Finny headed off in the direction of the garden.
"Bard, organize the herbs, I brought in yesterday, in the pantry." Sebastian ordered.
Bard sighed then got to work. I had successfully cleaned the kitchen to a dazzling condition.
"Lillian, I need you to help Mey Rin with the linen."
I nodded and walked pass the butler to the laundry room.
later on...
After my work around the manor was complete, I found my self in the kitchen once more; I prepared dinner for the servants. Afterwards, I went to my room to meditate. my faced the window so that the moon's light shone on my face. I longed for a closer connection to mother moon, to much stood between us. Without my consent, i ghosted out of the manor and into the garden. The air was sweet, the breeze cool and refreshing; it was cold for May, but I didn't mind. Gent winds tussled my hair, i closed my eyes and soaked up the moon's power. I sighed in contentment, suddenly, I felt a pressure beside me. Ah, someone is here with me...i thought, not bothering to open my eyes.
"It is late, you should asleep . You have an early morning," Sebastian spoke sternly
"I am not tired, I wish to stay here and enjoy the full moon."
"Very well, do not be late in waking. We do not tolerate tardiness in the Phantomhive manor."
"Understood," I said in a curt voice. I felt his leave.
Memories swirled through my head...
"Lillian, why do you stay out here so late? You'll catch a cold." Sister said.
"The moon is an extraordinary sight, especially when she's at her fullest." I answered serenely.
"Yes, but sometimes the moon leaves us all alone."
"Sarah, we are never alone we have the stars."
"Either way, I prefer the Sun, she gives us sunrise and sunset."
"Yes, well I prefer the moon, the sun has never interested me."
"Maybe, if you gazed at the sunrise, as I do, every morning, then maybe you'd see its beauty."
"Well maybe, if look gazed at the moon as i do every night then you would see its beauty."
"Okay," she agreed
"Okay"
I fell to my knees on the ground and bawled. Every sunrise I watched from now on would just be a reminder of my failure. She would never see the sun or the moon again and it was because i failed.
"From now on I will watch both, the Sun and the moon, for the two of us." I said as i composed myself. I went back inside to my room and bathed; afterwards, I stood in a shift and watched the sunrise. No crying, not once the sun rises, only mother moon will behold my tears.
That seems like a good stopping point. Please give me reviews, they only motivate me to update sooner, this story has so many twists. If you think you know Lillian You Are Wrong. So pretty please with chocolate on top leave reviews. And for the record i dont own kuroshitsuji.