Chapter 5
Fin couldn't get over how good it felt to have Olivia's delicate little capable fingers stroking his cheek, teasing at the beginnings of his whiskers. And then she didn't stiffen up or pull away when he laid the kiss on her...she sort of...melted against him and shivered. Her lips pressed back, parting slightly and he'd been waiting so damn long, he leapt at that opening.
God, her mouth was so hot, sweet and savory and he just loved kissing her. Who knew a kiss could be this good, this mind blowing. He'd known, Fin barely had the mental coherence to note, he'd known that kissing Olivia would spoil him for kissing any other woman. Her lips were soft under his and he made sure to keep it gentle, nibbling and teasing at her until she made this wonderful breathy kitten mew in her throat.
Olivia's other hand had crept up to his shoulder and was fisted in his shirt now, pulling him closer, and Fin shuddered under her grip pulling his mouth away from hers gently. "Babygirl, gotta slow down," He murmured against her mouth. "You understand what I want now? You know that you're... you're the one Liv. I want you. Always have."
She pulled back, reluctantly he hoped and looked up at him, damn she was so beautiful, "You really want to...date me? You know how screwed up I am Fin," Olivia reminded him.
"You ain't the only one with baggage Babygirl," Fin reminded her. "But you and John are the only ones who know all of it. It might not be a matched set but we don't gotta match for this to work." He kissed her again, her mouth was so sweet, before he turned his head to kiss her palm again. "I know what I want Liv. I want you. Wanna make a life with you Babygirl, be with you."
"Why didn't you ever say anything?" Liv wondered sliding closer so her body was pressed up against his. "Why didn't you ever ask me out?"
"Didn't think you'd want much to do with me Liv," Fin shrugged and tugged her legs so the were draped over his and she was half cradled in his lap. She was so strong he forgot that he was still larger than she was, "I'm older than you Babygirl. Wasn't sure you'd be interested."
"Only by five years," She argued. "I thought you figured out I liked you years ago when I stuttered the first day you wore a suit." She leaned against him and Fin gave himself the luxury of kissing her hair and forehead and cheek until she was shivering in his arms again.
"I hoped you liked how it looked," Fin admitted with a grin. "You being at a loss for words dragged my confidence down some."
"I was trying to decide what would get me less written up for harassment," She was kissing his neck and he was going to go crazy if she didn't get to his mouth soon. "I remembered thinking you looked handsome, so damn sexy hot and delicious...none of which were appropriate terms for the workplace."
She'd lifted her face up to his and Fin bent slightly, kissing her again until they were both breathless and moans were drifting through the air. Finally he pulled away and put a hand under her chin, "I'd better get going." He admitted, "We've both gotta be at work tomorrow."
"I wish you could stay," Olivia said in a low voice that sent a shot of heat right to his cock. "Even if you don't...if you're not... I just feel so right when you hold me."
"Dunno if I can trust myself Liv," Fin admitted. "I got a bag in the car, mostly for those cases that go on for days, and I can run and get it. But I don't want to do something we'll regret."
"Fin, you're the only man I've kissed in..." She appeared to stop and think, "The last date I had was six months before Sealview. You have no idea what you're doing to me. I wouldn't have kissed you back if I didn't want you in my bed. I guess I just thought you wanted to take this slow."
"Babygirl, it is taking every bit of self control I got to not make love to you on your couch," Fin told her, kissing her neck and cheek and loving how she trembled under his mouth. "If you want me to go get that bag while you take one of your decontamination showers I'll do that. I want to be with you Liv. I want to give you...everything." When was the woman going to get it, he wondered. He'd done everything but say that he was in love with her. He wanted to live with her, give her children, be her partner for life...what was it going to take?
"I do want that," Olivia moaned the words. "Please Fin, I want you to be inside me tonight. I want you to..." She stuttered to a stop and almost blushed; he could see the bits of red in her cheeks.
"What do you want Babygirl," Fin coaxed, kissing her cheek and jawline, finding her lips again. "Tell me Liv, I'll give you anything you want."
"You talked about giving me a baby," Olivia whispered into his mouth. "Until you said it...I didn't let myself think about it...how much I wanted... I've always wanted a family of my own... but to have your baby... I want that so much."
"You want me to give you a baby tonight," Fin realized with a groan of need. "You want me to..." He let his hand lift off her shoulder and rest on her belly, lust boiling through him at the thought, "You want me to get you all round and sweet and sexy with our baby inside you."
"I went off the pill after I got done with Sealview," Olivia told him quietly, her hand pressing his against her belly. "I've got, I'd gotten, condoms if, you know, I ever got to that point but...I don't want to use them with you Fin. I know you're clean. I want you tonight. I want you tomorrow and every day after that."
"All right," Fin nodded and kissed her again, "Why don't you go and start your shower and I'll grab my bag."
