Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters. Its been a while since I've wrote a lemon so please excuse me if I'm a bit rusty.
Sitting on the couch in our living room I reached for my Kindle Fire that was asleep on the table in front of me and, bringing the monitor to life, began scrolling through the apps that Alice had downloaded for me. Noticing a strange icon that had a white silhouette of some sort of bear, I clicked on it as the screen said "Audobon Mammals A Field Guide to North American Mammals" appeared for a few seconds, then a menu of options appearing up. 'That little pixie...' I thought to myself laughing. Leave it to Alice to buy an app of the different mammals in North America. Clicking on the "Browse by Family" icon, I then became presented with a long list of the mammal species, as I clicked on Canidae and was presented with a list of 7 different animals.
"Arctic fox, coyote, gray fox, gray wolf..." I began to read out loud, somewhat glad that everyone else was out of the house.
Seeing as me Bella, Edward and Alice were graduating soon, Alice had decided it would be fun to go out shopping with Edward, insisting that he get not only some new clothes to wear for after graduation but also insisting that he needed new summer clothing seeing as the last time he bought new clothes was before he met Bella.
Upon hearing Alice say the words "summer clothes" and "shopping" Emmett had, as fast as he possibly could, run to where Rosalie was and demand that they go on a far away hunting trip, knowing that it had been even longer since he had gone shopping and knowing that whenever Alice took him shopping she would try and force him to buy polos, dress pants, and button down shirts, whereas he generally prefers wearing baggy jeans, hoodies, and sweat pants. Esme, having not gone out hunting in a while, asked if she could tag along with them, as she knew Carlisle had to work extra time this week.
When Alice then proceeded to ask me if I wanted to come shopping with her, I kindly said no thank you, as I had too much clothing to deal with as it was.
So now here I was, manning the fort, going through books and apps galore on my Kindle. Right as I was about to click on Arctic fox however, I heard, off in the distance, what sounded like a car, most likely a truck of some sort, heading up our drive. Alice had taken her Porsche to go shopping and no way were Emmett, Rose, and Esme back this soon, so that only left one person; Bella. Placing my Kindle down on the arm rest, I sprung to my feet and walked from our living room, past the kitchen and dining room, to the foyer, then to the front door. Smoothing out my red Nautica Riverside flannel plaid shirt I opened the door right as she was walking up the porch.
"Hello Jasper..." she replied, a tad bit of surprise and confusion coming off of her. "Is Edward here?"
"Sorry Bella." I replied. "He's out all the way in Seattle with Alice. Didn't Alice tell you they were going shopping?"
"Oh..." she sighed, "No she forgot. Is anyone else home?"
"No..." I replied to her. "Emmett, Rose and Esme are out on a hunting trip, and Carlisle is busy at the hospital..."
"Oh... I'm sorry to hear that." she sighed, a soft wave of loneliness and pity washing over her.
"Its fine." I assured her, softly sending out a calm relaxing vibe. "I sometimes like just being by myself." Just then it started to softly rain, as I saw her shiver just slightly. "You can come in though if you'd like."
"Alright..." she smiled, hurrying in, accidentally brushing against me on the way, a soft shudder ran through my body. "Oh sorry..." she quickly apologized, as I could hear a blush coming over her cheeks.
"No problem lil' lady." I replied a small smile spreading across my lips, as I turned around. "You uh... want something to eat or drink?" I replied, feeling a tad bit awkward asking.
"No I'm fine." she answered.
"How about I start the fire going in the family room then?" I suggested, as she nodded and followed me to the large open floor room. Going over to the fireplace, I struck a match and tossed it in, grabbing a log and nudging it in next to the other ones. After about a minute, and the fire was good and burning, I moved over to the couch, sitting on the far left of the couch to give Bella her space. "You warming up?"
"Huh?" she suddenly said seeming to have been deep in thought.
"The fire." I continued. "Is it warming you up?"
