Chapter 3
AN: Hello, hello. ..That is all… Oh wait! IMPORTANT this Chapter is in third person POV. I suck at these but let's give it a shot, shall we?
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Momo sits on a rock perched high in the mountains watching Toshiro train. She wonders to herself how on earth things have gotten so bad. She hadn't thought her 'death' would affect him this much. Surely he wouldn't work himself so hard to the point where he was almost dead himself!
"Someone must help him," Momo mutters looking at her dear friend sadly. As she sits there she wishes more than anything she could run to him and bundle his anger. For she is certain she is the reason Toshiro is grieving this way.
"Don't even try it Momo," the man calls.
"Oh but Izuru, I can't just sit here and watch Toshiro beat himself up like that!" She shouts looking at her old friend pleadingly.
"It'll bring more harm than it'll bring good." Izuru says giving Momo a sharp look. He stands his ground and makes it so nothing will change his mind. If Izuru were to allow Momo to go down there the 13 court guard squads would see her and realize they didn't keep their end of the bargain. They'd capture her, and kill her, for real this time.
"Okay," Momo mutters giving Izuru a dark look. She knows it's not his fault but she can't just sit here and watch. She turns her head away from Toshiro, no longer wanting to see him.
Since they were little Toshiro had always been secluded to the world. He never spoke with any of the other children. The only one he ever talked to was Momo and his grandmother.
It wasn't Toshiro's fault. He just needed time to warm up to people, but no one would give him the chance. So he stayed by himself. Momo was his only companion.
Momo sighs scared for her friend. He's always been so stubborn. Whenever he set his mind to something he would do it. He would do it to any cost. He was stubborn that way. Sometimes she admired him for that and sometimes she was just aggravated by his stupidity. Right now, she just wished he'd stop hurting himself.
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Toshiro trained with everything he had in him, and then some. He didn't care his breath was raggedy. He didn't care he was within moments of passing out. And he certainly did not care all his spiritual energy was used up. He simply did not care.
Toshiro trained, not for the sake of getting stronger, but for the sake of training. He only wished to train to pass time, to get his mind off of his pain. Of course with his training it had its own pain, but this pain was different. This was pain form working too hard, pain of being tired. He was okay with that. The pain he was running from was a whole different kind of pain. He was running from the pain of his grief.
"Am I a coward?" Toshiro asked himself aloud. "I am running from my pain instead of facing it. Is this really what it has come to?"
"Pretty much," Rangiku's voice calls as she approaches her captain. Every time she hears her captain speaking that way about himself it breaks her a little each time. She's always admired her captain for his strength and his will to go on. But seeing him like this, she feels as though she hasn't done her job properly, as if it's her fault she couldn't protect him.
She never thought of her captain as weak. Far from it actually. It's not this one death that broke him. She knows Momo was dear to him but she also knows how horrible Hitsugaya's past was. In Rangiku's mind everything bad that happened to Toshiro is just adding up. It's building and building and finally he's at his breaking point.
She knew this day would come, she knew one day Hitsugaya would break, but she just didn't know this day would come so soon.
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It seems everyone in the 13 Court Guard Squad's is being affected by Toshiro's gloom. There's a sudden eeriness to the 13 Court Guard Squads. No one speaks of Toshiro but everyone knows what's happening. Their young captain that all have come to admired is spiraling down and no one can do anything to help.
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AN: Was that good? I'm not sure. I think I didn't a decently good job writing it in 3rd Person but I want your feedback! Oh and I'm sad to say I won't be able to update until Friday. Sorry for the inconvenience
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