A Storyline Complication
-A Week Later—
I just walked out of Stephanie's office. This storyline was sticking at least for 6 months. Great!
I walked back to the hallway that was further away from everyone and exploded. I screamed from the top of my lungs. I started throwing things everywhere. Jon, Colby, Joe and Nick found me at that time. Jon tried to calm me down, but that wasn't working. I threw water bottles, and towels and pushed people that were there.
"Calm down!" Jon yelled.
"Fuck you Jonathon." I screamed. I walked over and tossed a table over. "This is my life they are fucking with." I kicked the wall. I fell to the ground and pulled my knees to my face. "I hate working here." I whispered. Nick came and sat next to me, putting his arm around my shoulders and pulling me into him.
"Things will be better." He said then kissed my head.
"No they want." I looked up at my boyfriend and then looked over at my brother. "I have to be with you for the next 6 months. I don't mind you, but it's you," I said glancing at Colby. "that I have a problem with." I stood up and walked up to him. "You don't know how much I want to beat the shit out you every time I am with you. I hate you so much that it actually hurts to sleep at night."
"Let's have this conversation somewhere more private?" Joe said nodding in the direction of the destruction I had caused. There were people standing around trying to listen to what was going on.
"Good idea." Nick said getting up and taking my hand and walking to the locker room that The Shield has occupied.
"Nosy fuckers," I seethed.
Once we all got to the locker room, Joe stood by the door keeping watch. Just in case he was needed. Jon and Nick stood beside each other waiting for the blow out to happen.
"I fucking hate you more than you understand. Do you fucking hear me, asshole?"
"I fucked up, I know. Damn Cam, you don't have to keep bring up April."
"It wasn't the first fucking time, Colby and you know it. I can't move on because you shattered my heart. Because of you, I can't move on with the one person that has always loved me. Do you even understand that Nick feels? He knows that you have hurt me so bad. I can't love him like I loved you."
"I don't know how many times I have to say I'm sorry."
"That's the point. You can't say it anymore. Just because you say it doesn't mean that it's true. You have said it too many times. I have to let things roll off from now on." I turned my back on Colby and looked at Nick. "I can't love you the way that you want me to. You need to move on and be with someone that can love you more than I can." I walked by him and stopped in front of him. I leaned up and kissed him on the lips before I stepped away. "I'm rooming by myself from now on. I'm doing everything by myself." Then I walked out the door and down the hall. Never looking back at the four men that I have come to rely on as my family.
-Jon's POV—
I watched my sister walk out the door before I turned around and looked at the guys that were standing there. Nick wanted to go after her but he had tears in his eyes. Joe didn't know what to do. Colby's mouth was slightly hanging open. I don't think anyone believed that she would walk out like she did.
"She's going to be ok." Joe said from where he stood.
"Joe, you don't know that. She has been hurt and there might not be any way to get her to feel better. Nick," I put my hand on his shoulder making him look at me. "I know that you are hurt, but crazy ass has shattered her heart. She needs to know that you are going to be there for her no matter what. Show it to her."
"How am I supposed to do that Jon?"
"Be patient."