"Oh haha..." she laughed. "Yeah, thanks for asking." Glancing, I noticed that my Kindle was on her side of the couch. Moving one foot up to rest on the couch, I scooted just a bit towards her. As I reached across toward my Kindle, I saw her look at me suddenly.
"Would you mind handing me my Kindle?" I asked pointing it out.
"Sure..." she answered happiness coming off her. As she handed it, I took in a soft breath, as I quickly bit my lip, hoping she wouldn't notice. Whether it was just because she was sitting Indian style or perhaps the fact that her body was missing Edward there was no mistaking the smell of female arousal that filled my nostrils. Glad that I had my knee up, I hoped that she didn't notice the surprise on my face. However, as she handed me my Kindle, her hand just barely brushed against mine as she shivered and quickly pulled away, nervousness rushing out of her. But, was she nervous because she sensed I was aroused or because she realized I must realize she was?
Resisting the urge to breathe in through my nose again, my body began softly shaking, as I pulled a blanket off the couch despite the fact that I didn't really need it. Recently, since me and Alice were having a lot of finals coming up, she had insisted that we didn't do anything, even kissing, until after graduation, so that neither of us would be distracted and thinking about sex during finals. However, do to her not putting out for now a good month and a half, my body would react to nearly any girl.
It also didn't help that Edward, the only virgin Cullen, had the hots for Bella and whenever Bella was not with him he was worse than a bitch in heat. Since Emmett and Rosalie did it at least 3 times a week, they never got too horny, let alone to the degree Edward gets. Now don't get me wrong, I don't blame him, Bella was quite pretty. Soft delicate skin, emotion filled brown eyes that matched her hair color, not to short, not to tall. Not to mention her smell. True, her blood didn't sing to me the way it did for Ed, but her soft sweet smell still tempted me, especially due to the fact that she was always hanging with us, always in close proximity, always teasing the monster in me with her delicate smell.
Remembering I had my Kindle in hand however, I turned it back on as I resumed where I had been before she came over. Clicking on arctic wolf, I was greeted with a picture of Arctic wolf paw prints as I clicked on Range to see where they were located. As expected, the map was colored orange all near the top of Alaska and northern Canada. Pressing next, it moved to coyote as a small smile spread across my lips. When I had first changed to the "vegetarian" diet while traveling with Alice, we had had ourselves plenty of coyotes, so whenever I heard coyote it would bring back memories. Another nice thing about coyotes is they live all over the United States, all the way into Southern Canada and up to the lower parts of Alaska. Getting tired of dogs, I went back and, this time, clicked on Felidae, proceeding to click on jaguar. 'Love me some carnivores...' I thought to myself. Clicking on range however, I noticed they were located only in the deep south and Mexico. Those had also been one of the first few animals I had drank when changing my diet.
"What are you looking at so intently?" Bella inquired as I took just the slightest whiff and was pleased to see that there was hardly any trace of arousal left in the air.
"An app Alice downloaded for me..." I smiled. "It lists all the mammals in North America."
"Can I see?"
"Alright." I answered, as I scooted slightly towards her. "What mammal are you interested in?"
"Mountain lion." she eagerly said as I rolled my eyes. Figures she would say that. That just so happened to be Edward's favorite animal to hunt. Going down one, we both saw a picture of a mountain lion perched upon a high branch on a barren tree, as I clicked on range. All of the west coast of the U.S. and a few small places in Louisiana and Florida. Going back to the main screen, she went back to where she had been as I flipped through other apps Alice had downloaded. Clicking on books, and not seeing many aside from the Oxford Dictionary, I placed it down onto the table. Glancing over, I noticed that, not only was she closer to me, but she was staring quite intently at what seemed like my neck. Curiosity streamed out of her.
"The scars are from fighting newborns." I explained.
"Can I get a better look at them?" she inquired, softly holding her wrist.
"If you want." I answered, rolling up my sleeves to show them. Instead of stopping and checking out my arms however, she went instantly to my neck, running her hand along where my pulse would be if I were alive. 'Good lord...' I thought to myself. 'Her skin is so soft.' Softly grabbing her wrist, I turned it over to look at her own scar, made by James. Bringing it up to get a better look at it, I ran my finger over it, the scar feeling rough against her soft petal thin skin. Curiosity getting the better of me, I lifted it up to my lips and, taking a soft breath in, kissed the scar. The marking... It almost smelled like one of us.
