Chapter 6
Whatever she'd thought about Fin, in bed or out of it, she hadn't expect him to be quite such a generous lover. She'd been surprised that his goatee hadn't scratched her skin when they were in the shower but he'd been careful even then. He'd been tender and sweet and gentle when they'd gotten out of the shower, wanting to know her preferences as to position, surprised to learn that while she liked being on top she loved having the man over her, so she could wrap her legs around him.
"Yeah?" Fin had smiled and rolled on top of her in the bed, "You know what I call this position?" He was kissing her teasingly, sweet little kisses that left hot sensation without too much pressure as he worked his way down to her breasts.
"Hmm...what do you call it?" She hadn't been able to stop giggling once he got that sexy smirk on his face. And the man she would have guessed was dead serious in bed was sucking her nipples and trying to tickle her at the same time. "Fin," She shrieked with laughter. "Oh my God," Liv gasped.
"Baby maker," Fin's face had gone dark and serious then and he'd put his fingers between her thighs, touching her gently. "You all right to go again Babygirl," He murmured as he rose over her.
"God yes," Olivia had been ready to beg, again, if he didn't make love to her right then. But he'd kissed her, his mouth hot and hard and desperate on hers and his body had filled her so perfectly that she couldn't stop the orgasm or her shriek of his name. And then it was all she could do to wrap her legs around him and hang on for dear life as he stroked steadily in and out of her. His lips were firm and fierce on her skin, hot kisses on her collarbone and lips, sucking on her ear and muttering wonderful mindless praise over how she felt, how good she was, how perfect and special as he set a slow steady pace of agonizing ecstasy until she'd lost count of how many orgasms he'd given her.
It was the one thing she hadn't been able to figure out, hadn't been able to find the answer to that last puzzle, how well (or not) endowed Fin was. He was taller than she was but shorter than Elliot and John. He was muscular but not looming, athletic but not so graceful he was effeminate, and whenever she'd allowed herself to speculate, fantasize really, she just left it as he was probably average for his size and that was that. She'd had to have several stern talks with herself about objectifying her fellow detectives, ignoring the fact that Fin was the only one she did any mental speculating on at all.
She'd been completely unprepared when Fin had joined her in the shower sporting a very impressive hard on. She'd had trouble wrapping her fingers around his girth and she could easily have fit one hand on top of the other for length with that gorgeous circumcised head popping out from her grip. Liv had never felt anything like Fin's cock pushing slowly inside her, making her stretch in the most exquisitely pleasurable way. And a slow steady pace like he was setting now...would have bored her with any other man, but with Fin...between his physical gifts and the tender affection he bestowed as if anything he gave was less than she deserved...
"Ohh... Fin, please, babe, please, come in me...I can't...I just...God I'm going to..." Liv knew her words were as disjointed as her thoughts and struggled to make sense.
Fin's voice was low and so tender, so kind as he trailed a gentle kiss over her lips, "Babygirl, am I hurting you," He slowed, paused as if he'd stop completely and Olivia grabbed his ass with her hands and dug in her nails.
"Don't you dare stop Odafin," She groaned and growled simultaneously. "I have never..." His hips swiveled and she screamed in pleasure as her body trembled around his again.
"Gotta make you wanna keep me Babygirl," Fin told her, taking up his slow pace again. "Old man like me, gotta prove I can take care of you the way you need." He kissed her and Olivia could only moan and beg into his mouth for him to come in her.
"Please, Fin, give it to me," She arched her body up to his. "Why won't you? I want your cum in me..." Olivia shuddered as he swiveled his hips again and didn't even think of the words coming out of her mouth. "C'mon Fin, Odafin Tutuola...you promised you'd give me a baby..." His body shuddered over hers, stiffened slightly and his pace quickened minutely, and Olivia knew she had him. She had a way to make her lover lose control.
"You know..." Of course in order to make him come hard and fast and insane inside her she had to be able to speak. Not easy when her new lover was trying to make her speechless with orgasm after orgasm. "Oh God Fin, please. Please give me your baby." She babbled the words as pleasure washed over her like a storm, "I want it. Please, Finnnn," Her scream of his name was more garbled as his hips slammed into hers hard and he slid his arms under her back, wrapping himself around her.
Liv bucked up to his body as her orgasm rolled over her, wave after wave as Fin's hips met hers over and over, driving her further and further into the storm until she was shuddering, maddened with it. Fin was shouting, her name on his lips, his body driving so deeply inside her she felt it when he began to come, his seed, his cum shooting hot and deep, straight into her womb in a fiery burst of pleasure so intense she felt as if she'd go from ecstasy to unconscious.
"Baby," Fin was kissing her delicately, sweet, gentle kisses on her cheeks and forehead, "Liv?"
"Hmm...Fin?" Olivia blinked and smiled, widening to a smirk, "I made Odafin Tutuola lose his shit," She chuckled happily. "I loved that."
"Hmm...I loved it too baby," Fin was still lying on top of her, their bodies still joined. "You still want me to stay?"
"Yeah," She looked down uncertainly, "If you don't mind."
"I want to stay," Fin rolled off her and wrapped her in his arms. "I'll stay for the rest of my life if you'll have me Babygirl," He kissed her hand put a hand on her belly; "I want to see you all sweet and round and sexy."
"I want to be round and sexy for you," Liv admitted with a smile. "Check the calendar for a little flower; it's on the table next to you."
"Okay," Fin grabbed a little desk calendar and flipped it to the right month, "Little flower is on the seventeenth."
"Hmm...and what's today?" Olivia yawned a bit and she could feel her cheeks heating up. "Sorry."
"You've never lived with anybody besides a room mate have you?" Fin grinned at her, "You're gonna have a crash course in how disturbing guys can be, though I like to think I'm less nasty than most." He thought for a second and frowned, "I think today is the eighteenth?"
"Hmm... little flower means ovulation," Liv told him tiredly. "Would you mind?"
"Would I mind what?" Fin smiled at her, "Getting you pregnant before I've even taken you on a date? Nah. Just means we're unique Babygirl."
"Oh yeah, we're unique all right," She sighed. "Gonna have to talk with Cragen tomorrow."
"Yeah," Fin shrugged. "We'll deal with it." He kissed her, "Get some rest Liv."
Olivia woke up to the sensation of intense heat, as if she was running a fever, the taste of a moan on her lips and incredible pleasure rolling over her body. Blinking her eyes open she saw Fin's dark head over her skin, his lips on her breast and his hand between her thighs, "Fin...babe." The words came out as a moan and he looked up and smiled.
"Mornin' Babygirl," His fingers teased her clit a few disturbingly pleasurable seconds more before he lifted her up and rolled onto his back, settling her body over his. "Why don't you be in charge love?"
She shuddered as his cock pushed against her and slowly began to ease down onto him, every muscle stretching to accommodate his body, he felt so good, so right inside her, "Oh God Fin, this is..." Liv moaned as he filled her entirely, his body sheathed inside her. "So deep, babe," She shivered as his hands slid over her thighs and up to cup her breasts, "Your hands...feel so good, right."
"My beautiful Olivia," Fin murmured with a smile, his eyes never leaving her as she began to rise and fall on his body, hips undulating against his. It didn't take much, it didn't with Fin, for her body to boil over with sensation until she was crying out his name and he was sitting up to kiss her, his mouth hot and hard on hers, his hands moving her hips until they were both shuddering, desperate and then ecstasy, flooding her, filling her along with his cum.
"I'd suggest we share a shower," Liv murmured as she sprawled over his chest, both of them lying down trying to catch their breath, "But I don't think we'd really save any time."
"Well its five thirty now," Fin was stroking a lazy hand down her spine. "We gotta be into work by eight. Why don't I make you somethin' to eat, you hop in the shower. Time you get out I'll have called Cragen and let him know we need to talk to him."
"Tell him we'll meet him for breakfast," Liv suggested. "That way you don't have to cook, this morning anyway."
Fin just grinned at her, "I'll see what he says."
She was adorable in the morning, Fin thought as Olivia stumbled through her morning routine, gulping down a cup of coffee and trying her damndest to wake up. She took a quick shower and began to ruthlessly fix her hair, putting makeup on. It was amazing to see her public face cover the private one. He'd lived with his ex but he could tell from all the little things that Olivia had lived alone for a long time. She'd automatically turned out the light in the bathroom when she was finished with her face and he'd still been in the shower.
"Baby, not that I mind the dark, but it'd be nice to see what I'm doing in here," He called, barely able to keep the laugh out of his voice.
"Sorry," She poked her head back in and flipped the light on. "Force of habit," She apologized.
"Saves electricity," Fin nodded, chuckling as he shaved in the mirror he'd hung over her showerhead. "Just didn't wanna cut my own throat." He grinned as she moved closer, fascinated as he stroked the razor over his face. "Reminds me you haven't lived with a guy before is all."
"Have you? Besides your ex?" Liv asked thoughtfully.
"Nah, never got close enough until you," Fin admitted. "Now... hell I'd give an awful lot to have you with me every night Babygirl."
"I could pack a bag, stay at your place tonight," She was hesitant, as if she was unsure he'd want her in his place.
