So first of all I am soo sorry it took me this long to post the next chapter. Thank you to all the people who wrote me sweet letters begging me , even threatening me into continuing this story. I just wanted to let you know that I never gave up with this story. I have a lot of good things in mind trust me this story is nowhere close to being over. So the reason for this long absence ? Well it seems that fate had it out for me the last month. First I was swamped with midterms and double shifts at work. After that I got a nasty tooth infection which kept me in bed for a few days. After that I came down with a nasty case of the flu. I was in no mood to write. Now that Im all better I promise to update often. I feel like I walked out of a cloud of fog and into the sun! I'm back again and so please be expecting a new chp about every 2-3 days. Also please review they mean more to me than you know!

" I love you" is what you told me

Before we promised we would be together

You still have my heart

Oh how I miss your tender embrace

Im here all alone

Wondering what Ive done wrong

Watching my whole life before my eyes

And feeling the cruel world crash down on me

Cant you see what pain you've caused?

Cant you see I'm dying…

Lilly

The sun was high in the sky and pouring in brightly through the small bedroom window. It must be close to noon . I wasn't sure how long I slept but I felt well rested. I awoke about twenty minutes earlier to the smell of bacon wafting down the short hallway. I could hear Jake and Billy in the kitchen. Geez why am I always the last one up? Billy must think I always sleep in late.

After spending a few minutes buried underneath Jake's white sheets, completely engulfed in his smell, I stumbled out of bed and headed for the bathroom. I was still in Jake's worn out t-shirt, so I quickly tiptoed to the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I was pleasantly surprised to find a fresh towel and even a disposable toothbrush waiting for me on the small bathroom sink. Jake is so sweet thinking of small things like this. I slipped of the t-shirt and underwear and climbed into the shower, adjusting the water temperature to hot. The warm water felt amazing sliding down my back. I closed my eyes and stood like that for a few minutes, relaxing and trying to clear my head. I still couldn't get the feel of Jake's breath on my neck out of my head. His big hands, which undoubtedly possessed so much strength, were excruciatingly tender sliding up my bare shoulders. Then, I remembered squeezing his knee and even moaning at his soft barely there kiss. I opened my eyes and ran a hand across my face. The way my body responded to his touch last night was completely involuntary . My body pulsated around him, following the movement of his hands and lips as if it was connected to them by invisible strings.

Oh yeahh Jacob also practically saw me in my underwear last night. How embarassing. I hope he wont bring it up and make any smart ass comments about it. Especially in front of Billy. The last memory jarred me out of my daydreaming and I briskly scrubbed my body with an unscented soap, most likely Jake's, and jumped out of the shower. I quickly dressed into what I wore last night, the clothes smelling faintly of bonfire and Jake, and then made my way towards the kitchen.

" Morning Billy. Hey Jake, " I slid into a kitchen chair and smiled sweetly at Billy.

He returned my smile with a bright smile of his own," hello, Bella it's wonderful to see you again. "

" Thanks Billy. It's nice to hear that. I was a little worried about being a nuisance. After all it's the second time I'm sleeping over this week, " I shrugged and dove into the full plate of food which seemed to have materialized in front of me.

It was obvious Jake wanted to scold me or at least say something , most likely about me thinking I was being a pest in their home, but his mouth full of food and Billy prevented him.

" Isabella, " Billy began. He was using his deep tribal voice, the one meant to be taken seriously.

" You were never, nor ever will be a nuisance to me or Jacob. You are welcome at this house whenever and as often as you like. I mean that Bella. You can stay the night whenever you wish. Now, Charlie might not be…"

" Oh crap!" the fork I was using slipped out of my hands but Jake's fast reflexes prevented it from falling to the ground. " I am gonna be in so much trouble. Charlie is going to be mad that I never came home last night. He must be so worried." Out of the corner of my eye I caught both Billy and Jacob rolling their eyes.

" It's alright Bella," Jake mumbled in between bites, " my dad already talked to Charlie."

I looked at Billy questionably. He nodded, " I called him first thing this morning. Can't say he was happy about you not coming home and no phone call, but after reassuring him you were safe and sleeping alone" he looked over at Jacob pointedly and I blushed, " he calmed down considerably."

" Thanks Billy. You're a lifesaver."

" Mmhmm."

" Anyways Jake and I are both coming over this evening. " I raised my eyebrows, confused and looked over at Jake. He just grinned at me, piece of bacon sticking out of his mouth. Was there something Billy wasn't telling me? Was I in more trouble than he just lead on?

" There's a big game on tonight, " Billy finally said. Ah.

I got up to wash my plate. " Jake I should really get going home. I'm gonna go back to the bonfire and see if my Fork's friends are still there. If anything I can catch a ride with them." I knew we needed to talk about last night but I needed some time to gather my thoughts.

He leaned against the kitchen counter and watched me clean my plate. " I don't mind driving you home Bells, but we can go check on your friends if you want."

" Bella! There you are we were worried about you, " Lauren drawled while checking Jacob out. She was such a bad liar. I tried to quickly squash the jealousy that rose up in me at seeing her lick her lips while staring at my best friend. I didn't want her or Jake seeing it. Lauren's focus shifted to me after Jacob went over to help Mike pack up our belongings into the van. It looked like Mike's three friends left already. Thank God. I didn't need Jacob becoming angry with Tom again.

Jessica and Lauren were blatantly appraising my face and appearance. They didn't miss the fact that I was freshly showered.

Lauren's eyes locked with mine and she half smiled, " I knew it. Someone looks well rested. I see you couldn't hold his interest all night. Shame." I rolled my eyes at both of them and walked towards Mike's van. I wouldn't let their bitchy comments ruin my good mood. The doors to the van slid open and I saw Ben and Angela sitting in the back seat waving at me.

" Hey Bella!" Angela sung out cheerfully. I almost fell on top of Ben when she grabbed my shoulder and pulled me into the van unexpectedly. " I have to tell you something later okay?" I could detect a hint of anger in her voice. I just nodded but couldn't help wondering what's up.

" Alright gang, were ready to go!" yelled Mike. He was a little paler than usual. Must be a little hung over and in a hurry to get home. " Everyone in!" he ordered.

Once we were all settled in the car I rolled down the front passenger window and said goodbye to Jake.

I blushed when he leaned into the car and kissed my forehead. " I'll see you tonight, " he whispered against my skin. His warm breath shot goose bumps up and down my spine. His actions blurred the lines of our friendship more and more often. Way to go Jake. I knew we seriously needed to talk tonight.