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J.P.V:
Bella looked as if she was about to faint. I knew it would all be a shock to her as much as it was a shock to me that I was once again human. Even being human I was afraid to comfort her, scared I would suddenly transform into the monster I once was. "Please come in." her voice was shaky as she moved out of the way. "Bella are you ok?" I was worried she still looked lifeless maybe coming to her for help wasn't a good idea after all.
She gave me a nod then motioned for me to sit on the couch I knew she was in shock I hoped I hadn't terrified her to bad. Bella sat down in the chair as I sat down on the couch. " Bella, I don't want to impose on you but Alice said Forks is were I need to be plus I owed you an apology I will of course answer any and all questions you have." I sighed hoping she would listen to what I had to say. Bella looked at me with large terrified eyes.
"How are you human?" she wouldn't meet my stare her eyes kept to the floor. I didn't know exactly how to explain but I owed her an explanation especially if I needed her help. " I met a vampire scientist in Germany that's were Alice and I went after here. I told him what I had down and why we had to leave Forks I also told him how I wanted nothing more than to apologize to you but I couldn't because of the monster I was. He then told me I could become human again he had a new procedure one he has done to three other vampires that takes the venom out of you and then restores your organs. " Bella opened her mouth to interrupt.
"No questions till the end please. You know how I could control peoples emotions and Alice see the future well he has the gift of bringing people back to life. I came home to discuss with Alice the possibility of becoming human again all the wonderful opportunities we would have but, Alice didn't want to be human she said it would ruin us if we were. I didn't understand and told her that the future is what we decide but she wouldn't budge. I went and had Doctor Morrison do the procedure I figured Alice would change her mind after I completed the transformation. I was very confused when I woke up everything was so diffrent but he explained everything to me and some possible effects. When I got back Alice had my suitcase packed she said she knew I was going to Forks to apologize to you and told me that I would find a women I would grow to love more then I loved argued a little but I still left I had to. Bella I'm so sorry what I did to you I am but I need your help adjusting and I need your help to find this women. I Know I have to right asking but please." I pleaded to her.
"I'll help you Jasper but only because I know your struggling and because I need help to. Since" the pain showed on her face "Edward has left I'm not the same I need you to help me get back to the way I was." I looked her in the eyes "Of course Bella." We sat and talked a little catching up she wasn't the same girl we all had left behind she was so sad and for some reason I hated it. "Do you mind making me some super I had to skip it with driving here from the airport?" my stomach growled in response the human things were so weird to get use to. She smiled and got up and started to cook I knew Bella was just the person to put me back together.
B.P.V:
As I cooked some soup for Jasper I couldn't help but think about the burn in my throat when I spoke Edward's name. I knew it was a step in the healing process and I felt like I was making a recovery that somehow I would be ok. I gave Jasper his soup and sat across from him at he table. "So were are you staying?" I inquired as he devoured his soup. Jasper swallowed then responded "I haven't choose anywhere yet I was more worried about making it here." I looked at the table I knew I should ask Charlie first but one night wouldn't hurt. "You can sleep on the couch for tonight if you want." I offered it seemed better then making him drive to Port Angeles.
"You wouldn't mind?" "Of course not." I retorted. "Thanks Bells." Jasper gave a smile and for the first time I realized how handsome he was. He quickly finished up eating then I went and made a bed for him on the couch. "If Charlie asks just inform him of what we talked about minus the vampire to human thing of course." I handed jasper a pillow "Ill leave so you can change. Goodnight." I started to walk away when he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a hug. His body was warm and safe feeling not the ice cold comfort I use to feel with Edward yet I comfort of its own "its going to be alright Bella. Thank you for everything." He pulled away "goodnight Bells." I slowly walked upstairs oddly enough I believed his words.
My head was reeling and my heart didn't ache as bad as it use to. I quickly got ready for bed and slipped under the covers. I prayed the nightmares wouldn't come tonight and after the day I had I doubted they would.
Hope you enjoyed sorry it wasn't sooner but computer wont let me update less I am at school cause it blocks fanfic at home ! Please review your comments are what keep my going. Good or bad let me know what you think please!