Olivia nodded and began to remove herself from his lap, "I'll put the pizza in the fridge."
"I'll do that while you're in the shower," Fin chuckled. "I figured I'd clean up dinner and get my stuff laid out for tomorrow while you're in there. I know I'm gonna have plenty of time." He looked at her with a smile, "Take your time Babygirl, because I'm gonna take my time with you."
"I'll try not to take so long that you think I'm second guessing this," Olivia gave him a wry grin and disappeared into her bedroom. He couldn't help chuckling a bit as he cleaned up the remains of their dinner. Olivia had managed to eat at least a slice while they'd been talking...he'd have to see if she wanted cold pizza in bed later on. Getting his bag from the car and checking all of Olivia's windows and locks didn't take him nearly long enough and Liv was still in the shower when he was done.
A washcloth from the kitchen to wipe down the counters against New York wild life and Fin was reduced to sitting in Olivia's living room and flipping through one of her magazines. He would never admit it but he loved when she had a break at work and would flip through a fashion magazine. She'd get this dreamy look on her face as if she was imagining where she could wear all the expensive clothes. He'd just enjoy her expression and now and then walk behind her to see what she was looking at. Once it was some ad for La Perla and he almost swallowed his tongue at the fancy lingerie and the thought of how it would look on her beautiful body.
"Hey Fin," Olivia's voice called him out of his recollections and he moved into the doorway of her bedroom.
"Yeah Liv, need somethin'?" He moved a bit closer to the bathroom, noticing she hadn't turned down the bed yet.
"Yes," Her voice was firm, "Could you come in here?"
"Uh, yeah," Fin hoped she wasn't second guessing this whole endeavor. He'd go insane. Her bathroom was set up pretty nice, with a clear shower curtain he could see straight through to her gorgeous slender body. Everything was white tile with bright green accents and her skin practically glowed against the stark backdrop. "God you're beautiful Babygirl," He had to lean against the wall as she turned to look at him.
"I want you to come in here with me," Liv's voice was trembling.
"Thought this was how you felt clean," Fin wasn't objecting, his hands had started to unbutton his vest and shirt the minute she finished speaking.
"I want your hands on me, making me clean Odafin," Olivia told him. "You make me feel...perfect. Please?"
"Just let me get out of my clothes," Fin wasn't sure what he'd done in another life that he was being rewarded like this but he was going to church on Sunday and thank God. It didn't take him long to toss his clothes onto the chair outside the bathroom door or to step closer to the shower.
Olivia turned and blocked the spray so it didn't get on the floor as he pulled the curtain back to get in with her and Fin wondered if it was possible to go blind from staring at a beautiful woman. "I didn't ask...if this was something you liked," She realized as he stood at the end of the tub, painfully aroused and couldn't stop looking at her.
"Oh I like it," Fin moved towards her and grabbed the loofah thing women always used, squirting a liberal dollop of her liquid soap stuff onto it. "I love it Babygirl," He worked up a lather and began to rub it over her skin, touching every inch of her until she was covered and slick with bubbles. "Makes me a little crazy," He admitted with a wicked grin as he kissed her and felt her slippery naked body press against his. Hot and slick with soap, his hands moved over her skin, covering her breasts, feeling her nipples tighten against his palms. The feeling was exquisite, she was warm and soft and perfect in his hands, her mouth greedy on his. Her hands were greedy too, touching his shoulders, his chest, wandering down to his hips and ass, trying to pull him closer. It was like heaven to finally feel her touch his skin.
"God Fin," Olivia was moaning into his mouth and he slid one hand down to cup her mound, feeling those dark curls. His Olivia wasn't totally shaved like half of those crazy women he used to date. He could feel her skin, curls above shorn short, so nothing tangled or pulled on her uncomfortably when he slid his fingers down to her bare her nether lips and felt hot slick and wet she was, and nothing to do with soap or water. "Oh..." Her moan was like music as his fingers found her clit and began to stroke it back and forth. "Fin," He groaned his pleasure as her voice climbed to a shriek as she shuddered with bliss in his arms, her knees weakening in the aftermath of her orgasm.
"Baby you're so beautiful," Fin kissed her again, startled into moaning when her hand wrapped around his cock and began to stroke him in an all too knowing way. Her other hand stroked soap over his body, her hands so hot on his skin. "And you're gonna make me crazy," He added as he began to rinse the soap off her body, turning her around so she couldn't continue giving him a hand job.
"Fin, I want to," Liv whispered. "You made me come. I want to do the same for you."
He groaned as he pressed kisses to her slender spine, "You wash your hair at night or in the morning?" Fin asked instead.
"At night," She moaned as he pressed his body against her back, his cock rubbing between her cute curvy ass cheeks. "Did that already...I just..." His hands stroked up her front and cupped her breasts, squeezing her lightly, "Just need to condition it."
