He pushed Saaya off of him and looked around frantically, hoping she didn't see.
But she did.
There, in the middle of the restaurant was Hoshina Utau, and she looked like she was about to kill.
'Shit'
Bang!
Bang!
Bang!
Amu winced as each stall door in the washroom slammed as Utau kicked at them. She has never seen her friend this angry before.
"I'm an idiot!" She yelled. "He says one thing and does another! He's a hypocrite and I'm an idiot!"
"Your not an idiot Utau," Amu told her.
"I should of known," Utau went on, ignoring Amu. She leaned against the wall, her right hand in her bangs that covered her eyes. "He's always been a playboy, worse than Ikuto. At least you know Ikuto loves you but Kukai…he's never given a damn about me."
"That's not true," Amu touched her arm lightly. Her cheeks were a bit red from the Ikuto comment but her eyes showed sadness and concern for her friend. "Kukai's always cared about you."
"Than why did he cheat on me? Twice?"
"What the hell Saaya?" Kukai said through gritted teeth to the red haired girl. After Amu went after Utau, who disappeared into the crowd, Kukai pulled Saaya outside to talk to her.
Saaya flipped her hair over her shoulder, crossing her arms across her chest.
"You're here with me Kukai. Not her," she said with narrowed eyes. "Besides she broke up with you-"
"Because of you!" Kukai snapped.
"Your as guilty as I am!" Saaya snapped back. Her eyes started watering slightly but she ignored it. "It's your fault too! You lead me on-"
"No I didn't, you knew I was with Utau-"
"And you knew I've liked you since we were in elementary school!" Kukai didn't to say anything. It was true, he did know that Saaya had liked him for a long time, but he always thought she was annoying.
'Utau's right I am a jerk' he thought. Music started playing but he ignored it. At least, until he regonized who was singing and looked at the stage to see Utau singing.
(So Done, Jeannie Ortega)
Damn I never thoughtI'd say what
I'm about to say
Didn't want anyone
But I met you and the whole thing changed (yeah)
All the things you said had me hopin'
That your game was true.
(yeah)
Got to comfortable didn't see the real side of you
And I was sorriest even with your best
This is ain't gonna work no was I waiting for
Some of the people in the restaurant actually looked exited, for it was rare for Utau to sing a sad song.I
'm so done
And there's nothing you can do
I'm better off without you
There will be no second chances
Taking you back
Cause I'm over that.
So done
Even from where he was standing he could tell her eyes seemed brighter from tears threatening to fall.
Nothing you say can change my mind
Don't even waste your time
Truth is you took me for granted
You know I really had it.
I'm so done
Now don't come around
With promises that don't exist
Cause heard it all before
And your sorrys ain't fixing this (no)
Held on for so long
Cause I didn't want to let you go
Thinking you really cared (you really cared)
And that time would let it show
And I was sorriest even with your best
This is ain't gonna work no was I waiting for
I'm so doneAnd there's nothing you can do
I'm better off without you
There will be no second chances
Taking you backCause I'm over that.
So done
Nothing you say can change my mind
Don't even waste your time
Truth is you took me for granted
You know I really had it.
I'm so done
Her eyes trailed around the room until they landed on him.
Maybe I was stupid
Thinking you could handle this
I was devil counted on you for my happiness (yeah)
I had to realize I didn't see it until now
Been a fool needing you, now I'm breaking up
So I'm gonna keep pressin' on
I'm so done (oohh)I'm so done
And there's nothing you can do
I'm better off without you
There will be no second chances
Taking you backCause I'm over that.
So doneNothing you say can change my mind
Don't even waste your timeTruth is you took me for granted
You know I really had it.
"Utau…" Kukai muttered under his breath. He was going to go walk over to her but someone beat him too it.
Josh helped her down the stage and with an arm wrapped around her shoulders, lead her outside.
"You gonna be okay?"
"Yeah."
Josh gave her a doubtful look at her clipped tone but didn't argue. He knew she was lying, but he knew her pride made her do it. He brought her out here so she would have some privacy for when she started crying, like she clearly wanted to on the stage, but in the end she didn't shed even one tear and a part of him respected her for it.
"What do you wanna do?" He asked, sitting beside her on the step. She didn't answer right away. She fiddled her necklace, her eyes glazed over with thought.
"I want to do a lot of things," She finally said. "But none of them will change anything. So for now, I'll settle with forgetting my Ex is here, and have fun with my friends."
"You make it sound so easy," he said before he could stop himself. She glanced sideways at him, her amethyst eyes narrowed slightly.
"Of course it's not easy. Relationships are hard. It's harder for me because of who I am. Kukai isn't the first guy whose done this to me." She focused her gaze forward, but not before Josh saw the sad look in them. He's seen that look before. It's the look she gets when she talks about her mother; Sadness. Regret. Disappointment. "Did I think he was different and that it would work out? Yeah. But this just proves nothing is ever certain. One day I'll find a guy who understands my career makes me travel a lot, and he can handle it and won't hurt me because he can't control himself."
Josh lifted an eyebrow, leaning back so his arms supported him. "I'll admit, your really mature for a Sixteen-Year-Old. Hell, you were mature when you were Fourteen. But you see, that only works in theory. In reality, when your in love with someone and they hurt you, it kills you inside. Especially when they do it more then once."
"Wow, you almost sounded smart there," The blonde chuckled.
"Hey, your forgetting I graduated a semester early," Josh said, glad to see she had a small smile now. It wasn't compared to her usual one, but it was a start.
"Don't worry, you'll get through this," He put his around her shoulders, pulled her against him so he could kiss the top of her head.
"I hate it when you do that," Utau rubbed the spot on her head. "If Mary finds out you do that all the time, your in deep shit."
"Hey, what Mar-Mar doesn't know," Josh shrugged, smirking. Utau rolled her eyes before shoving him away from here.
"Two-Timer."
"Only with you Sweetie."
"You're worse than Ikuto, you know that?"
"Thank you, I take that as a compliment."
"It's an insult. Ikuto doesn't cheat when he's in a relationship."
"I don't think of our thing as cheating, I think of it as experimenting."
"Experimenting! HA!" Utau snorted, shaking her head. "Well, we have been at this for a year."
"Exactly. Why stop something that works?"
"True."
Laughing, the two didn't notice that the figure standing in the door way, watching them with clenched fists.
A/N: I'll admit, I sorta forgot about this story. But I'm getting back into it since I've sorted out how I want it to turn out now.
So in this chapter we found out Kukai's cheated on Utau more then once, She's had promblems with relationships before and she and Josh have what sounds like a Fling going on, and someone was watching them. Can you guess who?
More songs in the next chap, promise!