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Chapter 12

A few days had passed since I broke out of my shell, or I should say since Vince broke me out of it, but it was almost like there was a little black rain cloud that had settled over the house.

Leon and I were lying in bed together with my head resting on his chest and his arm wrapped around me, though he was careful to go nowhere near my stomach. I wasn't sure if he thought it would upset me or hurt me but he had been extra cautious ever since I came home the hospital like he was scared I might literally fall apart.

"How you doing, baby girl?" he asked while lightly tracing designs on my side with his finger.

"I'm fine," I shrugged.

I had gone to the doctor earlier that day, much to my objection, but Mia had basically pulled me out the door. The physical pain was gone as well as any bleeding but the emotional pain was still there and I wasn't sure how to make it go away. I didn't know how to explain it, I had dealt with death many times, too many times, before in my life but this was different. I didn't have the attachment to begin with, I didn't have memories or feelings all I had was the ending.

"You know I never thought about having kids before," he admitted quietly.

"And now?" I questioned wondering where his head was at with all of this going on.

"Now I can't imagine not having one," he answered and kissed the top of my head, "someday when we are ready it would be nice to have a little one running around full of grease."

A let out a small laugh just thinking about it, hell I lived it, I was the kid running around covered in oil and grease. It was one of my father's unwritten rules that you didn't complete a full day's work if you came home clean. When I was younger I didn't fully understand what he had meant and painted my face and clothes with grease when they weren't watching me. I thought mom was going to rip me a new one but to this day I can hear daddy laughing it off and telling me I had a smile that would always be able to get me out of trouble.

"I just don't understand what happened," he sighed dejectedly.

"The doctor said there are a lot of causes for miscarriage, though I'm sure my drinking definitely didn't help any," I told him frankly and he tightened his hold on me as if to reassure that he wasn't blaming me, "but it could have been that my body didn't take to it…trauma…" I trailed off as I felt him stiffen beside me, "What?"

However instead of answering he hastily got out of bed, pulled his shoes on and grabbed his car keys off the nightstand.

"Babe, what's wrong?" I questioned not understanding what he was doing. I still didn't get an answer as he swung our door open and stormed up the stairs. I threw the covers off of me and followed him up, "Le, wait!"

"What's going on?" Mia asked from the living room where she was sitting with Brian, Jesse and Vince as Leon basically ran down the small hallway and out the door.

"I have no idea," I answered running outside after him with them following, "V, stop him," I pleaded as he headed for his car.

Vince and Brian ran over and stopped him just as he started it up.

"Let me go," Leon growled as Vince pulled him out of the car and Brian turned it off sticking the keys in his pocket.

"Not until you tell us what the hell is going on," Vince said looking between Leon who was visibly pissed off and me who was confused. Mia came to stand next me and put an arm around my shoulders.

"What did Lance do to you when you were with him?" Leon asked shrugging out of Vince's grip and taking a few steps closer to me.

"What?" I asked completely thrown for a loop, one minute we were talking about us having kids one day and now here he was asking about Lance.

"What did he do?" He yelled this time in my face.

"I told you I don't remember," I said truthfully as Vince pulled him back a little by his shoulders.

"Get the fuck off of me," Leon grunted once more shrugging out of his grasp, "I'm going to kill him!"

"Dude, relax," Jesse declared as Vince tried to get a hold of him again and Brian stood next to his car so he couldn't leave.

"Relax?! How the fuck am I supposed to relax that son of a bitch could have killed her!" he screamed pointing to me, "He's the reason she lost the baby, if it wasn't for him we could be planning to be parents right now and fighting over stupid color patterns and…and car seats…and names but no instead he broke her!"

His breathing hitched and I stepped away from Mia to try to calm him down, "baby, look at me," I said as calmly as I could and I waited until he locked his watery eyes onto mine, "we don't know for sure what happened…"

"Yes we do and I'm going to make sure Tran pays for this!" he exclaimed walking back towards his car.

I couldn't hold in my tears anymore as they silently rolled down my cheeks. It had never occurred to me that I wasn't the only one dealing with the loss but it was clear to me now he was hurting just as much as I was.

"Don't leave," I whispered through the tears as I tried to keep myself standing.

"I don't know what else to do!" he screamed in frustration running a hand through his hair as Dom pulled up and he and Letty got out of the car.

"Stay with me," I answered like it was the most obvious thing in the world, "No matter what you do it won't change things, it's not going to bring the baby back, all you're going to do is end up hurting yourself and then what am I going to do?"

"I need to do something!" He shouted before storming down the sidewalk away from the house.

"Baby, please!...Le!...Leon!" I cried after him but he kept walking and I fell to my knees unable to take it anymore.

Vince, Brian and Jesse went after him while Dom came over and hoisted me into his arms like a little kid and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He carried me inside and sat with me on the couch trying to get me to stop crying.

"I wish mom was here," I sobbed into his shoulder and I could almost feel his heart break as Mia came over and rubbed my back.

"Me too, Maddie, me too," he answered and it was the first time in my life I felt like Dom wouldn't be able to make it all better.

I don't know how long we sat like that for but eventually I had no more tears to cry and I stared numbly off into space. Mia had gotten up to make some tea and Letty took her spot and continued to silently rub my back, none of them really knowing what to do or say.

That's when the front door opened and Brian and Jesse walked in with Leon leaning on both of them for support. His face was already starting to bruise and nose had a little bit of blood coming out of it.

"Shit," Letty swore as they set him down in the chair, "What happened?"

"Me," Vince stated simply sitting down on the couch next to Dom and holding his arms out for me.

Dom reluctantly handed me over and I curled up on Vince's lap as he ran a hand up and down my arm, "You ok, kid?"

I took a deep breath before shaking my head.

"I'll get some ice," Jesse mumbled walking out of the room and into the kitchen.

"Guys, this needs to stop," Mia sighed walking back in and handing me a cup of tea that I held close to my face to feel the steam on my lips, "something has to give."

"We should get away for awhile," Letty suggested, "I know of some people that have a beach house not too far from here."

"Yeah, that's a good idea," Brian agreed as Jesse handed Leon some ice wrapped up in a towel.

"If we go, we go as a family," Dom spoke up, "is everyone good with that?"

Everyone nodded, including Vince and Leon, except me.

"Maddie?" Dom questioned softly.

I met his eyes when he called my name but I didn't say anything.

"If you stay, we all stay," Vince added.

"I'll go," I answered barely above a whisper.

Maybe we did need a change of scenery even if it was just for a little bit because let's face it things could get worse, could they?