A Angel in need

by SwiftyTheWriter

Kim Crawford is known as a bad girl,dangerous,someone you don't talk to-but she's never done anything wrong. She is avoided and never speaks. She is abused by her parents,and a first degree black belt without a dojo. Jack's the new kid,a second degree black belt with a normal life. He notices Kim and see's things in her...(Full summary inside-Co written with i-miss-old-disney!)

18. AN

Hey everyone. It's Swifty.

I know you all probley want to kill me by now. I kinda derseve it. I haven't been a good author. I mean leaving you all hanging for I don't know how long wasn't cool. But here's my excure if you want to hear it...

I've been going through a lot lately. A lot has changed in my life and I'm just trying to keep from losing it.

First of all,if you read my profile you know I have a long lost little brother in adoption. I just found out I may have another. Joy.

Second, Also you can kinda gather what "A Angel in Need" is based after. That's right folks. My life. Or my old life,I guess. (Some people keep jornals,writers write about what they went through.) So I just figured out my "parents" are living in Seattle with said extra brother. (It may be the same,but I don't know.)

I saw on their Facebook that they're praying for me,and want me to come live with them. (They don't know where I am.) Can you belive them?! After everything they did to me! THEY WANT ME TO LIVE WITH THEM?! It's just unreal!

And I can't even talk to my friends about it! Why? Because they all belive my parents died when I was little! And I can't talk to my Grandma! She get's upset and begins to cry when I even mention they're names!

The only person that knows the truth is my best friend. BUT she comes from a big family and dosen't understand.

So,yeah. I'm screwed.

ALSO. My Grandma's got the idea I randomly need more responsibility. And we've been butting heads lately. (And if you ever seen my Grandma fight,you'd know that's a really bad idea.) I think it's from stress. But it's been creeping into my dreams and I haven't had a decent night sleep in the past couple of days.

But she also has the idea that I shouldn't have anytime alone. I love her to pieces,but I just need to get away sometimes.

Secondly,I have no TV or even Netflix so I have not seen an episode of Kickin it in months.

And I haven't had much insperation or chances to write. And I haven't talked to Missy in months.

Oh,and to top it off! I'm 150 pounds,which is apparntly over weight.

So,yeah. I'm just walking on sunshine and rainbows. T_T

I'm going to try to talk to Missy and update. But I donno. I'm thinking about rewriting the last few chapters and letting her have the runaway thingy. I wasn't really my idea anyway.

I really want to keep writing,but this is all getting in the way. I'll try to keep y'all posted if things die down over here in Drama City...

L8ter,

SwiftStar1