I open my eyes to pure darkness. I sigh in relife. No burning sun,it was just a dream.
Yeah,a dream.
A dream about...
Sex with Jack?
Did I really dream of comparing jack to julian?
Right as I began to ponder this,I see a slight movement.
"Jack? Is that you? What are you doing?" I ask climbing out of my bed.
Slowly my eyes adjust.
Dark hair. Like midnight.
Tan skin
Tall frame.
"Julian?" I ask,stumbling back into a nightstand.
He turned.
His eyes were as radiant as ever.
"But your dead," I whispered,still shoving away from him.
"Amy?" Jack called from behind the door. Julian's eyes widen before he moved furture into the shadows and disappered.
I stared mouth agap. Had I seen a ghost?
"Amy! What happened?" Jack said as he came in and took in the nightstand and lamp.
I didn't realize until then that the lamp was broken. Or that it had cut me.
"Oh Amy." Jack said, I cringed at how much it sounded like my dream.
"Ill clean you don't you just lay down?" He suggested and motioned me toward it.
He left the room for the first aid kit we held handy;I was prone to getting hurt.
I stared at the corner. Hed been there. He was alive. He was in my house!our house. He knows there's another man in my life. Did he already know?Is that why he didn't try to say anything to me?
"Let me see,baby." Jack said as he reentered the room.
I streached out my arm.
" This is some horrific damage. You might need stiches." Wouldn't be the first time...
Glass and wooden make me hurt,but words they seem no better.
That was a part of a poem I wrote at the hospital when I got the stiches in my head from the coffee table.
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never serve me.
Arm brace after 'falling'down 3 flights of stairs.
And my personal favorite...
Love is like a river,babble as it may,its the current that wipes you away.
Almost Drowned,after falling out of a window from the 15th floor. If that wasn't enough the current swept my 1000 miles away from where I fell from.
I was in a coma before we even got to the hopsital.
Yeah,my julian,he was something else but he loved me. And I love him.