Day 24: Making Up (Part 2)
As soon as Sherlock closed the door he leaned his back against it and slumped to the ground and buried his face in his hands. He had made a mess of things, but John was being so ignorant. Sherlock heard John go down the stairs and slam the door. When it hit Sherlock in the gut. John was leaving him. He stood up and walked to his bed and laid on his back, with his hands under his chin. He needed to think.
John grabbed his coat and left the flat, slamming the door and shoving his hands in his pockets. Sherlock always had to be so stubborn when it came to emotions. John arrived at the park and sat on a bench. He took a deep breath and looked out at all the people, couples, little kids, teenagers. John smiled reminiscing about all of the things him and Sherlock had done. He got up to go back to the flat, he needed to apologize, he couldn't lose Sherlock for this, and who was he to force Sherlock into a relationship anyways?
John shut the door to the flat, and walked upstairs and into the sitting room, where he saw Sherlock in the window with his violin. "Sherlock." John began "Sherlock listen," Sherlock turned around quickly and interrupted "John please don't leave." John was taken aback for a moment. "No Sherlock that's not what I was going to say, why would you think i'm leaving?" Sherlock let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. "It would be a logical thing to assume after today's events." he spoke barely above a whisper.
"Sherlock, I'm not going to leave, this whole thing is my fault anyways." He began again "I'm sorry Sherlock, if you don't want to be in a relationship that's your decision, and I . . .I should have never tried to force you into one in the first place, that was wrong of me." Sherlock's face scrunched in confusion, so John wasn't leaving? And he was apologizing? Sherlock looked up at John, and mumbled "So you really think that us" he paused for a moment. "Being in a relationship would work out?" "What?" John replied.
"You heard me John, I am not repeating it again." he responded. John was surprised, he was expecting some witty remark about him being an idiot or something. He let out a sigh of relief and smiled "Of course Sherlock. Don't get me wrong, it would be hard, you would still constantly make me angry, but what's new?" Sherlock laughed. "So this, us. You really want to try and attempt a relationship with me? Why?"
John looked at Sherlock in disbelief "Why wouldn't I!" He started "You're bloody gorgeous first of all, you're smart, witty, amazingly talented. You may not be the nicest person, but you care about the ones closest to you. You're funny, and you're, I don't know you're Sherlock, why wouldn't I want to be with you?" Sherlock walked over to John and looked him in the eye.
"John Watson, I have very strong feelings for you, and its terrifying,but you have to understand though, that us, this being in a relationship with not change the way I normally act." John smiled "I wouldn't dream of it Sherlock. So does this mean?" Sherlock looked at the floor for a moment. Then quickly kissed Johns lips and said "Yes." Then went back to the window and begun playing his violin.
A/N: Thanks for reading! Gosh day 24 already? It feels like I just started these last week! Thank you guys so so so much for reading these, I wish I could express to you how much it means to me! Please review! c:
