A/N: I hope that you liked last chapter! This chapter will focus a bit on Gilbert's P.O.V. of the fight. And a bit of a bonus is that I will not be doing the hospital stuff this chapter, instead of that I will show you a bit of Gilbert being knocked out. His memories, that come to him in the form of dreams as he is knocked out. I want to try and give a little more insight into him and Roderich.

Also! A warning! There will be…Sensitive subjects here, but I will not go into serious detail…I will only provide enough detail for you to basically get the idea of what is going on. Because I do not want to seriously upset someone, so I will only give you the basic idea.

I really hope that you enjoy this chapter. Please review and let me know what you think. OH! And before I forget! Remember that phone call Lovino made? You will also see the answer to that in this chapter.

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Slowly Gilbert got ready for the club that he had been talked into going too once more. That is, with the promise of seeing Roderich and being out to apologize. Though he doubted Roddy would be there. His spectacled angel wouldn't be caught dead in a place like that especially if he knew Gilbert was going to be there. He must of hated him! At least that is what Gilbert thought.

Originally he had planned to go see Roderich at the house, or even go to Elizaveta's house to see him. Which he knew he would be risking his health to do so, but Roderich was worth it. And he knew once things were explained Elizaveta would understand. Still Gilbert was scared that his purple eyed angel would not be there, and he would be alone.

He had no idea why he was doing this to himself when he knew he should of just followed his original plan. Maybe it was the hope he felt, that Roderich would be there. That he would forgive the albino. That he would maybe return the feelings he had for him. Lightly he bites lip hoping with everything he had that everything would go well.

He was so focused on trying to keep himself calm he didn't realize someone had knocked, then entered his room until that spoke. "Hey love struck bastardo…Let's go…" It was light but made Gilbert jump ten feet in the air and whirl around. "Of course! Ze Awesome me is coming! Just one more minute…Okay Lovino?"

Lovino sighed, but gave a small nod leaving the room. During that time Gilbert grabbed something from the bedside table, and slipped it into his pocket. It was a special gift he hoped to give Roderich when he apologized. It wasn't much, since he could not afford much. But it was nice, and he hoped that the purple eyed angel liked it.

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*A couple of hours earlier*

Lovino was pacing the living room while the others were out. It was early and the two thirds of bad touch trio had decided their other friend needed to get out. So they took him out to eat breakfast, and to go look a few of the sights. They even mentioned going to play baseball with a few others later on. Lovino had told them he would join them for the baseball game, only to watch though. As he was more of a soccer (Football in the Eastern countries…I'm from a America so we call it soccer…Forgive me) fan.

Finally the knock on the door he had been waiting for. Slowly he makes his way to the door, and peeks through the peep hole to be sure it was who he thought it was before letting her in. There in the door way as he opened it was Elizaveta herself. She held her frying pan in one hand, in the other she had her ever trusty camera. Lovino eyed her wearily, he wasn't sure he made the right choice now.

She walks in slowly and looks around with a gentle smile. Slowly she looks to him, and lightly frowns seeing him nervous. "Lovi-chan! It has been a long time…and you are still so cute! Now where is Gilbert…is he here?" She lightly speaks looking to him hopeful. She had really wanted to speak to him about Roderich.

Lovino was always polite when it came to speaking to ladies. "No Liza….He is out with Francis and Antonio…He…He really needed to get out of the house after everything that has happened…Now I know you must angry with him.." He was careful not to say any foul language because he knew very well, he would end up whacked with that frying pan.

"Liza, as I told you on the phone…Gilbert told us everything that happened…And what I did not tell you was that he cried. He broke down and just sobbed….It was…heart breaking." He watched her slightly annoyed looking face at the answer of Gilbert was no there go to one of shock. "H-He was crying.." She spoke as though she could not believe it.

"Gilbert never cries! Never! No-Not since we were little and…..And a few little things happened…" She just could not believe Gilbert was crying. And she had not been there for him either. She felt a bit hurt that Gilbert didn't come to her as well, she could of helped. Yet, at the same time she understood. She was a protective and tough woman.

She knew Gilbert feared her, and knew that he must have been worried about running into Roderich. Still she would of listened if she had seen him. Slowly she sits down into a chair that Lovino had offered her, as her legs felt weak. She could see it, Gilbert's eyes showing a broken heart, and tears rolling down his cheeks. Of course he was, but a young child in that image. Then it got older, and it broke her heart more.

"I have come here on Roderich's behalf, Lovino…He does not know I am here…And I am sure you did not tell Gil anything about this. But I want to get them together. I am going to convince Roderich to come with me to that club we talked about. Can you…Convince Gilbert to go too…It's the only way I am sure they will run into one another."

