So I didn't thank her last time but Calleigh Logan thanks a ton :) She is amazing and I cant thank her enough. I want to thank everyone who read last chapter and is still reading now I have a couple chapters done that just need to be proof read. There is a bit of Derek/Emily moments but there wont be for a chapter or two, sorry.

I'm going to share probably one of the scariest moments with you in my short life. I was backing out of a drive from my friends to go home and back into a parked car on the other side of the road. No one was hurt or anything but that stop me from crying like crazy. NO TICKET THOUGH! I couldn't be more happy about that and the person wasn't mad at me so everything is good! When I got home I thought I lost most my stories and I did cry again but no need to worry that's all good too.

Now if you have been so nicely reading all that I thank you just needed vent a bit.

DISCLAIMER: DON'T OWN A THING, except a dog stuff animal from Navy Pier I bought years ago.

The rush of people all around the mansion was insane, there was news reporters, police officers, SWAT teams all waiting to see how everything would play out. Emily was still seated at the bench away from all the chaos and commotion. News reporters had tried to come to talk to her but Dave shooed them away before they could say a word. She was now dressed in an over sized sweatshirt and a pair of shorts that JJ had got from her from her car. The blond had helped Dave keep the press at bay for a while using what she learned in school but the whole time she would sneak a look at Emily to see how she was holding up.

The senator's daughter hadn't said a word to anyone but Dave and the police since she got out. Pen had called them saying Derek was in surgery but it didn't look good, a fact the blond hadn't yet told Emily. There was talk of the FBI coming in and helping with the hostage situation but nothing more than talk for now. Dave was off talking with the lead detective planning what to do once Victor arrived. JJ made her way across the crowd off people to where Emily sat staring into space.

"Hey," JJ smiled sitting by Emily. She had only seen someone this sad once, when her sister had killed herself. At the time JJ was too young to understand but the looks on her parents faces was burned into her memory.

Emily looked up, "Any news?" The sad glint in her eye made JJ's heart rise in her throat. When JJ didn't look her in the eye Emily let out a sob. "Please no!" No he couldn't be gone she couldn't live with out him, it would be like living with half of your heart.

JJ turned to her realizing what Emily was thinking, "He is in surgery right now the doctors don't know how it will turn out. He lost a lot of blood." JJ sat down next to the woman she'd like to call a friend and grabbed her hand squeezing hoping to give her some comfort.

Emily just nodded feeling her heart start to beat again. Emily had never really cared this much about any one how cold one person change that so easily in such a small time. She never belived in 'soul mates' before she meet Derek, there was something about him that she was drawn to. At first she thought it was his looks, he was in the top three most handsome man she meet. But unlike all the other men he wasn't full of himself, he was a caring loving man who actually liked her, her awkward Emily Prentiss who had one boyfriend in her whole life.

They hadn't even known each other for a whole month when Derek asked her out. Emily couldn't get why a guy like Derek would ever want to go out with her.The first date was amazing, perfect, how every date Emily ever wanted wrapped in one. Derek took her to a fancy restaurant that probably cost his week pay check for the appetizers. He dragged her along threw the city showing her the 'must see spots of Chicago.' After a game at Wiggly field where Derek had tried to explain the game to her, she somewhat catch on which made him smile, a smile that didn't leave his face the whole night. From the game he took her for a ride on his motorcycle around town making her tuck herself into his back and giggle. He yelled over his shoulder to her that he would never hurt her. The young couple stopped to at Navy Pier to shop and ride the ferries wheel.

While they waited for their ride on the ferris wheel Derek bought her a small dog with a Chicago shirt on. While they were stopped at the top to let others on Emily over looked the beauty of Chicago right before as the sun set on the city, Derek stole a sweet timid first kiss. They ended the date strolling down a secluded beach just outside the city. Derek had confided in her while they were driving back to the mansion that night had been the best night of his life.

Emily looked up to see JJ looking at her with concern on her face but every time she went to speak nothing came out. The girls sat there in silences till a dark colored sedan pulled up, Victor got out and was quickly swarmed by everyone. Emily sat still watching as her father was ushered away from everyone and was talking to the lead detective and Dave. Victor nodded along with whatever they were saying, he saw his daughter and walked towards her. JJ nodded to him and walked to the main group to help.

"You okay?" Her father sat down next to her.

Her eyes shot to him completely forgetting whatever she was so lost in thought about. "You have to get in there and help them!" Her voice was frantic and more scared then he ever heard before.

Victor was worried he had never seen her like this but thinking back he didn't spend a lot of time by his daughter. "I will baby I just wanted to tell you I love you."

"I love you to daddy," She wrapped her arms around his chest hugging him tight a voice in the back of her head telling her it might be the last time she every got to hug him. Victor just rubbed his hand up and down his back.

"When I get out I want to meet this boyfriend of yours and have a talk with him." Emily chuckled but didn't feel like telling him that they had already met. "I'll see you soon buttercup." He gave her a kiss on the top of her head before standing up.

Emily watched through her tears as her dad walked into the mansion ready to face a man that was on the verge of a psychotic break. She didn't know who to be more worried about, her boyfriend who might not make it out of surgery or her father who was about to confront a psycho. Her chest started to rise and fall quicker than before making it hard to breathe. It was getting hard to breath all of a sudden Emily couldn't see in front of her. She could sort of make out the feeling of her back hit the ground behind her.

There was a sound of distant footsteps growing louder and louder. "Emily breath," She heard Dave's voice in the darkness but it seemed far away. "Get her an ambulance now!" An ambulance? Why would she need that? Was she going to die?

She still couldn't see, her hearing seemed so far away. It felt like sometone or something was pulling her farther into the darkness. The only thing she could feel is the over whelming cold taking over her whole body.

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