"Start packin'," Fin told her as he finished shaving. "And pack enough for the weekend, we're off after today, wanna spend time with you."
"I gotta do some shopping, groceries, stuff," Olivia wasn't objecting precisely, but she was still uncertain. Fin got that, but he wanted her... wanted her with him.
"So I'll come with you. Help you carry the bags," He offered as he rinsed off and turned off the water. "Babygirl, you aren't gettin' it yet." Fin grabbed a towel and began to briskly dry himself off. "I want you with me. I don't care if it's at your place or mine. We'll split the difference, just...be with me all right?"
"All right," She smiled and went back into the bedroom, presumably to pack.
He was getting dressed when a thought struck him, "Liv when'd you get into Brazilians?" He asked curiously. "Noticed that last night...gave me a little surprise."
"Nice surprise," She lifted an eyebrow at him as she pulled on her blouse and checked the collar.
"Hell, the nice surprise was gettin' to be with you at all," Fin smiled. "Just never thought you were into that. Speculated about you naked plenty, but I always figured you'd go for a regular bikini wax."
Her grin over the thought that he'd been speculating was impish and wicked but the answer she gave him, sadly, didn't match that, "After... Sealview... well I felt..." She shrugged and sat on the bed to pull on her shoes. "Therapy helps but I still felt dirty sometimes, like I could feel his hands on me. I had to go for an exam and I had to clean up the area anyway."
"So you went for the full shebang," Fin realized. "It's your body Liv. I'm not gonna be the idiot man tells you what you can do with it."
"I realized that it felt good. I felt clean, smooth and I felt sexy for the first time in a while..." Olivia smiled at him, "Sexy when you weren't touching me. It was a good feeling, so I went and had it done...permanently. Splurged I guess. Saves me time."
"Hey," Fin put a hand on her knee and squeezed gently, "I'm all for you feeling good. You're beautiful." He grinned teasingly, "I was just kinda glad you didn't go for the full Hollywood. Scares me some, women tryin' to make themselves look like little girls."
"I have issues but I draw the line at that," Olivia laughed as he'd meant her too. "You'd better call Cragen. Why don't I pack up some of that pizza for lunch?"
"Sure give me the fun part of the job," Fin chuckled and kissed her gently.
"You did offer," She reminded him, her lips still against his. "I really... I really love having you with me Fin." Liv was looking a little uncertain and he couldn't help kissing her again.
"I'm gonna be Babygirl," He promised. "Unless we're pulling an all nighter at work, I don't wanna go a night without you in bed next to me. Whatever place we end up at." She'd smiled and seemed more relaxed then and he'd kissed her one last time before he stood up to grab his phone.
The call to Cragen wasn't hard, though the Captain wasn't thrilled by a non-emergency call at six thirty in the morning. Fin knew his captain well enough to be aware of the man's schedule and at least he hadn't woken the man up. But Cragen had agreed to meet him for breakfast.
When he walked into the diner with Olivia, Cragen was a bit surprised but waited until they sat down before he said anything, "Fin I told you that there's nothing I can do to speed up that transfer." He said quietly, "Unless this is about something else."
"It's not about the transfer," Fin waited until they'd ordered and the waiter had left, "Not exactly. I had a couple of reasons for wanting it."
"You told me Stabler was the reason," Cragen eyed his detective shrewdly. "Am I wrong in saying that's not the entire story?"
"No," Fin looked at Olivia and took his and Liv's clasped hands from the bench seat and placed them on the table.
Cragen looked at their tightly joined hands and the strained face of his female detective, "Liv, would you like to tell me what's going on?"
"Fin and I..." She was saved by the waiter refilling their coffee, at least for a minute or two, and then started again, "Fin and I..."
"I asked for the transfer because Stabler doesn't trust me, but also because I wanted to ask Olivia out," Fin took pity on her. Olivia really hated to disappoint Cragen, he was the closest thing to a father she had. "I waited as long as I could stand, but since you'd mentioned it could take a while...well I couldn't wait any longer."
"So I take it this is an ongoing thing," The captain looked at them. "No concern for regulations here? From either of you?"
"I'm not going to pass up a chance at being in Olivia's life as something besides a colleague because of some dusty old reg says I shouldn't be with her," Fin laid it out for the captain. "This only started last night, but if it goes the way I want, we want," He corrected himself when Liv squeezed his hand. "If it goes the way we want, we're going to be together for a long time. She isn't my partner, and we can both behave ourselves when we're on duty."
"But off duty is our business," Liv said quietly. "We've waited years Captain. We've never acted on this before. But it's...it's been there for a long time. And we've never once acted inappropriately when we're at the precinct or on duty."
