Title: All Roads Led to You 11/?
Author: Forsaken2003
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I own none, all belong to Joss Whedon
Comments: Always welcomed!
Summary: After a demon kills his sister Spike takes him out. He isn't prepared for the outcome.
Warnings/Spoilers: Series never happened
Beta'd by: Unbeta'd

Prompt #367 from Tamingthemuse- Possession

Note: From now on most of my Tamingthemuse stories will be named as the challenge.

If Spike could have blushed he'd have been as red as Xander. There were times when he forgot that Xander wasn't like other guys. He didn't know about sex or what it meant to be hard. Spike never thought he'd have to give the birds and the bees' speech. He was going to fuck this up so bad and end up scarring Xander for life. "Oh, Xander."

"It's something bad, isn't it?" Xander asked worriedly.

Spike snuggled Xander. "No. It's just I don't really know how to explain it. Did your parents ever tell you about the birds and the bees'?"

"Oh, yeah. What does that have to do with this though? I mean the birds and the bees' have to do with a man and a woman."

Spike banged his head against the headboard of the bed. Well at least Xander knew that bit, which helped Spike out. "That's true but it doesn't have to be men with women. It can be two men or even two women." Spike was not going to mention all the other possibilities.

Xander turned and looked at Spike with big eyes. "Two men can love each other?"

"Of course they can, pet," Spike reassured Xander wanting him to know whatever feeling he may feel for Spike were perfectly fine. Spike couldn't deny that he had feelings for the boy but it wouldn't have been fair to confuse Xander. "How do you feel about me?"

"I don't know. I mean, when you're around I get really happy. When you leave to go feed or talk to your minions it feels like a piece of me is missing. I feel like…" Xander stopped and ducked his head.

Spike needed to know what Xander felt. He nuzzled Xander's hair. "Tell me," he said encouragingly.

Taking a deep breath Xander looked up at Spike and said, "I think of you as mine. Only mine."

A huge smile spread over Spike's face. No one had ever wanted Spike before. Not as a human or vampire. "I think of you as only mine as well."

They sat there silently both with their own thoughts. Xander broke the silence first. "What do we do now?"

That was the million dollar question.

"I think we go out to a movie." Spike saw Xander open his mouth to protest but he silenced him with a gentle kiss. "It'll be fine. I'll protect you."

Hesitantly Xander nodded. He trusted Spike; he just didn't trust anyone else. "What about…" He blushed as he indicated his penis.

"When you think you're ready know about how to deal with… that. We'll watch some videos together. Okay?" Spike asked. He prayed that videos would be the least embarrassing way. They could watch it together and he'd be there for any questions Xander may have. Again he worried about scarring Xander.

Xander nodded though he didn't understand why there would be movies on something like this. Deciding to change the subject for now Xander spoke. "When are we going to see a movie?"

"Whenever you'd like to." Spike ran his finger over Xander's bottom lip. He wanted to kiss him again but thought better of it. "Pacific Rim might be something you'll like. I know how you love sci-fi stuff."

"I haven't been to the movies since I was ten," Xander told Spike. "I love how the entire theater smells like popcorn. Can we have popcorn?"

Spike smiled. "You can have whatever you want, pet."