Elizaveta looked to Lovino hopefully as he frowned lightly. She wasn't normally like….Oh who the hell am I kidding?! She was the most manipulative, conniving, sneaky woman when it came to getting two men together. She always had an eye for it. And she would anything to be sure those two go together.

"Alright Liza…I will do what I can…I have to go meet the others for baseball soon. But before then would you like to join me for lunch? We can talk about how we are going to do this." Normally Lovi would never do this, but Liza scared him, and he really hated seeing Gilbert so heart broken. It broke his own heart.

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*Present time*

Gilbert was walking into the club grinning from ear to ear. He was so happy that he just couldn't wait to see Roderich. He had his courage up, and he was ready. He was going to make things right. Slowly he allowed his blood red eyes to scan the club for the angel he was going to make his. Suddenly his jaw clenched, his hands curled into fists, and he actually growled.

It scared his companions worried as to why he was growling. But before they could say a word, or he to them, he was gone. Making his way through the crowd to get his angel, who was being harassed by a large man that shouldn't be touching that which was not his. He growls again seeing the man holding Roderich to him.

Just as he got close enough. He saw that the man wanted to dance with Roderich whom struggled trying to get away from him. But the man wouldn't give up. Gilbert's jaw clenched more as her heard the man speak. "Now a pretty thing like you needs a man like me to protect you from all the creeps…"

Gilbert saw Roderich scowl at the man as the man leers at him. "Now listen here, I didn't come here to be insulted I came…" Gilbert took this change to say something. Something he remembered from when they would get into arguments when they were little. "Kesesesesese…Where do you usually go?" It was an old joke between them when one of them says I didn't come here to be insulted. He saw it made a small smile come to Roderich's lips. That made him smile a little.

"Put my angel down, now!" Gilbert suddenly growled at the man, when he saw that he was not letting go.

"Hey saw him first, so I'm taking him home after we dance! Go get your own whore." That did it. Gilbert got really angry and slugged the man right in the jaw making him drop Roderich. "Damn man! Why do you want this whore so badly!? All he is, is a slut! Don't worry I'll take him home, and have some fun with him. I'll even pay him for his time…"

That really did it, he began to slam his fists into the man's face and stomach just as the man drew a blade form his pocket. Gilbert didn't really have a chance to re-act when the man swiped. He dodged it as best he could, but it wasn't enough. He had a large gash on his chest. He felt the burn, of the cut, the blood pouring from him. He felt his body hit the floor.

He watched Roderich be thrown off the man, 'When the hell did he jump on him!?' was his thoughts as he watched. Suddenly he saw Roderich with a chair, then watched him smash it on the large man's head knocking him out. He almost laughed seeing his prissy, bitchy, beautiful angel do that. It had been so long since he had seen his angel get protective angry.

Gilbert watched his angel run to him. He saw the tears prick Roderich's eyes as he knelt down by the albino. Said albino smiles to him, "I was supposed to be saving you…" That sounded like he planed this and it backfired.

But he hadn't planned it, it just happened. He had seen his angel in danger and ran to protect him. "Protect me!? I didn't need protecting…I could of handled it….and now…LOOK WHAT HAPPENED! You got yourself hurt…I hated how you do this every time! You get yourself hurt because of others! I wish you didn't show up! I wish had never met you!"

He didn't add because then I wouldn't have to worry about you, I wouldn't have fallen in love with you on first sight all those years ago when we were only five. That broke Gilbert's heart, as he stared at the man he called an angel. The man he has come to realize he loved. He didn't notice that Roderich had seen the hurt in his eyes.

"Fine…I wish I never saved you and let you be raped by that man! I hate you!" Suddenly he slams his lips onto Roderich's. He pushed his tongue into the other man's mouth and battled. He moved his hand to grip Roderich's hair holding him tightly kissing him passionately.

Slowly he pulled away, and looked into his eyes panting gently. "Roderich…I-I wanted to tell you I'm…"He couldn't apologize as he was suddenly pulled away from his angel and put on a gurney. "I'm sorry Roderich…and I-I…"He passes out from the blood loss and the stuff they gave him to knock him out.

I love you. Gilbert didn't have a chance to tell him, and now he may not ever have a chance.

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Darkness, that was all Gilbert could see right now. He heard nothing of the sounds in the ambulance. All he saw, all he heard was nothing. Then slowly color and light came to him. He suddenly found himself watching his younger self and a younger Roderich hiding, under a bush. They were shaking, looking scared.

Gilbert had a split lip, and a black eye. Roderich just a few bruises and scraps. He remembered this. This was the day they had met. Some bullies were picking on Roderich because he was new and couldn't speak English very well. Gilbert had come to the rescue being the awesome him he is. He ended up getting the brunt of the beating, and finally was able to break free with Roderich and run.

