After It All

by bigdreamer1597

After having a terrible high school life, Kim Crawford is happy to say goodbye to Seaford and head on her way to college. Will she have the great college experience she is hoping for, or will some of her past come back into her life? *Only Rated T for talk of being a whore and a few kissing scenes later on.

9. Chapter 9- Feelings

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Chapter 9

I can't believe that just happened. Why did I do that? Why did I let that happen? Just admit it, you still love him and that's why. I can't love him, he is with Josie. I am the worst friend ever. I just made out with her boyfriend. Well he was yours first.

Confused yet? Well that was my conversation going on in my head. I have been sitting on my bed looking at the ceiling thinking for over a half hour. Josie has came and knocked on the door 3 times but I just ignored her. I guess I should probably go downstairs and load up with everyone else. This has been the longest, most dramatic weekend of my life. I have kissed Jack twice, one leading into a make out session, I have broke up with Brandon, and possibly lost my best friend if she finds out. Why do I have to make things so complicated? I tried to leave complicated behind in high schools with everything else, but just like everything else it has followed me too. At least I can actually go back to college with classes to distract me.

"Well that's the last of it."

I look up to see Jack packing my bag into the trunk. I try to avoid eye contact. Yes we are back to the whole not wanting to look into each others eyes. I watch as Josie hugs him tightly, he is holding her in those big strong arms. Ok so maybe I am a little jealous because I miss those arms and him. I need to shut up my head. I cannot keep going on like this. Josie is Jack's not me.

*Time Skip*

After the long ride back we reached the dorm. I walked into my dorm room and plopped down on the bed. I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier.

"Kim, Get up Kim."

I felt someone shaking me so I shot up and twisted their arm back out of instinct.

"What the?"

"Oh Jack, I'm so sorry."

"Its ok. I just need to talk to you about the um….earlier."

"I rather not."

"Kim we need to."

"It doesn't matter. It was a huge mistake."

"Is that how you really feel?"

"It doesn't matter how I feel. It matters how you feel and you are with Josie, you love her."

"First, it does matter, second, I never told you how I felt and third, I never said that I loved her."

"First, I did feel something, second, how do you feel? And third, do you love her?"

"Kim, I felt something too, I have only had one love and that person is sitting in front of me. How about I show you how I feel."

The next thing I know his soft lips that I have now become familiar with are pressed against mine. The kiss was sweet and loving.

"WHAT THE?!"

I know its short but I wanted to leave you with a cliffy. Don't worry if I get 10 reviews I will update as soon as possible. I am now on summer break so I have a lot of free time to write. Thanks for reading.

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