Chapter 5: BPOV
While I was sitting in my room, looking up at the ceiling, my mind started to wander. I couldn't help, but think about yesterday. How is it possible? Did it really happen? Is that the first and last time ill see him? All these questions, but no answers and believe me answers I will never get. This just frustrated me. I couldn't think straight, I even lost track of time, until Heidi pulled me back into reality.
"Come on, Bella, we don't want to be late." She said through the door. But when I didn't answer, she entered my room. I took in her facial expression and it was full of concern.
"Bella, what's wrong?" I turned my head so I was staring at ceiling.
"Nothing, I'm fine" I replied with a weak smile. "Let's go".
Once we arrived at school, I headed for my English class, with my thoughts still on Edward. A mixture of emotions passed through me, when I thought that name, anger, hurt, pain and joy. That's all I could think about during English. More questions seemed to pop up in my head. Would I see him again? Did I want to see him again?
The day was going pretty well until my Biology class. As I sat down at . desk, I couldn't help but turn my eyes to the chair he used to sit in and the chair he wouldn't sit in again. I kept my attention down at the table and didn't bother to look up, when the door opened.
All of sudden, all the girls thoughts exploded in my head. All saying how hot he was. But one thought in particular caught my attention. 'Look at his bronze hair, topaz eyes ad perfect body'. That thought made me look up and he was right beside me, dam it, the seat next to me was the only one left. As I lifted my gaze, his eyes connected with mine, he held the gaze and I had to look away, I looked down and my hair fell over to my left shoulder. All through the lesson I tried to ignore him, but couldn't help looking through the screen of my hair, a couple of times and each time I wished I didn't because he was staring right down at me, with a look of confusion on his face.
As soon as the bell rang, I gathered my books and I rushed out of the classroom without looking over my shoulder. I ran to my locker and waited for Heidi to join me.
When Heidi decided to join me, we turned around and headed for the cafeteria, to only be stopped in our tracks by Edward. He looked at me with confusion and had his arms crossed over his chest.
"What's your name?" he asked. When he said that I turned my head to Heidi and said
"Please, Heidi, I need to get away?" Heidi looked at me confused but in her thoughts she said 'go on' once she said that I turned on my heels and headed in the opposite direction. Once I rounded the corner, I peeked over my shoulder at him and he looked confused, so I knew Heidi's power was working.