"Ugly isn't it..." she replied, glancing to down.
"No." I harshly answered. I cupped her chin and moved it up so her eyes were looking into mine "Nothing on you is ugly... I just wish these marks hadn't been made by that filth."
Timidness came off of her and I became even more curious. Taking a deeper breath, I noticed the familiar aroused smell from before and unable to stop myself, my lips came up to press against hers. Warmth radiated off her body and into my own. It didn't even take a nudge to have her lay down on the couch. My hands, slowly began running along her sides, as a shiver ran through her, as I felt her tongue trying to get into my mouth. Opening it, her warm tongue quickly began playing with my own. Taking my hands, I then began running them down her sides and along her slender thighs, a shudder coming from her. Pulling away, I quickly moved as far away from her on the couch as possible. What the hell had I just done? Damn it Ed was really going to kill me now.
"I'm sorry..." I said shaken. "You... you're with Edward."
"No." she said staring at me. "Its alright."
"Bella, I just made out with you." I plainly said.
"And did I push you away?" she inquired.
"You are human!" I exclaimed. "You couldn't have fought me even if you wanted to."
"Whether I could or not wasn't my question." she said. "Did I push you away?"
"No."
"Please Jasper..." she pleaded, moving towards me. "Edward... he cares about me but... the farthest we've gone is simply kissing. I don't want to do anything with Jacob because he'd be a jerk about it after. Doing anything with Carlisle would just feel gross, and Emmett is way too strong."
"And what makes you think I'm not as strong as him?" I ask, trying to dissuade both of us. "How do you know I'm not used to being rough?" Of course I wasn't, I enjoyed going slow and steady with Alice, but that really wouldn't help my argument. However I stopped for a moment when I heard her begin to giggle.
"Jasper... I know you're not like that." a blushed creeped across her cheeks. "Alice... she's talked a little about you..." God, if I were alive, I'd be blushing just as much as Bella was. Alice talked about the two of us? How much did she tell? As if reading my thoughts she continued. "She's told me about how you enjoy taking your time, how you love teasing with your ability to control emotions. She explained how you made ever cell in her body want you." 'God! One more word and I'll rip both of our clothes off, rush up to my room, and show her first hand what I can do.' I thought to myself. 'Forgive me Alice...' was my last thought before I wrapped my arms around her and halted her words with my own lips. She was so small... So fragile. I slid a hand under the back of her shirt, feeling her warm skin against my hands. Scooping her up into my arms, I was up in my room in a matter of seconds. My lips, which had been clenched together, softened as I felt her tongue try and get in. Moving so that I was laying over top her on my bed, I took my hands out of her shirt and into her hair, running my fingers through it. Suddenly however, I heard her heart begin beating erratically. What was going on? Was she getting nervous? Changing her mind? Pulling away, I let go of her and sprung back to the foot of the bed. "Is everything alright Bella?" I asked nervously.
"Air." she gasped out of breath. "You don't breathe... I... do..." Pausing a minute or so, I allowed her to get enough air and think clearly.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked once her heartbeat was normal.
"Yes." she answered with confidence. Nodding my head, I began crawling up the bed towards her, a small smirk on my face. I wonder if a human girl tastes different from a vampire one? Taking a deep breathe in through my nose, my nostrils were yet again overwhelmed with the smell of sweet female arousal.
