
Blaine leaned on him the whole way back. He held his hand and squeezed it from time to time, trying not to cry.
"It's okay," Kurt whispered every time he did.
Kurt took him to his room and they sat down on the bed together.
Blaine finally calmed down and looked up at Kurt. "You'd never hurt me right?" he asked quietly after a few minutes.
"Of course not, why would you even ask that?"
Blaine ignored his question and sat up so their eyes were level. He leaned in to kiss him and then pulled back so he could stare at him.
"I love you Kurt," Blaine whispered. "I love you more than anything in this world, and nothing will ever change that."
Kurt stared back at him. He looked down and took Blaine's hand. He closed the distance between them again and kissed him sweetly, sliding his tongue into Blaine's mouth slowly and gripping his waist.
Blaine pulled back and smiled at him.
Kurt smiled back. "I love you too," he whispered breathlessly.
"Hey Blaine," Jeff greeted as he walked downstairs a little while later.
"Hey," Blaine answered dully.
"Are you alright?" Jeff asked, getting up and following him into the kitchen.
"I'm fine," Blaine said, walking to the refrigerator.
"Are you sure?"
Blaine closed the door and sat down on one of the stools. "No. Why would I say that to him. The last thing he deserves from me is honesty. What was he even doing here?"
"He came to give Cam a check for baby stuff. He's apparently going to be here once a month to give it to him and check up on Lexi," Jeff answered.
"What?" Blaine yelled.
Jeff didn't answer.
"And he can just do that when ever he feels like it? Paige left her here because she didn't care, right. Why is he coming back?"
"I don't know. Paige has nothing to do with it apparently," Jeff answered.
Blaine sighed. "Wait. Is he still here?"
Jeff nodded.
Blaine stood up and walked towards the stairs.
"Blaine, wait," Jeff called after him, but he kept walking.
Blaine ran up the stairs and into Cam's room. He had never been into his room, or even on this floor, but Jeff had told him where it was before.
"Where is he?" Blaine asked Cam, who was sitting on his couch holding Lexi.
"I don't know, I think he went downstairs," Cam answered softly.
A thought came to Blaine, and he left, walking down the stairs and to Dan's room. He opened the door slowly and walked in. He hadn't been in his room since a week or so before he went to the hospital.
Blue wasn't in the living room, so Blaine walked upstairs. He walked into Dan's room slowly, to find Blue sitting on the bed, staring at a picture.
Blaine stood in the doorway quietly, just watching him.
"What are you doing here?" Blaine asked softly after a few minutes.
Blue jumped a little and turned to look at him. "Hi."
"Hi," Blaine said slowly. "Are you gonna answer my question?"
Blue sighed. "Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing here. I thought that, maybe-" He stopped, looking down and laughing at himself.
"What?" Blaine asked, not amused at all.
"That maybe you'd still have feelings for me," Blue answered quietly.
Blaine stared at him. "That's why you came back?"
Blue nodded. "I don't know what I was thinking. I don't know what I was thinking when I left either." He looked up at Blaine. "I do love you. And I don't why I thought I didn't."
Blaine just watched him, not sure how to react.
"When I left, I didn't think I'd miss you. I had told myself for so long that I didn't love you, that you didn't matter to me. But I could only do that for so long. I missed you, and I still do. But it doesn't matter now, because you have a boyfriend. And I'd understand completely if you hated me."
"Blue, I- I told you earlier that I didn't hate you. But that doesn't change anything. I'm in love with him, and this won't change that," Blaine said quietly.
Blue stood up an walked over to him, taking his hand.
Blaine tried to pull away, but Blue's grip was too strong.
"Just, consider it," Blue whispered. He laid his hand on the side on Blaine's face and leaned down to kiss him gently.
Blaine tried to pull away again, but Blue had his arms around him now. "Blue, stop, please," Blaine whispered.
"Blaine? Are you up he-" Kurt stopped in the doorway and then turned around and ran out.
"Kurt, wait!" Blaine called, finally pulling away successfully. He turned to Blue. "You bastard!" He ran out of the room after Kurt.
Kurt ran into his room and slammed the door.
Blaine followed him, but stopped when he got to the door. He knocked lightly on it.
"Go away," Kurt screamed. Blaine could tell he was crying.
Blaine opened the door and walked in. "No," he said, walking over to him and siting down next to him.
"What do you want from me Blaine?" Kurt yelled. "You tell me you love me, and then you do something like that! Do you think I'm stupid? Or am I not good enough for you? Did you lie to me?"
Blaine had tears streaming down his face. He couldn't believe that Kurt was accusing him of that, though he knew that if their positions were switched, he would feel the same.
"No, Kurt. Just listen, please?" Blaine begged.
Kurt watched him and nodded, waiting for an explanation.
"I went to ask him what he was doing here, and he said he came back for me. He asked me to consider him and I told him no, but then he kissed me. I was trying to get away, I swear Kurt," Blaine said, more tears falling.
Kurt stared at him as if trying to decide if he believed him. "You promise?"
"I promise Kurt. I would never lie to you. And I would never do that to you," Blaine whispered.
Kurt nodded and reached out to hug him.
