Real House

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Jade POV

Great! Just what I fucking needed. I had woken up early in my lonely hotel room and turned on the TV, only to hear this. "Is there Trouble in paradise?" There are a few shots of Tori and I together with the kids displayed on the screen. "Singer/actress, Tori West, wife of writer/actress Jade West, seems to have a lot of bark and bite."

This immediately caught my attention. What the hell? Nothing is private I should have known this would come out. I sigh and run my fingers through my hair as I listen to the reprter continue her report. " TMZ has released a video that has been sent in we saw Mrs. West giving fellow Actor and friend Beck Oliver A good punch to the jaw." I look up and caught the video of Tori punching Beck then slamming the door. "Shocking right?"

The co-anchor put their two sense in. "Wow, those three have been friends since High school haven't they?"

"Yes, and back then, Beck and Jade used to date." The original anchor stated.

"Do you think Beck and Jade's past relationship has to do with Tori punching Beck?" The one asked and I gritted my teeth. They were killing me with the questions. This was my marriage, now it is a media circus and I don't want to go play damage control.

"We don't know, but hopefully we will find out more about this violent act towards long term friends—"

I turn the TV off groaning. I really think Tori and I are done. Not only did she kick me out but also she threw her wedding ring and my clothes at me. I don't know what to do.

I honestly didn't think she would go off like that. Well I didn't expect her to be all-calm about it but still. After I told her I expected her to like break down and cry not kick me out… again. I didn't expect her to get that angry. When I told her why I cheated her eyes turned so dark I'm pretty sure they were black. I hadn't seen that look on Tori face since she got into that fight with Max. And Tori hated Max's guts.

I need someone to talk to.

I pick my cell phone up to call my best friend. I need her. She picks up on the first ring.

"Hey Jadey!" still as loud and happy-go-lucky as she was when we were in high school.

"Hey Cat. Are you busy? Can we get lunch or something?"

"No I'm not busy. Woo we can have a double date! Me Max and you and T-"

"No, Cat look just you and I." I cut her off quickly.

"Oh Kay Kay. Where are we meeting up?"

"Just meet me at the 'TGIF.'"

"Jade its Wednesday." I face palm.

"Cat the restaurant 'TGI Fridays'" I sigh shaking my head at how she is still a blonde stuck in a red heads body.

"Oh Hahahaha kay kay. See you there Bye." She hangs up and I laugh a little. Even in a situation like the one I'm in now Cat doesn't fail to make me feel better, and she's not even trying.

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I arrive at Fridays and I spot the ball of sunshine run her way to me.

Cat has not changed one bit. Well, she's gotten a little taller and her hair is a lot longer. She cuts it sometimes and now looks like a good time for a haircut.

"Jadey!" She squeals happily as she jumps into my arms hugging me tightly.

"Hey," Cough "Cat." I mange to get out as she squeezes the life out of me. She finally lets go.

"Come on." She grabs my hand dragging me inside. To this day, I always wonder how the hell did she get so strong.

We make it inside and people instantly recognize us. With everything that's going on in my life I forgot all about being famous. A few people come up to Cat asking for our autograph and pictures. By the way Cat is a very successful actress and singer.

Once we finish with the autographs and stuff we get a table far in the back away from everyone. The waiter comes and takes our orders before leaving.

"So how are things?" Cat asks as she sips her drink. I think hard on her question before I finally answer.

"Things are…" be honest. "Things aren't great." She frowns sitting up straight has she looks at me.

"Why aren't things great? Are they good?" I shake my head no. "Are they okay?" I shake my head no again running my finger though my hair. Her frown deepens. "Are they close to okay?"

"Cat Things are terrible." I lean over the table leaning in close to her ear. "I cheated on Tori." I whisper and I hear her gasp loudly. I pull away sitting back down and I see Cat with wide eyes and her hand over her chest. The waiter comes back with our food and she quickly composes herself.

"Enjoy." She gives us a friendly smile before leaving. We eat for a few minutes in silence before Cat finally speaks.

"Why?" Her voice comes out small and I look up at her to see she's looking dead at me with a very serious face. I take a deep breath before I tell her the whole story from beginning to end and she just looks at me showing no emotion. Once I finish she just looks down at her food starting to eat.

For the rest of lunch we don't talk. None at all. We would look at each other every now and again and when I do look at her she looks disappointed, in disbelief, and she looks like she's trying to read me like she can't understand why I did it.

After lunch, we pay and walk in silence back to our cars. Cat turns to me before she walks away.

"Jade," She sighs closing her eyes before she opens them looking at me. "I know Tori loves you to death and I know you feel the same way about her and the girls. You have to be willing to work with her. She's hurting and needs time. When she's ready she will talk to you." She kisses my cheek before walking away going to her car.

