I was in the bathroom all morning. Morning sickness was a bitch. When I didn't think there was anything else left in my stomach, I flushed the nastiness. I brushed my teeth for the fourth time when Sam knocked on the door.
"Jaliss, you okay?"
I came out with a frown on my face.
"I'm awesome."
"Morning sickness again? I'm sorry I wish I could do something for you."
"I wish you could too. We should get going. We're going to be late for our doctor's appointment."
I was given forms to fill out once i got to the office. Once I was finished, I handed them back to the woman behind the window. I sat back down next to Sam , and my arm grazed his. His skin felt like he was on fire.
"Sam, you okay? You're really burning up. We should go home. You need to get some rest."
Sam closed his eyes.
"Please, let's not go there today."
Is he serious? He's getting annoyed because I care? He should be annoyed when I stop caring.
I sat back in my seat and turned my attention elsewhere.
"Fine."
We finally got called in and the nurse put us in a room. I sat on the doctor's table and swung my legs back and forth.
The doctor walked in. "Hi, I'm Dr. Monroe," she greeted us as she shook mine and Sam's hand.
"Is this your first child together?"
"Yeah," Sam and I answered automatically.
She had me lie down and pour some of that blue gel on my stomach. Fuck, it was cold. Sam saw me flinch because of it and smiled.
Dr. Monroe turned on the monitor and put the doppler piece on my stomach.
"There's your baby."
"Wow, that's amazing," Sam said as he smiled at me.
I might be pissed at him right now, but whenever I see him smile, I try to keep that moment in tact as long as possible. He's been through so much. Any chance I see him smile, I want it to last. The way I was feeling, I couldn't describe the feeling if I wanted to. Yeah, the baby is about the size of a peanut right now, but I loved it so much already.
She printed us a picture and recommended I start taking vitamins for the baby. Knowing Sam, he would make a chart to make sure I don't forget. But that's one of the many reasons why I loved him.
The drive back was pretty silent. We were halfway home when sam decided to break that silence.
"I'm sorry for how I acted in the waiting room."
"Sam, I'm worried about you. You're not okay. I know you're telling me that for the sake of me and the baby, but god, just tell me the truth."
Sam took a deep breath and looked at me since we were at a stop light.
"Yeah, I'm not okay. But You can't take care of you, me and the baby. That's too much for you to handle right now."
"No it's not. I'm a decent multitasker."
He laughed. "Whatever you say."
"You can be so stubborn sometimes Sam. But, I love you anyways."
"I know. I love you too."
Two hours later, me, Sam, and Dean were at the table going through archives to find Kevin Tran. I started craving something sweet, so I turned my attention to Sam.
"Sam, can I have the keys?"
"Why?"
"I want to get some mint chocolate chip ice cream."
Sam laughed. How his wife loved her ice cream.
"I can go."
"Sam, I can go. I won't be long."
he handed me the keys and I kissed him.
"Thanks, handsome."
I got what I craved at the nearest convenient store. I walked to my car and saw a very familiar face in the reflection of my car window behind me. I turned around swiftly.
"Crowley."
"So, you're moose's better half?"
"If you think I'm giving up the guys, you are truly dumber than you look."
"I'm not here for the boys. I'm here for you. I need me some better leverage."