Blaine hugged him and held on to him, crying into his shoulder.
"I love you Kurt. I meant it when I said it earlier, and I mean it now. I would never lie to you about that," Blaine said into his ear.
"I love you too Blaine. You mean everything to me. And I don't know what I'd do without you. You're worth more than anything," Kurt whispered back, still crying.
Blaine pulled back, calmer now, and wiped the tears from Kurt's cheeks. "Nothing he does can change that. I'll never stop loving you."
Kurt smiled and leaned forward to kiss him again.
Blaine felt tears hit their lips and pulled back to wipe them away again. "Why are you still crying," he asked softly, kissing another tear away.
"Because I don't know what I did to deserve someone like you. You're perfect," Kurt whispered.
Blaine's heart filled with love for the boy sitting across from him. He stared at him, not knowing what to say to that. Tears started falling again, and he tried to wipe them away, but Kurt's hand stopped him.
Kurt smiled at him and leaned up to kiss the tears that kept falling. His lips slowly made it to Blaine's and he kissed him softly.
Blaine sighed against his lips. He pulled back a little and smiled. "I don't know what I did to deserve someone like you," he whispered.
Kurt smiled and closed the distance between them again. "You're silly."
Blaine giggled and kissed Kurt's nose lightly.
Kurt laughed at him and then pulled back to look at him better. "Will you do something for me?"
Blaine turned his head to the side and nodded.
Kurt pulled him closer and kissed him. He pulled him up and Blaine got the message, moving so he was sitting in Kurt's lap.
Blaine pushed him down, sliding his shirt up and pulling his own off. He pulled back from Kurt to lift his shirt over his head, throwing it down on the floor. He leaned back down and started to kiss down Kurt's neck.
Kurt was breathing hard and he shivered as Blaine held onto his bare waist.
Blaine kissed all the way down his chest and stomach and back up. He smiled when he got back to his lips, leaning in to kiss him. He slid his hand down to his upper thigh and then over, palming him gently through his jeans.
"Mmm," Kurt moaned as his stomach flipped. "Blaine."
Blaine smiled against his lips, pushing down a little harder. "Shhh," he whispered.
Kurt pulled Blaine down on him so they were touching. He grabbed his hips, rocking him back and forth so he was grinding on him.
"Kurt," Blaine moaned, kissing him deeper and sliding his tongue in more. He started grinding faster, and then reached down to unbutton Kurt's jeans.
As Blaine started unzipping his jeans, Kurt tensed up and gripped Blaine tighter.
Blaine stopped immediately and pulled back, breaking their kiss. "Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," Kurt said, leaning up to kiss him again.
"No, Kurt. I can tell something's wrong. What is it?" Blaine asked.
Kurt turned away and frowned.
"Kurt, if you're not ready, I'm not gonna make you," Blaine whispered. "You asked, so I just figured you were."
I thought I was," Kurt answered quickly. "But..."
"It's okay Kurt. I don't want to do anything until you're sure you're ready. I want you to be comfortable, so I can be comfortable, okay?" Blaine said, smiling softly.
Kurt nodded and looked away again.
Blaine slid off of him and sat down beside him. "What is it?"
"I didn't want to disappoint you," Kurt mumbled.
Blaine took his hand and pulled him up into a sitting position, taking his other hand and staring at him. "You couldn't disappoint me Kurt. Whatever we do is going to be a mutual decision, and if you're ever not happy with something I do, you need to tell me. Because I don't want to hurt you or do something before you're ready."
Kurt nodded again. "Are you okay?"
Blaine smiled. "I'm fine, I promise."
They sat, staring at each other for what felt like hours.
"May I?" Blaine asked, breaking the silence and gesturing to Kurt's still unzipped pants.
Kurt smiled and nodded.
Blaine moved so he was kneeling in front of Kurt. He slid his hand along him teasingly as he pulled his zipper up. His hands lingered there and he leaned down to kiss him as he redid the button.
Kurt laughed and shivered again. "That's not fair," he whispered.
Blaine laughed too. "Sure it is."
Kurt rolled his eyes.
Blaine reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone as it rang. He furrowed his eyebrows when he read the name. "Hello?" he asked curiously.
Kurt watched him, rubbing his upper thigh, trying to tease him back.
"Um, yeah sure, what is it?" Blaine asked. He looked at Kurt and smiled, laying his hand on top of his and pushing it up slowly to see if it was okay.
Kurt nodded and moved it up farther, rubbing his leg gently.
"Oh, yeah. I know the song, not the music though. Is it easy?"
Kurt raised his eyebrows questioningly.
Blaine shook his head and pulled Kurt's hand farther up, almost touching him. "When?"
Kurt smiled and squeezed his leg, making Blaine jump a little.
Blaine held up a finger and then pointed to the phone. "Alright, I'll be down a little bit. Bye." He hung up the phone and set it down on Kurt's night stand.
"So who was that?" Kurt asked, rubbing his leg again.
"Don't worry about it, you'll find out soon enough. Is this okay?" Blaine asked, pulling Kurt's hand so he was even closer than before.
Kurt nodded.
