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Chapter 13
I look at the phone in her hand, the picture was pulled up. I just stood there in shock. I didn't know if she saw me yet because I was around the corner. I know that the moment she sees me she will realize what is happening. I had to get it over with; the guilt inside me is killing me. Its time everything is out in the open. I take that step around the corner.
"Kim? What are you doing here?"
"She was just here to yell at me for cheating on you."
"You were?"
"No Josie that's not why I was here. I was here to warn Jack about the photo."
"Why would you do that? Doesn't this photo hurt you too?"
"It does but not for the reasons you think."
"I am totally confused right now."
"I'm the stupid blond, the one in the picture."
"Kim!"
"I'm sorry Jack, but she has the right to know."
"You were the girl that Jack cheated with?"
"Yes, I know I am the worst human being ever."
"You broke the two conditions I gave you, right after I gave them."
"Look Josie it's not her fault, ok. I kissed her first."
"No Josie, I want to be fully honest with you. Jack and I have kissed three times since he has been dating you. The first one was a mutual kiss; we just got caught up in the moment. The second kiss was all me. I wanted him to calm down and stop him from hurting Brandon so I kissed him. The third kiss, the one you got on camera was him."
"I have to explain more Josie. That third kiss was my entire fault. Kim came to tell me that we needed to stop talking for awhile and that she was going to try and move on, but I didn't want her too so I kissed her. I felt like I needed her."
"I don't understand how you two can hurt me like this! You all were my best friends and you both backstabbed me! I can't handle the sight of either of you right now. I hope you all are happy together! Oh and Kim don't bother coming back to our dorm room until I'm not there, then you can collect your things."
I watched as she ran out of the door crying, her strong front fading away quickly. I couldn't hold it together anymore. I felt tears threatening my eyes. There was no use in holding them back so they began to over flow. I felt Jack's arm come around me. Although the feeling usually calms me down, I can't have this right now. I need to be by myself and away from him. I shrug his arm off my shoulder and I too run out the door. I run until I reach a park. I sit on a bench under a tree and try to calm myself. I don't think I have cried this much since high school. I have tried to harden myself, you know become the Kim Crawford I was before all the horrible things happened, but as you can see it didn't work. I am still weak and fragile. I have no clue what I am going to do now. Josie wants nothing to do with me, every time I see Jack it only makes me feel guilty about what we have done. I guess you can never really escape things from your life. I tried escaping my past only to find that factors of it followed me here. Is my life meant to be complicated? I guess so, because that is all it is right now. And here college was a fresh start and I just had to go and ruin it. I still have another semester to get through, I have no friends, no room, and I have to find a new seat in some of my classes. Yep I guess that is what you would call complicated. As I was lost in my thoughts I didn't notice someone sit down beside me until I heard a rustling.
"I'm not in the mood to talk."
"Look I understand if I am the last person on the earth that you want to see but I can tell you're upset and you look like you need a friend."
I look up to see the voice match with the face. And he was right; he was the last person on earth I wanted to see.
I'm so sorry if this is terrible and short. I couldn't sleep so I decided to type this. I typed this at 2 in the morning so I'm not really sure if it's my best. I hope you all enjoyed it anyways. Still keeping the promise.
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