Here's Chapter 12 I hope you enjoy it!

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I woke to find Kurt gone from my arms. A moment of panic seized my insides, making my stomach drop to my feet. The bed was still warm, Kurt couldn't have been gone too long. I took a second to take a deep breath. I got up and found my bedroom door open and the bathroom door across the hall closed. I slumped against the door frame. I don't know what I would have done if Kurt had left. I clutched my stomach feeling the panic receding.

I sat on the edge of my bed feeling exhausted even though I just woke up from a nap. I glanced at the clock on my dresser. It was already ten. I'm surprised Kurt stayed this late. I jumped when Kurt walked in my room. He smiled softly at me, blue eyes bright with excitement. My heart skipped a few beats, that smile knocked the breath out of me. I don't know how to brooch the subject of us becoming…boyfriends. I can barely think of the word without blushing. Is that really what was best though?

"What are you thinking so hard about?" Kurt asked, lightly touching my arm. He sat down next to me and the heat from his body seeped into my bones. Whenever he was near I always felt warm. And when Kurt was gone it always seemed like it was harder to get warm.

I clutched my hands hard, resting them on my thighs. I kept my body rigid. If I relaxed I'd let my guard down and I couldn't do that yet. "About us." My voice sounded rough to my ears. "Kurt I want to be with you so bad sometimes it physically hurts, but I want to start out slow."

Kurt's eyes widened. "You want to go out?" He bit his bottom lip. And I really wish he wasn't because it was making it really hard for me to think.

"Yes. I want you to be my boyfriend." I nearly passed out saying that last sentence. Oh, man I think I need to lie down. This was so much harder than I thought it was going to be. I'm not exactly used to baring my soul. With Kurt it seemed like I did it all the time. I'm not sure if there's much more to bare. I feel exposed and vulnerable. Now it's up to Kurt to take care of my heart. I hope I can trust him with it because if it breaks I don't know how I'm going to put it back together.

Kurt surprised me by throwing his arms around my neck. "That's wonderful," Kurt said against my neck, making the hair on the back of my neck stand up. His breath ghosted across my skin raising goose flesh along my arms. I kept my arms stiffly against my sides before finally relaxing and embracing Kurt. It was like a dream come true. I never thought this day would come. Even when I told him I loved him I never thought he would even be my friend and now we're here in my bedroom saying we'll be together. It was so surreal. Kurt pulled back with a wide smile. I sat there dumbfounded. Kurt was my boyfriend. That thought was so weird. "You okay?" Kurt nudged me with his shoulder. I rocked to the side, still not able to process that we were finally together.

"I think I just need to know that this isn't a dream. If you pinch me in the morning I think I'll know for sure."

Kurt laughed softly. "Then I'll have to be here in the morning. It's settled I'll stay the night."

I flew off the bed. Not able to believe my ears. I started pacing in front of my bed, hands behind my back. Kurt wanted to stay here? Not that I was going to complain. Although that might not be a good idea. It was hard enough when I spent the night at his house. He was always so alluring to me. There's no way I can handle being under the same roof as him again especially now that we're together. I had to put a stop to that idea right here.

"You want to spend the night?" I squeaked. I didn't exactly squash the idea either.

"Yeah. I already called my dad and told him I'd be at a friend's house. Now put on another movie. That way we can sleep in here."

I held up my hands. "Whoa, whoa. Are you saying you want to sleep in the same bed?" It was like Kurt was speaking another language. I couldn't follow what he was saying. It was so foreign to me.

"Yeah, there's enough room for the both of us. Besides we slept in the same room before." Kurt was so nonchalant about the whole thing.

I kept pacing to help me think. I wasn't totally against the idea. But with Kurt in the same bed as me I knew there was something he was bound to notice. "Yes, we have. But not in the same bed. That's it. I'll take the couch and you can watch whatever you want. You know where all my movies are." I went to my dresser, pulled out some pajamas. I handed them to Kurt and pulled out some for me. "They might be able little big they should be comfortable."

I turned to leave, but Kurt caught my wrist before I could leave. "Stay. We'll watch a movie then go to sleep. In the morning we'll go out to breakfast and go from there."

My back was still to Kurt. My whole body heated. It was getting harder and harder to say no. "Okay," I relented. Kurt had power over me and was wielding it to the best of his ability. I shrugged I didn't have much resistant power when it came to Kurt anyway. I was going to have to work on that if I didn't want to give him everything he wanted. Except I did. If it would make Kurt happy I knew I do anything in my power to make it happen.

Kurt pulled a DVD from my pile. "You want to watch 'Notting Hill?'" I started pulling off my shirt to get ready for bed when I heard a throat clear. I put my shirt down when I remembered Kurt was there. I coughed in my hand. "Sorry about that. I'll just be a minute." I ran across the hall to the bathroom and changed quickly. My face and neck red and burning. When I got back to my room Kurt was already changed, under the covers and skipping over to the main menu on the DVD.

"Come on the movie is about to start." Kurt patted the mattress. I got under the covers, but was determined to have something my way. I grabbed a pillow from behind me and put it in between me and Kurt.

Kurt raised an eyebrow. "What's that for?"

"That's for when we fall asleep. That's your side of the bed and this is mine."

"Oh, come on Dave. It's not like anything is going to happen yet."

My brow rose in my surprise. "You mean something will happen?" I can't believe I just asked that. It was Kurt's turn to turn red.

"I don't know," he spluttered. It was the cutest thing I had ever seen. While Kurt tried to put a sentence together I removed the obstruction keeping me from my boyfriend and kissed him. I pulled back with a smile.

"Let's watch the movie." I leaned against the headboard, put my arm around Kurt and pulled him close to me. He settled next to me still a stuttering mess as we started the movie. I could feel the burn of his blush against my skin. His blush didn't go away for the longest time.

Yay! Chapter 12 is finished

Chapter 13 will be posted soon