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That boy with the blue eyes, he's something special. Very special.
"You did great Kat." He says and hugs me.
"Thank you Peeta." I say and hug him back.
"You're welcome" he says but he doesn't understand the true meaning behind what I just said, but I hope that one day he does.
Tomorrow's Saturday. The day I've been dreading since I agreed to be Cinnas model. I don't even know why I accepted. I've been acting different since I met Peeta. In less than about 9 hours I'm going to have to be at Portia & Cinnas, what the hell did I agree to?
I'm in my room, waiting for Annie or Johanna to get home, but I don't think either of them will be home today. Annie's been getting really close to Finnick, and I'm actually happy about this, she hasn't been having as many nightmares as she usually does. I haven't had many either, I'm guessing it's because I've been thinking so much about Peeta. That boy, I don't know why I'm even letting myself get attached to him. I hear the door open but I'm guessing it's Annie so I get up, I don't really care that I'm wearing a sports bra and really short shorts that I would never go out to work with, even if I know I could probably earn enough money to pay our rent. Annie and Johanna have seen me in my plain bra and underwear that I don't really bother changing. I open my door and go into the living room and am stunned when I see Peeta on the living room, in SpongeBob pajamas and he's shirtless too! WOW…that's quite a site.
"Peeta?" I say. He turns around and smiles.
"Kat- "he starts but he then looks me up and down, and I remember what I'm wearing.
"What are you doing here?" I ask trying not to feel too self-conscious.
"Oh, Annie told me to stay over. She's staying at our apartment, and it's a bit crowded, Gale, Madge, Finnick and Annie there, there all pretty drunk except Annie she said she can't drink until tomorrow something about medications and stuff, there really hyped up about the ball tomorrow." He says, and I start to wonder about Annie, I hope she doesn't get an anxiety attack.
"Oh" is all I say as I go back to my room and grab my cell phone so I can text Annie.
Katniss:
Anne, are you ok? Do you need me to go get you?
Annie:
No, I'm ok Kat. Ill text you if anything happens, but I don't think so. I should be knocked out in about an hour or so. I drank 2 of them.
Katniss:
Ok, goodnight Anne. If anything happens Madge know what to do.
Annie:
Night Kitty.
I sight and place my phone on the coffee table in front of me and take a seat in front of Peeta, I have forgotten what I'm wearing and I guess I don't really care, since he's half naked too.
"Are you sleepy?" I ask
"No, not really…yall are really close aren't ya?" Peeta asks
"Who?" I ask wondering if he just means Annie or all the girls.
"Jo, Madge, Annie, and you." He says
"Yeah, we are actually. We've been best friends since we were really young."
"I understand, that's how my friendship is between Finnick, Gale, and I is, we've been through thick and thin together." He says
"I get what you mean, all four of us are really messed up, I guess."
"Same as us." He states and I get up to open the window since it's actually pretty hot.
I turn on the radio and start humming and I smile when one of my favorite songs starts to play, and I start singing along with it, forgetting that Peeta's in the living room.
She may contain the urge to run away
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breeze blocks.
Cetirizine your fever's grip me again
Never kisses, all do you ever send are full stops, la, la, la
Do you know where the wild things go?
They go along to take your honey, la, la, la
Break down now, week, build up breakfast now
Let's eat my love, my love, love, love, la, la, la
Muscle to muscle and toe to toe
The fear has gripped me but here I go
My heart sinks as I jump up
Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut
Do you know where the wild things go?
They go along to take your honey, la, la, la
Break down lets sleep build up breakfast now
Let's eat, my love, love, love, la, la, la
She bruises coughs she splutters pistol shots
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
She's morphine, queen of my vaccine
My love, my love, love, love, la, la, la
Muscle to muscle and toe to toe
The fear has gripped me but here I go
My heart sinks as I jump up
Your hand grips hand, as my eyes shut
She may contain the urge to run away
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
Germolene, disinfect the scene my love, my love, love, love
But please don't go, I love you so, my lovely
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please break my heart, hey
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, please don't go
I love you so, I love you so
Please break my heart
Please don't go, I'll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, I'll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, I'll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, I'll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, I'll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, I'll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, I love you so
Please don't go, I'll eat you whole
I love you so, I love you so, and I love you so
"You know that song?" Peeta asks astonished.
"Yeah? Why?" I ask bewildered.
"I would of never thought you knew ALT-J" I must admit, there not a very known band, but I like those types of songs.
"Well, I guess I proved you wrong." I say and start humming the next song as I fill up a bowl with some cornflakes.
"You have a nice voice, you know that right?" he says and I blush.
"I've been told before." I say and now he's the one that's humming. He holds his hand out to me.
"Would you like to dance m' lady?" he says with a cheesy grin. I giggle at his cheesiness and agree.
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bare this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles in your cheeks
And this all makes sense to me
He sings and I can't help but feel my heart speed up as we dance around the kitchen.
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I start to hum as he continues to sing, this might be very cheesy but I kind of like it, even if it's just pretend.
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
He sings while looking into my eyes and I feel like he actually means it. I smile as he spins me around.
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense no sense to me
We dance around the kitchen and I giggle happily as he spins me around again.
I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still love to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I wish he meant what he was saying…I can't help but feel my heart ache.
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
I sigh content, and I close my eyes.
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh
I start to hum again, as I lay my head on his chest.
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
Cause it's you
Oh, it's you
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things
I open my eyes and grey meets blue. In his eyes there's something I can quite make out…hope maybe?
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things
He leans in and I do too. When we break apart for air he puts our noses and foreheads together and smiles.
"Katniss, can I ask you something?"
"Yeah, what is it?" I ask
"Would you give me a chance? Maybe not now, or tomorrow, or next week, but will you?"
I look at him and nod. He leans in and we kiss for a brief second until I pull away.
"Could you sleep with me? I…I get um- I get bad nightmares, about my past and I just need you to wake me up."
"Of course Kat, anything for you." He says with a smile and he grabs my hand pulling me into my room.
As we lay on my bed he wraps his hand around me and I smile. I wish it could be like this every day, for the rest of my life. And I hope he feels the same way too.
I'll update on Friday if I get at least 5 reviews from ya (:
well like I mentioned before I have adopted a story. I'll be posting it up as soon as I can.
I hope you enjoy it and if you have any suggestions about this story, or if you have questions, anything at all, even if you want me to add something to my story, just PM me and I'll try my best to add what you have told me to my story.
Oh, yeah I forgot to name the songs on the previous chapters so here are the names:
Chapter 4:
"Your song- Ellie Goulding"
Chapter 8:
"I'll be seeing you-Billie holiday"
Chapter 9:
"Breezeblocks- ALT-J"
"Little things- one direction"
Well, I think that's it loves
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