"So you're disclosing your new relationship to me," Cragen nodded his understanding and looked up as the waiter brought their breakfast. Fin nearly chuckled as his and Olivia's plates were placed in front of them, except for her preferring turkey bacon and wanting an english muffin, not toast, their plates were almost identical. Cragen had an omelet with green peppers and hash browns in front of him. "All right, you're talking like a pair of honeymooners here, about it lasting for a good long while," He forked up some egg, chewed, considered and then played the devil's advocate. "What if it doesn't? What if you two split up?"
"We can still behave professionally," Olivia maintained. "Elliot and I have had some spectacular blowups but we manage to work together."
"But you haven't slept with Elliot," Cragen shook his head. "At least I certainly hope you haven't."
Fin chuckled at the little face Olivia made as she shook her head, "We'll be all right Cap'n." He began to eat his breakfast, prompting Olivia to do the same. "If the transfer comes through it'll be moot. But if it doesn't..."
"Yeah," Don Cragen was a lot of things but stupid wasn't one of them. "All right but if I catch one whiff of you two doing anything inappropriate in the precinct someone's butt will be in a sling." He ate some more and silence reigned for a few minutes while he thought, "Have you two thought about what you'll tell your partners?"
"Figured John would deduce that something was going on," Fin said slowly. "But I was thinking we don't much discuss our personal lives, not either of us. Can just keep on doing that."
"Elliot likes to talk about his family," Liv said quietly as she sipped her coffee. "I don't have much home life to talk about so he's never had to listen to me gab about it." She slanted a glance at Fin, "And he doesn't ever ask Fin anything. John talks to me, listens, but he's also very understanding when I don't want to talk about something."
"Stabler would have a fit if he knew Liv and I were together," Fin shook his head. "He told Liv that he didn't like me sniffin' around her. As if I was dangerous or something."
"You are," Cragen reminded him. "Marines and Rangers don't mix much."
"Yeah, Rangers lead the way," Fin shrugged. "Honest Captain, I'm sorta hoping by the time our partners figure it out that we're firmly entrenched. That's part of why disclosure was so important. If you don't discourage this...or forbid it, Stabler doesn't have a leg to stand on."
"My support is conditional on your good behavior," The Captain told them again. "Now finish up and let's get to work." He concentrated on his breakfast but after a moment he looked at them, "I don't suppose you two have considered how it'll look if you come in together every morning?"
"Well Liv is on my way home, and her car is on its last legs," Fin spoke after hastily swallowing some eggs, "Figured we'd go with the carpooling excuse while we're on the same shift."
"And he can always drop me in front of the station house, or I can drop him, go and park, or get coffee so there's a lag time between our arrivals," Olivia added reminding Fin that the woman was damn smart and sneaky about it too.
"And when you're not on the same shift?"
"Well we'll manage it somehow," Olivia sighed slightly. "But that doesn't happen often sir. We four do tend to work the same cases and the same shifts."
"I won't tell you how to deal with this anymore than I'll tell you how to do your jobs," Cragen sighed. "Now I've got to get going. If all three of us walk into the squadroom the rumors of a threesome will start up."
Fin sputtered on his coffee and Olivia pounded him on the back as Cragen chuckled and threw down a twenty for his share of breakfast and the tip before leaving. "That man is evil. He said it just as I was taking a sip," Fin declared. "You saw it right?"
"You mean how you choked on your coffee when it was implied you'd get into bed with another man?" Olivia teased him.
"It was more the idea that it was the Captain," Fin admitted as he wiped his mouth. "Man's like a dad to you. No way would you take him to bed."
"The only man I want in my bed is you," Olivia admitted with a soft smile.
"And that just makes me wanna kiss you," Fin told her with a grin. "But we're a block from the stationhouse so I can't."
"Hmm...this will be an interesting day," Liv commented. "Oh, and if Teresa calls about Kenneth today...let me talk to her. I'd love to give her an earful."
"She's been tapering off some," Fin took out his wallet and got out enough to cover the entire bill. If the captain wanted to leave a twenty dollar tip for a thirty dollar breakfast that was fine with him.
"Well we'd better get in," Olivia sighed.
Author's Note: So what do we think of Olivia's perspective? And is Cragen's reaction in character do you think? He always struck me as tough but fair, and if Fin and Liv could keep their relationship on the down low and out of the precinct then he wouldn't object.
The trick is going to be hiding it from Munch and Stabler. How observant do you guys think that the partners of our duo will be? I'd love to hear what you think and especially how you think this will end. I'm really enjoying these two.
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