They were hiding now so that they would not be caught again. He was clutching little Roderich's hand tightly. Not that the other boy minded. He was snuggled into Gilbert's side as he began to rain. It was storming rather hard, by the time they thought it safe and ran all the way to Roderich's home. Where is parents, had both boys strip, take a hot bath, put on some dry clothes and then eat dinner. During all that Roderich's parents had called Gilbert's to explain.

Gilbert was to stay the night as it was storming too bad for him to go home.

This little happy scene faded into one, not so happy. In this particular memory, the two boys were thirteen and walking hand in hand. Roderich was leaning a little on Gilbert, because he had sprained his ankle a few days ago while running from some bullies. This particular moment, Gilbert had to leave his side to go into the store for something really quick. He didn't want to drag Roderich all through that, so he asked him to just sit and wait on the bench.

By the time he came back, a few older boys had taken Roderich to an alley. Gilbert was worried he looked dropping the bags he had on the bench. "Little master!?" It was a nickname he had come up with after seeing Roderich's snobby side. That's when he heard it. The struggle, and raced to it. He was yelling and what he saw made his blood boil. Roderich was bruised, and his clothing was messed up. Shirt was torn, and the boys were all laughing at him, while tears ran down his cheeks.

There was a strange substance on the ground in front of him. Gilbert knew what had happened, and attacked. By the time he was done, the boys were in a pile, he had Roderich in his arms bridal style with the bags and he was running.

That scene too faded to another, this time they were fourteen listening to Roderich's parents gush about Roderich being with Elizaveta. Gilbert knew the truth even though, for some reason it hurt him. Though he knew the reason for that too. He had known he had loved Roderich for a very long time, yet he kept denying it in hopes that he would not be hurt.

That was not really working. Roderich's parents were planning the wedding, which would happen after the two graduated high school. His parents were really old fashioned, but they were willing to accept that their son was gay if only he had come out to them. They had accepted the fact Gilbert was bisexual. He was like a son to them, even though his own father didn't accept it. His mother did though, she was proud of him for standing up for what he believed in.

This scene also faded into another, this one was happy but embarrassing. They were fifteen at a party. Suddenly, he kissed Roderich, deeply. Their tongues battling, before Gilbert won that battle, and cupped his cheek. He was trying to get all of his emotions into this kiss. He slowly pulled Roderich into his lap, so that he was straddling him. Pulling free he leans and licks his ear lobe then softly whispers, "Roderich…I love you...Please be with me."

He had told this to Roderich many a time, and Roderich has said the same. Yet they both did it in a joking way. He could tell that Gilbert was not joking, and pulled away roughly. He gets up quickly and runs away from him. This reminded him of a few other times that Roderich had run away from him. Namely when they were ten and it had begun to rain. The day he learned Roderich was gay.

The scene faded to show that day to him since he had called upon it. They were all scuffed up from playing and bullies. Roderich had told him he really had something to tell him. He was blushing brightly as Gilbert looked at him, head lightly tilted. "Come on Little Master, tell the awesome me what is on your awesome mind!"

Roderich blushed lightly at the affectionate nickname, before slowly looking into Gilbert's eyes. "Gilbert…you are like a demon sent here to protect me…I look at you, and I see a dark knight….a-a demon knight that protects me at every turn. I-I like you…I really like you Gilbert…I-I…..I think I love you."

It was Gilbert's turn to blush, "I think you are an angel! Your so kind, and warm…Sure you have your snobby side but you have a kind heart…Heh. I love you too. Your like a brother to me." He understood why he was demon, it was because of his looks, and his wild attitude. Roderich felt his heart break a little bit at the brother comment.

"No…No Gilbert I-I really love you." Suddenly he leans, cupping Gilbert's chubby little cheek and lightly kisses his lips. Gilbert in shock, couldn't react very well, but slowly he kisses back. It was gentle and sweet. Their first real kiss. It began to rain. Suddenly Roderich jerks away, tears rolling down his cheeks. "I-I'm so sorry Gilbert! Forgive me!" And he took off running. Gilbert watched him go in shock, then reached out to him yelling for him to stop, and to wait!

Roderich didn't stop or look back as the rain got harder. Gilbert didn't know what to do, so he gave chase only to lose him.

Things were black once more, and Gilbert could hear someone crying. "Don't cry Little Master….Ze awesome me is here…I shall protect you…" It was soft and he heard a gasp.

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A/N: Okay I am going to end it here. I hope you like the cliffy! Next chapter will be the hospital things. I hope that you enjoyed this chapter! Please review!