I've spent my time searching, and I think I may have found a place to escape and be alone. Originally, it was the school's roof, an enormous open space that almost no one knows you can access. I tried there a couple of times, and it was truly quite peaceful and I enjoyed it, but however people started to disapprove of my being on a high place for fear I'd fall off and break my neck. I mean, seriously, how would I do that? There is a fence keeping people away from the edge. I couldn't fall over the edge if I WANTED to. So I started wandering the campus.

I had never truly realized how nice the campus was until I traveled its entirety. The architecture looks old, but is very modern and has a nice cool shade of maroon. The campus had trees left and right, which I guess bloomed or something. There is a fountain in the middle of everything. I have never noticed this before, since my normal path to class is directly to the room from the boys' dorm. But now, I guess I appreciate it? I don't know. I just like it more than being surrounded by people who pity me or give me unwanted attention.

I found this room that is never used. It used to be a music room of sorts, but as far as I can tell, it hasn't been entered in years. It has dust everywhere. I don't even quite know how I managed to get in, it was just open for some reason. So anyway, I've been coming here lately to build up my wanted seclusion. It's the best feeling I've had in a while, getting to run away from the assholes of life, to just sink into a book. I hope this never has to stop.