"Hmm... lemme do that," Fin let her squeeze the right amount into his hand before he began to stroke the slick stuff through her hair, rubbing her scalp and neck to relax away the tension even as his body rubbed against hers igniting other kinds of tension. "What's next baby?" He slid his hands down her sides to her hips and to her pelvic bones.
"It has to uh, oohhh," Olivia shuddered hotly under his hands, "It has to be absorbed for a few minutes before I can rinse it."
"Sounds like I've got some time to treat my woman right then," Fin turned her around and kissed her before sliding down her body and kneeling so his face was right where he'd always wanted it to be. "Lean back against the wall Liv, and put one leg up on the ledge there, brace yourself Babygirl." He waited until she'd gotten her body arranged so she was spread out and safely braced against the tile walls, one hand gripping the long silver safety bar that ran parallel to the shower wall's decorative tile edging.
"I've been dreamin' about this for years Liv," Fin confessed before he leaned forward and began lick and suck on her nether lips, teasing her with little caresses on her inner thighs before he spread her apart and fixed his mouth to her clit. She was hot and flushed and sweet in his mouth, tasted like her favorite cherry sour candies as he ate her. "Love how you taste baby, gonna have to start off my day like this..." He loved hearing her moan, knowing it was Olivia, his Liv, his Babygirl whimpering with pleasure and trying to rub against his mouth and chin, desperate for the pleasure he'd promised.
She screamed, loud, echoing as he sucked her clit into his mouth again and flicked his tongue over it lovingly, her body wound tight and hot and all her tension bursting out of her in one giant explosion of pleasure. God when she came Liv was so fucking beautiful, hot and wet and he couldn't wait to bury himself inside her. "Oh God, God Fin, please Fin, please," She was moaning and begging as he began to suckle and lick all over again, lapping up the cream that drenched her thighs.
"I'm gonna," He couldn't take it anymore, couldn't wait, stood and lined his cock up to her pussy, rubbing the head over her entrance and coating himself with her honey. But he couldn't, couldn't plunge home without her looking at him, "Livia, Babydoll, look at me." Fin coaxed her into opening her dazed eyes, "Is this what you want love? I won't...not if you don't-"
Her reaction was to wrap the leg she'd been using to brace herself around his hip and press her body against his, "If you don't, they'll have to arrest me for sexual assault Odafin Tutuola because I will tie you to that bed and mount you." She moaned the threat from between teeth clenched with pleasure and that was all he needed.
"Oh mother fucking God," He cursed as he sank slowly into her body. "Fuck me Babygirl, you're so...damn tight." Fin shuddered and found her clit with his thumb, "Baby, love I can't wait...I-" He completely lost coherence as he began to pump in and out of her, his thumb on her clit driving her body along with his.
"Fin, Odaaaa Fin, God," Olivia wasn't much better off than he was from the sound of her, shuddering and writhing around his cock as he pistoned in and out. "Oh god, Fin, I'm... please babe, God please come in me, yes..." She shuddered hard, her body tightening even more around his as he pushed deeper, his hips slamming to hers, bracing himself for leverage, his hands on her ass to keep her body where he needed her.
He could feel her, ready to come again, her orgasm gathering as he panted and groaned, her name was all he could think. "Liv, God baby, Livia," Fin groaned deep in his throat and gave her clit one last tug pulling another scream of his name from her lungs as she came like a fist around him, so hot and wet and tight, his cum erupting out of his body. He could feel it filling her, deep inside her, and pushed hard into her again, holding her hips tight to his as he twitched and shuddered out his orgasm. "God damn," He muttered finally, realizing the water was going cold. "Babygirl, you all right? I didn't hurt you did I?"
"Uh uh," Liv shook her head groggily, "Fin that was..." She shivered under the cool water, a bit dazed.
"Pretty sure it's been two minutes," Fin reluctantly pulled out of her and shuddered as the water hit his sensitive dick. Some of the soap and a rinse later and she was turning the water off. "C'mon lets get you dry and into bed. Gotta be goin' on ten."
"Hmm...no," Liv pointed at a digital clock over the sink. The bright red numerals read eight thirty. "We got off work on time remember?"
"Funny how that gives you more of an evening," Fin quipped and grabbed one of her towels wrapping it around her body.
Olivia laughed and leaned against him, her lips on his neck, "Yeah, I could get used to this."
Author's Note: So? Too sweet? Too nice? I don't figure that Fin's especially poetic but I always thought he would be...sincere. Next chapter is Liv's point of view and they'll need to figure out what to do about work.
How do we think Stabler is going to react to this? Or Munch for that matter? I'd love to hear your thoughts on the matter. As always reviews are truly and deeply appreciated. These characters are so well liked and well known, please let me know if I'm screwing this up.