I watch as the moonlight
sends a chill down your spine
as we are encircled in darkness
may our souls of black combine
a violent embrace
a ghoulish caress
while i gaze into your eyes
i see your heart is burning
burning
and then at this moment...
i....realize i burn for you as well
i crave the same feelings
and i cry the same song
i've yearned for a spirit much like yours
to calm my passions...to heal my wounds
i'll inhale your sweet scents of purity and ecstasy
to only exhale my thoughts
which were once my fears
i want you now more than ever
to hold a frail heart
to kiss away my death
to breathe into and again...
become lost in our body's of two
but our souls as one
it's the way i thought it to be
it's the depthness of my dreams
my way of righteousness
my reason for living......
I'm sorry it's been so long since my last update! * peeks from behind the couch* This chapter was originally part of a much longer one, but I decided to cut it and at least post something now before the rest of it is completed. I just didnt want to keep you guys waiting any longer. I know how it feels like. AubreeCullen this is for you! ( see your emails dont always delay the posting lol) Next lengthier chapter up in a few days! Please review or comment.
Jacob's POV
I close my eyes and try to focus on something mundane, non erotic, but with Bella breathing softly in my ear it's next to impossible. Images keep spinning through my head torturing me repeatedly, until I practically ache with need. Though I ache for her, my superhuman body has given me the gift of control over my hormones.
Her body is completely relaxed around mine. I draw her closer, straightening my arms to their full extent. I graze the backs of her thighs with my fingertips and groan. They are softer than silk. I want to run my hands up her thighs and cup her delectable perfect … god. I want to tear her shirt away from her body and feel her nipples press against my skin. I want to lick her lower lip and then suck it into my mouth. I need her skin, bare and perfect and satin and hot all around me. I need things I can't need, want things I can't have. I clench my fists so tightly, if there was anything in my hands it would have disintegrated from the force. I let out a shaky breath and force my body to relax as much as possible. I am just happy to be here, in this moment, holding her in my arms and enjoying the night.
Her body is cooler than mine, but still hot. Slowly, my fingertips trace up, along the bumps of her delicate spine. I trace my hands outwards and along the sharper bones of her shoulder blades and then dip below each one with a little more pressure. I'm rewarded with a tiny noise in the back of her throat and her sleeping form melts into mine even more. I feel like I'm on the brink of insanity.
" Easy Black." My voice still has a husky quality in it.
The sound that came out of my mouth when I heard her moan my name in her sleep could only be described as guttural. Her voice was the voice from my fantasies, but better. I instantly became so hard it was nearly painful. Right then and there, I decided to climb in through her window and say hi. I already knew she was awake and I also knew I would not last another day without seeing her beautiful face. I let out a shaky breath.
What I didn't know was that as soon as I enter her bedroom, I would be slammed with the smell of her arousal. Honey, vanilla, and an earthy sweet musk all combined together. It was completely Bella and it was now my new favorite scent. The second I smelled her I had to freeze and quickly collect myself. I was so terrified I would become hard as a rock and undoubtedly frighten her. That would have been a little more than awkward.
I skim my lips across her flushed cheek and plant a feather light kiss on the tip of her small nose. I close my eyes and pray I'll be able to get some sleep tonight.
The morning sun is coming out and I watch it sweep across the bed. Bella shifts slightly and I can't help but smile. Last night was the best night of my life.
Both her breathing and heart beat are changing and I know it's only minutes before she wakes. I hope she won't be too startled when she realizes she's draped all over me.
She shifts again and her eyelashes tickle my chest as she flutters them open. She's perfectly still for one, two, three seconds before I feel her blush sweep over her.
I know it's short Im sorry! U can yell at me in the reviews section!