Hey, I'm amazing, I keep borrowing my dad's laptop and he doesn't even mind. But now I'm going to complain to you guys about my dad cause I feel like it. My life story: yesterday, I got out of bed and put on my favorite dress. So I walked downstairs and my dad saw me, and I didn't get a goodmorning or something. The first thing he said to me was "too short, you're not walking out of this house dressed like that." And I was like, "it isn't short." And he was like "go change." NOW I'M SAD . Haha but you guys aren't here to hear me complain so I'm going to write another chapter. Hahaha, okay. Thank you for that guest and darkheartrocker13 or something, idk the number after 'darkheartrocker' but thank you for your reviews about my age. Hahahah, thank you everyone else for the other sweet reviews. here you go.
SYSLT: This song saved my life – Simple Plan, I'm using this song in this chapter, cause I can relate to it. Sometimes a song can save your life. A lot of people will agree with me I think.
Chapter 7
"I wanna start by letting you know this,
Because of you my life has a purpose.
You helped me be who I am today,
I see myself in every word you say."
Loren's POV
After 10 minutes of making out, Eddie left. And I was left confused. I still didn't know if I could trust Eddie. I mean, he's a rockstar, he could have any girl in the world.
Why would he choose me?
I grabbed my books and started with studying for this math test. After an hour or two my mom came home.
"Hey, sweetie, you seem like you're doing better." My mom said, as she walked into my bedroom.
"Yeah." I replied, "What's wrong, Lo?" my mom asked me. I stood up and walked straight into my moms arms. She embraced me, and I started sobbing into her shoulder. I felt like a little kid again.
"shh, what's wrong?" she asked me. "I'm scared, mom." I said, in between sobs. "Of what?" "Of my feelings." My mom embraced me tighter. "I'll make you some warm milk and you go change into your PJs."
So that's what I did, when I changed, I drank my milk, and then I just laid in my bed. My thoughts consuming me, until I fell asleep.
I woke up by my alarm clock beeping, I got ready for school, ate breakfast and got in my car. I turned the radio on, and something in the air was playing. I sang along, an realized that Eddie had saved my life many times. Obviously not Eddie himself, but his music. I arrived at school, my first period was Brit Lit. I wasn't allowed to sit next to Mel this period, because she always talks too much. "details." She mouthed me. I rolled my eyes, and concentrated on what Mrs Norman was telling. I got bored soon and started thinking. I grabbed my notebook from my bag, and started writing.
I wanna start by letting you know this
Because of you my life has a purpose
You helped me be who I am today
I see myself in every word you say
Sometimes it feels like nobody gets me
Trapped in a world where everyone hates me
There's so much that I'm going through
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you
I was broken
I was choking
I was lost
This song saved my life
I was bleeding
Stopped believing
Could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
But it came all just in time
This song saved my life
[ Lyrics from: . ]
Sometimes I feel like you've known me forever
You always know how to make me feel better
Because of you my dad and me are so much closer
Than we used to be
You're my escape when I'm stuck
In this small town
I turn you up
Whenever I feel down
You let me know like no one else
That it's ok be myself
I was broken
I was choking
I was lost
This song saved my life
I was bleeding
Stopped believing
Could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
But it came all just in time
This song saved my life
You'll never know
What it means to me
That I'm not alone
That I'll never have to be
I was broken
I was choking
I was lost
This song saved my life
I was bleeding
Stopped believing
Could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
But it came all just in time
This song saved my life
My life
My life
(This song saved my life)
My life
My life
(This song saved my life)
My life
My life
(This song saved my life)
My life
My life
This song saved my life.
I read over what I wrote down a couple times, and then closed my notebook. I saw that Mrs Norman wasn't exactly paying attention to what I was doing so I grabbed my phone out of my bag and texted Eddie.
Loren – Eddie
I'm so bored, I don't like school
I'm not bored, just working, and thinking of you ;)
Aren't you sweet ;)
How late are you done with school?
Noon, why are you asking?
Because I'm going to pick you up. See you then xx
See ya xoxo
