enjoy the first chapter of her memorys!

Well...I Guess to really understand my final thoughts, you need to know more about my family and friends.

Well, first off, my Mom is great. She taught me alot of my magic (she used to be a S class mage!) and always encouraged me to try harder in her own way (aka she beat the shiz niz outta me if i didnt try.) and made like, the best pies ever. she was always a bit gloomy though, because of my Dad.

Dad was nice enough while I knew him, but her left when i was six. I never knew why until i was 10 and could understand the fact that he was dead, but i missed him alot, and Mom did too.

I also had one friend when i was younger, named Erik. He seemed decent enough, and fun enough (we both pranked the neighbors alot), but i stopped talking to him after he said my magic was freaky.

The only person I've honestly and truly 'loved' was named Elfman. I'm sure you know him; big, bulky guy, always going on about being a man, Mirajane's little brother? I never told him though. no idea why. just figured he liked evergreen and i didn't want things to get awkward. he sorta hated me up until a week before i died. I deserved it. I know i did.

The only other friend/father figure ive had was named Marco. You should know him too-romeos dad. He took me under his wing and vouched for me when i entered Fairy tail.

Overall, that was the only relationships of any kind ive had, really. sorta sad, isn't it? I'm disappointed in myself now. i could have had more if i didn't just push others away all the time. If i wasn't afraid of being hurt by others.