I'm standing there for a minute thinking over Cat's words. Before I know it I'm back at my hotel staring at the ceiling with Cat's words still ringing in my ear.

I'm willing to wait for you Tori.

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Tori POV

Two days later

"I'll see you Sunday, love you." I kiss Jori and Liz's foreheads has Jade's Dad comes and gets the girls to spend time with them.

I walk back to the house waving one last time as they pull away before I go inside. I look around the empty house and sigh sadly. I miss Jade. I'm not going to lie I do. It hurts being here all alone. I know the girls are here but that's different those are my kids. Jade is my wife. I want her here but at the same time I don't want her anywhere around me.

I saw the news and I'm glad that's all the paps got and they arent getting anymore. I don't want my kids or anyone else seeing this. Liz loves to watch the news for some odd reason and I'm guessing she didn't see it cause she didn't come to me asking questions. Our friends and family, I might be getting some calls and so will Jade. I don't want them to know either. This is between Jade, Beck, Alyssa and I.

I go into the living room sitting on the couch turning on the TV. It's on the 'Lifetime' Channel and 'Waiting to Exhale' is on. I love this movie. The cast is amazing. Whitney Houston, Angela Bassett, Loretta Devine, and Lela Rochon. These women have been through hell and back. They are so strong.

I sit back and watch as during the movie, each of these women have been cheated on, mistreated by so-called "good men." One scene that I loved the most is when Bernadine/Angela Bassett took everything of her husband's threw it in his car and set it on fire.

I loved that part.

Her husband cheated on her and left her for another woman. After all she did for him he pulled some shit like that.

11 years! 11 fucking years!

She worked her ass off to make this man happy! To me he deserved what he had coming to him. Fucking Asshole.

Fucking Bitch! I gave her everything! She took it all and trashed it all for what? A fucking grudge?

My head snaps quickly to the picture of Jade and after that everything went black.

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I sob loudly into Andre' shoulder has he holds me closely rocking us back in forth on the living room floor.

"I'm here Tori." He whispers into my hair.

Count on me through thick in thin.

A friendship that will never.

When you are weak I will be strong, helping you to carry on.

Call on me I will be there, don't be afraid.

Please believe me when I say count on.

I genuine smile grace my lips as I hear Andre' start to sing.

I can see it hurting you,

I can feel the pain.

It's hard to see the sunshine through the rain.

I know sometimes it seems as if its never going to end.

But you'll get through it

Just don't give in cause you can

Count on me through thick and thin.

I close my eyes and just listen to him sing. Feeling my body start to relax. The anger and rage starts to leave. If it wasn't for Andre' all of Jade's cars would be up in flames.

A few hours Before

I wake up to the sound of the doorbell. I get up off the living room floor going to answer the door. Once I finally opened it I see Andre's worried face. I just look at him before I walk away going into the kitchen going to the liquor cabinet getting a bottle of Jade's Jack Daniels. I sit at the island opening the bottle taking a long swallow. The alcohol burns my throat as it goes down. I squeeze my eyes closed tightly before I open them again seeing Andre' standing right across from me.

"Beck told me what happened." He simply says and I take another long swing of JD enjoying the feeling of the alcohol burning the walls of my throat. Andre' sighs takes the bottle from me. "Drinking isn't going to help."

"Sitting here crying about it isn't going to help either. I cried already and I'm tired of it. I'm angry as hell Andre'." My eyes start to get watery. "Jade is supposed to be my wife, my lover, my protector. She is supposed to keep me from hurting not cause it. She was supposed to love me." My whole body starts to shake in anger as I think about Beck and Jade. I quickly snatch the bottle of Jack from Andre' and as fast as lightening I go into the garage.

"Tori what are you doing?" I look at Andre' and he looks scared a fuck.

"Letting out my anger." I face burns with tears as I take throw the bottle at Jade's black caddy with all my might shattering the window and the bottle making glass fly and Andre' jumps back screaming my name.

I go to the corner grabbing the metal baseball bat jumping on the door of Jade's car and starts hitting her windshield.

"Tori! Stop!" Andre' screams at me and I don't listen I continue to hit her window with all my might breaking that bitch before I get off it busting her other windows. "Tori please!" I hear Andre' again but I don't listen. I start to go down the line fucking up all of Jade's cars. Andre' tries to grab me a few times but his smart because he backs away.

I'm on autopilot. My body is on fire. I feel like the energizer bunny. Nothing can stop. All the rage, hurt pain is getting taken out on Jade's cars. Fuck her and these cars!

Once all her cars are fucked up I grab the gasoline can throwing it on the cars pulling my lighter out my pocket and before I could do anything Andre' grabs me quickly.

"No Tori. Stop." I try to fight against him but his to strong and I start to cry again. All the pain I was feeling before comes rushing back. It's never going to leave.

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