Once I had finally made it up to her face, I leaned in close to her ear whispering "You smell delicious. And I'm not talking about here..." I then leaned down and, mustering all the control I had, ran my tongue along her oh so tempting pulse. Dear God... Everything in me told me to take my teeth and sink them deep into her soft delicate neck. Quickly bring my wrist up I sunk my teeth into my own skin, as she stared at me. "I"m talking about here..." I spread her legs apart and gently rocked my hips into hers. Becoming slightly calmer, I pressed my lips hard against hers, a tiny bit of venom still in my mouth. Pushing her tongue in, I took the moment to savor the new taste. Everything about her felt warmer. Her lips, her mouth, her skin, her tongue. A soft moan slipped my lips as my mind wondered if yet another part of hers was warm. Remembering she needed to breathe, I pulled away and again going to her ear, whispered "This is your last chance to back out. You are essentially teasing both my dangerous sides." Assurance and excitement radiated off her. "As you wish milady." I replied, drawing out my southern accent. The excitement I had felt from her moments ago quickly changed to arousal as I ran my hand down her sides, to her curvy hips, then holding her hips close to me, flipping us over, allowing her to be on top. Pulling her down, bringing her ear close to my lips I whispered "If you want me on top later I'd gladly oblige. But for my first time with you I want to start cowgirl style." Feeling her cheeks and legs tighten up a wave of arousal came off her, as I smirked. Pulling back, I look at her face, straight into her eyes. "You like when I use my southern drawl?" I leered, letting a bit of my lust pour out into her. Her body suddenly stiffened up, her eyes becoming glazed over with desire. Was it really taking that much affect on her? Such a small amount? I couldn't tell if it was because she had been so physically deprived, or because of her human nature. "How far has Ed gotten with you?" I asked, pulling back the lust just enough to let her speak.
"Just really passionate kissing." she answered, getting somewhat embarrassed.
"No. None of that Bella." I quickly said. "Don't be embarrassed. I like that you're so inexperienced. It'll make every little thing I do that much more fun."
Placing my hands on her hips, I slowly slipped my fingers under her shirt, watching her eyes flutter shut. Sliding my hands a little bit more up her sides, I felt her body begin to tremble as my hands glided higher and higher up her sides, slowly sliding inward as well. A soft whimper escaped her lips as I came just below her breasts, my fingers softly stroking the bottom of her bra. Moving them up the last few inches, I cupped her soft breasts, fondling and massaging them. Soft little moans began streaming from her mouth as the strain in my pants began even harder. The side of me that was used to being with Alice told me to rip her shirt right off, as well as her bra, and suck, nip, and bite on her quickly hardening nipples. But this wasn't Alice, this was Bella. Human Bella. Sliding her shirt up and off, I saw just how nice and round her breasts really were. Reaching behind her, I unclasped her bra, as her breasts poured out. God was she pretty... A groan was all I could muster to come out of my mouth, my mind beyond words. As if wanted to feed my desire, a huge blush crept across her cheeks. Her modesty at a moment like this just drives me crazy.
Tilting my head up, I gently moved my tongue out to touch the very tip of her hard bud. Her skin tasted so sweet. Softly sucking it into my mouth, I heard yet another moan escape her lips, her mouth falling open. Circling my tongue around her nipple, she continued to moan, as my hands grabbed her hips and my hips began pumping against hers.
"Please Jasper..." she whimpered. Taking a deep breathe in, I nearly lost myself. The mix between her emotion, blood, and raw scent was driving every bit of me wild.
"What do you want?" I asked her, pulling away from her breasts. A mix between a whimper and a moan was her response as she pressed her hips down onto mine. A dark chuckle escaped my lips. "Not yet love..." Moving my free hands down her sides, I traced soft circles into her sides, just barely going past the elastic of her underwear. Despite how tempting it was to give in to her demands, I always enjoyed being the one with more control. I enjoyed controlling others emotions in situations like this. The only problem seemed to be the more Bella was losing control, the more control I lost seeing her lose control. And I wasn't even controlling her emotions right now. I took a breath in to get yet another whiff of her arousal, as my entire body shuddered and I'm sure she could feel the bulge beneath her hips.
