I Don't Need a Soul
Blaine lie there, listening to the ambulance sirens. Why did everyone he loved have to die? First his mother, then his grandfather, then his best friend, and now...no. He wouldn't think about Kurt that way. And even if Kurt did...die... Things could still be worse...
Thinking back on it, Blaine knows that everything's for the better. Sure, he doesn't like the fact that Kurt had to die, but that's just the way it is. The sun still burns the shadows out, and there's nothing to complain about. His life isn't perfect, but he has a pretty good life.
Everything happens for a reason. That's what Blaine's mom always used to say. And it's probably true; Blaine just doesn't know what that reason is. He has to take life as it is and treasure the fact. Instead of being upset or getting depressed after Kurt's death, Blaine just looks back and says, "It's destiny. It was supposed to happen."
Kurt remains beautiful in his memory, and Blaine's life is still precious to him. He doesn't need Kurt; Blaine always believed Kurt was his soul mate, but Blaine doesn't need Kurt to survive. Blaine doesn't need his "other half". He's a whole person, not half of a person.
They all knew the cancer was bad-Kurt struggled to live a normal day. But he kept trying, never gave up, and that's what counted. His days were numbered, and all the options for treatment had pretty much already been tried.
Blaine misses Kurt nearly every day. He loved Kurt so much, and Kurt loved him back. But Blaine's life is amazing, and things could still be worse.
No matter what, Blaine knows Kurt would want him to keep living his life normally. He doesn't have to let Kurt's death stop him from living his life. After all, there are people who have it so much worse. Life is still beautiful, and Kurt's memory remains. That's all Blaine could ever ask for.