Chapter 37
"How can you blame me? If that's how you've felt then excuse me, but you didn't have to take it either."
"Do you hear yourself? It's not that simple Alice. Not with you."
"Fine, go on psychologically attacking me!"
"Isn't that what you've always done to me?"
"It's different! I've only ever wanted what's best for you!"
"Yes and so do I. But our views are different Ali! Can't you respect that?"
"I don't know how any of this has anything to do with me." The tears were about to be spilled, hearing those words was a bit harsh.
Desperation tugged at Bella's chest. How could her friend not understand that her decisions where always influenced by her. "Remember that time when I told you I wanted to do highlights in my hair? What did you say to me Alice?"
"Aren't we getting out of our theme of discussion here?"
"Just answer the damn question."
"I said you didn't need them, you had naturally beautiful hair."
"And what's wrong with doing something different?"
"It just wouldn't be you! You would change and it might not look good on you and what if you wanted to change it back and it never went to what it was? I just wanted to avoid the whole trouble."
"You should have let me do it. And lie to me when I disliked it. Tell me it wasn't that bad. But you know what I did instead? I dyed my hair pink and didn't tell you."
"Why would you do that? Why didn't I notice?" Dread colored Alice's face.
"I was away. Now that I think about it, maybe it was sort of a rebellious state. I am my own person and sometimes I like to feel I have the control over my own life."
"I'm tired. It's better if we discuss this later." Alice couldn't take it anymore. It hurt to think someone you cared so deeply for thought bad of you. Even if it didn't seem like it, she always had good intentions for her loved ones.
I swear it's not going to get too angst-y and over-dramatic... but we need to spice this up a bit ;)
(talk to me please) :( I've missed you bossy, crazy, dramatic, cute and lovely people!