"I can understand how Ed is so wound up whenever you leave." I spoke. "I've never been this close to an aroused human girl." Taking another smell, I held her hips and rocked against her. "Oh the things I want to try with you..." Finishing talking, my lips once again attached to her left nipple, as I circled my tongue around it and flicked my tongue against it, mimicking what I'd later like to do to another little bud of hers. Moving one hand down a bit more I cupped the junction between her legs through her pants. Staring into her eyes, I saw them flutter shut as she pressed her hips down on my hand and ground against it. Pulling my head away from her breasts, she kissed me passionately on the lips, as her tongue fought with mine for dominance. Wrapping her arms under my shoulders, she rolled us over, allowing me to be on top. Her legs quickly wrapped around my waist as she fumbled to unbutton my shirt. Unbuttoning it myself at lightning speed, I tossed it to the side as she froze and turned bright red.
"Like what you see?" I chuckled. She wordlessly answered me with a nod as her hands ran along my muscular abdomen. The feel of her warm skin against mine felt amazing. As her hands drifted lower, past my belly button, my breaths became short and quick. A small smirk seemed to appear on her face, as she twirled her fingers around my happy trail, excitement and cockiness radiating off her. So that's how she wanted to play. Placing my hands on her hips, I allowed the arousal that was burning in my body pour into her as well. Her body froze up. Her eyes dilated. Her mouth loosely opened. And then her body began moving against mine. Time to really have some fun with her. Suddenly though, her hands grabbed mine, as she tried to slip my hand into her pants. When that didn't work though, she began slipping her own hands in. Quickly snatching her wrists, I held both above her head. Additionally, I peeled her legs off of me, pinning them down with my legs. Continuing to let lust pour into her, she began softly moaning as she squirmed beneath me.
"Jasper..." she moaned, looking me in the eyes.
"What milady?" I asked, feeling a tad bit sorry.
"I want you..." she whimpered. "In me."
"As you wish." I answered. Unbuttoning the button to her jeans, her eyes fluttered shut. Hooking my fingers into her underwear, I pulled down her underwear and jeans in one movement. I didn't even need to breathe to have the smell of her arousal fill my nose. Moving my hand up, I cupped her shaven core, as my fingers softly spread her lower lips and felt her slick warm entrance. A deep guttural moan came out of me as her body shuddered.
"Dear God..." I breathed into her ear. "You're so wet. Do I really turn you on that much?" I heard her softly murmur "mhm." Slipping a single finger in, I desperately resisted the urge to either sink my teeth into her neck or take my finger out and replace it with my hard and ready shaft and bring her to climax over and over and over. I surely was not going to turn her and, before I deflowered her, I wanted to bring her over the edge every possible way. Sliding my thumb up to the top of her entrance, I began tracing my nail around her swollen clit, as her hands grabbed onto my arms and her legs clamped tight together. Lightening up the pressure just slightly I looked gently at her face. Her eyes were softly shut and her lips were making a soft "o," as my lips came down to press against hers. Her hands ran up my chest, around my shoulders, and into my dirty blonde hair, as she pulled me in deeper, rocking her hips against my hand. Going a bit deeper with my finger, I suddenly felt a little bundle inside her as she moaned into my mouth. Pumping a bit faster, making sure to brush against that spot every now and then, she pulled away as she leaned in close to my ear.
"More." was all she said, but it was all I needed to hear. Slipping a second finger in, I began increasing pressure on her clit, additionally increasing speed and making sure to hit her inner sweet spot at the same time as well. And that's when I felt it radiating off her. The build up. I'd know those tell tale emotions anywhere from how many times I'd brought Alice over the edge. That, plus Bella's tight virgin walls pulsing against my fingers confirmed that she was close. Soft needy moans escaped her lips as she seemed to be trying to say something but couldn't.
"I know you're close Bella..." I whispered into her ear. "If that's what you are trying to tell me. Just relax and enjoy this. There's going to be a lot more where that came from." With that, she went over the edge, her back arching up and off the bed. Quickly bringing my hand up to my mouth, I bit down as hard as I could into my flesh, . As she began to come down, her arms wrapped around me and pulled me down on top of her. Rolling us over so that my body wouldn't crush her, I wrapped my arms around her. Extreme happiness radiated off her. Unable to resist, I moved my hands down to cup her cheeks, always having a weakness for the "badonka donks" as they'd say in the South. Her tone cheeks tightened up, most likely due to the cold feel of my hands. Radiating excitement and cockiness into her, I rolled us back over, pulling away to look into her face with a smirk.
