heyyyaaaa guys, urmm well the next was also longer than expected but it is quicker to type then post so there is a max of 3 days inbetween each posting instead of weeks :D next chapter is 'Beats' well i think you know what happens ;) enjoy! next will be out in3 days or less :P
Chapter4:What's she doing here...
Normal pov
"Oh it's just you..." Kyo said in a gruff tone
He wasn't in much of a mood for visitors.
Tohru slowly pulled herself up onto the roof and plonked herself about 2ft from where Kyo was sitting, if he was in a bad mood she didn't want to make it worse.
"Are you okay Kyo?..." Tohru asked rather hesitantly, her heart was beating fast.
Tohrus pov
"Are you okay kyo?..."
'my heart its thumping hard, my cheeks feel like they are burning and my stomach feels like a butterfly farm... but I'm so far away from him...this proves it ... I love him... but he hates me...'
"No, that damn rat Yuki is pissing me off!" kyo moaned avoiding eye contact
"What's he done Kyo?" Tohru asked concern in her voice
'I hope he is alright and Yuki hasn't done anything serious otherwise I don't think I can control-'
Before she could finish thinking, something in the depth of her mind and stomach began to resurface at the thought of kyo being in trouble. It twist and turned the pain was incredible and she somehow manage to hide it.
"Nothing you need to put your nose in" kyo replied harshly
'I guess he does hate me'
The feeling within her slowly disappeared... thankfully... Tohru didn't know what she would do if kyo or Shigure found out.
"Oh okay..." Tohru sighed keeping her eyes locked to the loose tile below her feet.
"Oh man... I didn't mean it like that... I mean there's nothing you need to worry about... it's just I can never beat him, all I want is to be accepted as a member of the zodiac and finally become part of something like a family... I want someone to care about me..." tears started flooding Kyos eyes, Tohru had only ever seen him cry once and that was after he turned back to his human form after his bracelet was taken off and he wondered why he could trust her.
'If only I could tell him I care... I want him to be a part of my future... that I accept him and I... I love him...'
Tohru started to join the tears, they formed in her eyes and raced down her face before landing on her pj shorts. She looked at Kyo who now had his hands covering his face tears rolling out his hands, his orange hair looking like fire in the moons light, and his black-t cropping his perfect muscular arms and moulding to his body...
Tohru could hold on anymore... she leapt to him wrapping her arms around him in a embrace she felt his body warmth for a second before-
*POOF*
Then all she could feel was a soft coat of fur. She held him as close as possible and he allowed her.
"I CARE ABOUT YOU! DONT YOU EVER SAY NO ONE DOES BECAUSE I DO!... this.. what we have here with Shigure and Yuki, you and me is like a family! We all care about you! And I promise till I die I will protect you and I will always care about you... I promise..." from a great shout to a tiny whisper her speech made more tears come to kyo as his cat form scrunched further into a ball and he had his head on her chest slowly wetting her blue vest top but she didn't care she moved her chin which was resting on Kyos little cat head and replaced it with her lips, she gently kissed the top of Kyos head then put her chin back stroking the back of his neck with her hand whispering
"it's okay Kyo... it's okay."
Her heart fluttered after she kissed him, she felt Kyo tense then relax.
Kyos pov
Tears came to Kyos eyes he had to hide from Tohru he didn't want her to see him like this...
He put his hands over his eyes but this only made the tears increase.
'She probably thinks I'm a wuss... she hates me... so does everyone else... I'm the cat... everyone hates the cat...'
Suddenly kyo felt arm curl around his lean figure and for a moment felt Tohrus warmth, but that ended when-
*POOF*
Kyo felt Tohru embrace him and hold him tight to her chest, he felt his body tingle with the sensation of being held not only that but by the person he loves...
'is this a dream because if it is... never wake me up'
Then when kyo was least expecting Tohru yelled-
"I CARE ABOUT YOU! DONT YOU EVER SAY NO ONE DOES BECAUSE I DO!... this.. what we have here with Shigure and Yuki you and me is like a family! We all care about you! And I promise till I die I will protect you and I will always care about you... I promise..." she went from a shout to a whisper...
'she cares about me... she really does- protect me? I've never had anyone say that...and from Tohru?!'
Just from the thoughts of Tohru caring brought a greater swell of tears, kyo let out a whimper he dug his head into her chest just under her chin... he felt... he felt appreciated. Out of the blue kyo felt Tohru move and her chin was replaced by her soft gentle lips which pressed to the top of his head.
Kyos eyes widened in shock, and his body tensed, he then relaxed and closed his eyes and the shock reversed into a sea of pleasure. The tears that came were tears of joy no longer sadness. Tohru then put her chin back on Kyos head and began to tenderly stroke the back of his neck.
"It's okay kyo...it's okay" she whispered into his ears.
Kyos eye lids began to slowly fall... until there was no sound from him but breathing.
Normal pov
Tohru looked down on the sleeping ginger cat in her arms, she leaned her lips to his ears and whispered almost silently-
"I... love you..."
Then stood up and managed to get her and the resting cat in her arms down to the ground. She gently walked up to Kyos room where she placed the sleeping kyo under the covers with the little cats head resting on the pillow a light breath escaping his mouth every 3 seconds...
She sighed and walked out his room and glanced back.
"Goodnight... sweet dreams kyo," she said as she closed his door.
Before Tohru got to her door-
*POOF*
She saw orange smoke rise out from under Kyos door, she couldn't help but giggle. Tohru curled up in bed feeling free after telling kyo her feelings even if he was asleep... she still told him... that's all that mattered.
Next day (normal pov)
Unfortunately unlike the day before, the heavens decided to open, rain came down in buckets.
Tohru was down stairs - Shigure in his office – Yuki in the living room reading – Kyo ... asleep dreaming happy dreams of Tohru (if u know what I mean ;) + he was feeling weak from the rain.
"Wow its really coming down hard, raining cats and dogs hehehe," Shigure joked with a cheesy grin.
Yuki glanced up from his book and gave him a blank unimpressed glare.
"Yeah you're right... too cheesy." Shigure crawled back into his office out of shame.
"Okay guys breakfasts ready!" Tohrus voice drifted from the kitchen along with a glorious smell.
"Oh great..." Kyo having his usual bed hair looking pale and of course miserable.
"Oh Kyo you don't look so good." Tohru obviously pointed out. Kyo blushed slightly at her remark.
"Yeah well it's raining so I'm not feeling to good.." Tohru walked up and put her hand to Kyos forehead.
"HEY what do you think yo-"
"You have a fever as well, have breakfast then go straight to bed."
Kyos face getting redder then he remembered the night before how she had kissed his forehead he began feeling dizzy.
"Go sit ill bring breakfast out."
"Oh goodie I can't wait for another of her amazing meals," she commented as he walked out his office.
Tohru brought all the food out and set up the table.
"Thank you Miss Honda," Yuki smiled as he thanked Tohru.
"Yeah thanks," Kyo echoes grumpily.
Kyo and Tohru exchanged awkward glances and they both ended up with tomato cheeks.
Just before they had finished their breakfast
*SLAM*
The sound of the door closing made Tohru jump a few centimetres off the ground in shock.
Each person's head shot up to the mysterious coated figure standing in front of them dripping wet,
The hooded figure slowly began to remove its waterproof coat, to leave behind a very happy and extremely vibrant-
"KAGURA?!" all voices in the room echoed of shock at the sight before them.
Kagura just stood and smiled with her soaked jacket in the midst of her hands.