"Just tell me when it's too much, okay?" Blaine asked, grabbing Kurt's legs and pulling him into his lap.
Kurt nodded again and reached his hand out to touch him.
Blaine whimpered and pushed up into Kurt's hand.
Kurt took the hint and rubbed him harder, leaning down to kiss him too.
Blaine grabbed his hips and pushed him up and down, moaning his name.
Kurt grabbed him, and pushed down harder.
Blaine gasped into his mouth. " Oh my god Kurt," he whispered, breathing hard.
Kurt broke their kiss to start kissing Blaine's neck.
Blaine reached out and grabbed Kurt too, pushing on him and matching his rhythm.
Kurt leaned up to kiss Blaine again. He slid his tongue in, exploring his mouth.
Blaine started grinding down into Kurt's hand a little more desperately as he kissed him.
"Okay, okay, that's too much," Kurt whispered, breaking their kiss and letting go of Blaine.
Blaine nodded and let go of Kurt too, taking his hand.
"Are you alright this time?" Kurt asked.
"Um, yeah," Blaine answered.
Kurt looked at him sadly. "I'm sorry."
Blaine smiled and laid his hand on Kurt's cheek. "It's okay. Don't worry about it sweetheart."
Kurt smiled back and squeezed his hand.
"We should go downstairs," Blaine said. "I have something I have to do."
"Okay," Kurt said, climbing off of him and standing up, grabbing his shirt from the floor as Blaine did the same.
They walked downstairs together and were met by Jeff when they got down to the living room.
"I have to go talk with Jeff, but I'll be right back, I promise," Blaine said quietly, leaning up to kiss him.
Kurt kissed him back and Blaine tried to pull away, but Kurt held him there.
Blaine laughed. "Kurt I-" he started as he kept kissing him. "I have to go." Kurt still wouldn't let go of him. "I'll be right back."
Kurt kissed him one last time and then pulled away.
Blaine leaned in again and kissed him softly, sighing, and then pulled away and turned to Jeff.
Jeff rolled his eyes. "That was gross," he said once Kurt was out of earshot.
Blaine laughed. "Now you know how everyone feels around you and Nick."
Jeff looked away and smiled.
Blaine laughed even harder at his reaction.
"Here," Jeff said, handing him the music when they got to the kitchen.
Blaine looked at it for a minute and then nodded. "Yeah, I can play this. Do you wanna do it now?"
"Yeah, sure," Jeff said. "Hold on." He pulled out his phone and sent a text to someone.
A few minutes later, most of the boys were downstairs in the living room.
"The keyboard is out there by the way," Jeff said as they walked out to the living room.
Blaine nodded and walked to it, sitting down at the bench.
"Hey guys! Listen up!" Jeff shouted. "I have a song that I want to sing. I was going to do it in Warbler practice, but you'll see why that wouldn't have been a good idea." He turned and nodded at Blaine and he started playing.
On the days I can't see your eyes
I don't even want to, open mine
On the days I can't see your smile
Well I'd rather sit and wait the while
For the days I know you'll be near
'Cause a day without you just isn't fair
See the days I can hear your voice
I'm left without a choice
Jeff was staring right at Nick, their eyes never looking away from the others'.
Plus I get weak in the knees
Fall head over heels baby
And every other cheesy cliche
Yes I'm swept off my feet
Oh my heart skips a beat
But there's really only one thing to say:
God Damn you're beautiful
To me, you're everything,
Yeah that's beautiful, yes to me.
Blaine was looking up at Kurt from time to time, though he couldn't keep looking, because he didn't know the music.
I can't find the words to explain
Just how much you got me going insane
When you speak to me sometimes you'll find
Oh, I stutter my words and say nevermind
'Cause even when you just walk by
Well I look around to seem occupied
'Cause I'm trying so hard to hide
Yeah, all of these feelings inside
'Cause I get weak in the knees
Fall head over heels baby
And every other cheesy cliche
Yeah I'm swept off my feet
Oh my heart skips a beat
But there's really only one thing to say:
God Damn you're beautiful
to me, oh you're everything,
Yeah, that's beautiful, yes to me.
Yes to me.
Blaine wanted more than anything to look at Kurt, but he couldn't, for fear that he would mess up.
Yeah you're beautiful
Yeah you're beautiful
God Damn you're beautiful
To me.
To me.
Right as he finished playing, Blaine walked right to Kurt and took his face in his hands and kissed him.
Nick and Jeff did the same as the boys cheered for them.
Blaine pulled back and hugged Kurt close. "I love you so much," he whispered.
"I love you too," Kurt whispered back.
All of a sudden the doorbell rang and David got up to answer it.
Kurt turned back to Blaine. "You should know, that you're beautiful too."
Blaine smiled and kissed him gently again.
"Hey you guys!" David called.
Everyone turned towards him and stopped what they were doing.
Blaine took Kurt's hand and pulled him to the door.
Kurt almost screamed when he saw what it was.
Blaine pulled him into his arms as he started crying.
Lying on the ground outside of the door, was the shoe that matched the one the police had found in the woods, and a knife, covered in blood.
Song List:
God Damn You're Beautiful - Chester See