Leaning in close to her ear, I whispered "This is what I've been waiting for ever since we started..." Giving her a soft kiss on the lips, I pulled a handkerchief out of my jeans pocket, as she gave me a confused look. "Do you trust me?" I asked folding the handkerchief in halves. She nodded confidently. "Please just trust me on this. This is going to be really fun." Taking the handkerchief, I tied it around her eyes, as I got off the bed and went to the edge of it. Stopping for just a moment to admire her in all her naked beauty, I told her to spread her legs, as she obediently did so. Climbing back onto the bed, I made sure to be as light as possible, not giving away my location. Moving up so that I was right between her legs, I grabbed a pillow from the head of the bed and propped it under her butt, lifting her hips just a bit. Breathing in I licked my lips in anticipation, as the question I had asked myself earlier was about to be answered. Starting at her breasts, I began softly kissing down her tone abdomen, as she shivered and balled up the mattress just a bit. Pulling away, I spread her legs even wider, Placing my elbows under her legs to make her think they were my knees. "You ready?" I asked, making sure not to breathe on her core. She nodded with a 'mhm' and I smiled oh so deviously. Her lips, which were already starting to spread for me, were the first things I sucked into my mouth as a high wet moan burst from her mouth. Grabbing her cheeks, I spread her lower lips with my tongue, as I lapped up the remaining juices from her previous orgasm.
"Oh..." she moaned into the air. Moving my fingers to her entrance, I got them wet with her juices, as I rubbed them against her perineum. Spreading her apart, I softly slipped my tongue inside her core, the taste of it absolutely amazing. Softly sucking against her entrance, I then proceeded to slide my tongue up and circle it around her clit. As I expected, she pulled away slightly, as Alice had similarly done when we first were starting out dating. I licked the hood of the clit and gently around it, making sure not to directly touch it. When she began whimpering and moaning, I knew it was alright to go a little farther. Pressing on the hood, her clit came out, as I flicked my tongue against it. A deeper moan came out of her mouth. Making sure to be careful, I oh so softly ran my teeth against her sensitive flesh. "Faster." she ordered. Sucking her clit between my lips, I flicked at it at lightning fast speeds, as her hands came down to grab my head and push me deeper between her legs. Her legs moved together as she placed her feet on my back, her head falling back in pure ecstasy. Taking my tongue and swirling it around, I slipped a finger into her sheath, pumping hard and fast. This time there didn't even seem to be that much of a build before she came crashing over the edge yet again. Climbing back up her body, I took off her blindfold as she stared me in the eyes. Resting my head on her bare chest, I listened to her pumping heart. Perhaps that was why Ed wanted to keep her human. And then I froze. A soft purring car was pulling up the drive. I knew it was a Porsche. Leaping up and out of bed, I began thinking about school. Hmmm... what class did I have homework in? Did I have any history homework, no?
"Ed. Pulling up." I said as quickly as I could to her. I quickly put on my shirt and tried to think about homework again. The car just increased speed. A lot. Uh... uh... Graduation. School. Hunting. I should go hunting. "I think I'm going to go hunting Bella..." I quickly said.
"No." she pleaded. "Please don't leave me here for Alice and Edward to find me."
Closing my eyes in fear, I bit my lip. I couldn't leave Bella here all by herself, but I didn't feel like facing Edward either. And the car just drove even faster. I'm sure Alice just about now is having a vision of me telling her and Ed.And Ed also probably saw the vision in her mind.
"Jasper..." I heard Bella say from behind me, putting the last bit of clothing on. "I know you love Alice... But I love you. And I want to be with you more than just this one time." Did she really just say that? As much as I hated to admit it, hearing that made me really happy.
"The car just pulled into the garage." I said. "You ready for this?"
A/N: Well... What do you guys think? And should I make this a series?