Thank You Guys so much for reading hope you are enjoying up to this poing, this chapter is going to be one of the few chapters with Spencers POV hope you guys like it
Spencer's POV:
I took a deep breath, how was I supposed to know whether or not he was lying? Maybe this was just more of that bitches A's plan. I looked around the room trying to avoid eye contact as his story dre to an end. He finished and caught my eyes.
"Spener-" he said as if wondering if I was listening, I didn't know what to say. Should I slap him again or should I try to run? There was so much being thrown at me all at once.
"How do I know you're not lying?" I asked trying to hold back tears. I had been so good at not crying for the past 2 weeks, and after more than a month of crying at the a thing, that reminded me of him.
"Because I love you, I always have and always will," He answered. I used to be able to look in his eyes and know he was telling me the truth, but now well I don't believe anything anyones says without physical evidence, not even Emily, Hanna, and Aria.
"O sure! Just shut up and let me think for a minute," I retorted trying to be strong was a lot harder that it normally was being so close to him, part of me was saying 'he loves you, he loves you he risked his life to save you' while another was saying 'run, run, run he's gonna pull out a gun at any moment' but the majority of my brain was just simply saying 'hear him out you've heard his story now do you believe it?' I had no idea what to think anymore.
"I'll be back I'm gonna grab some blankets for you," He kindly stated as he walked out of the room.
At that moment I let the tears stream down my face not knowing how long he was going to be gone. I contemplated leaving I knew his loft like the back of my hand. Then I remembered the last part of his story how he said he had not been here for about 2 months he was staying somewhere else. I looked around, I stood up and went to look at his CDs if there was dust on them I knew he hadn't been here because he listens to a different one every night. Sure enough i wiped my finger across the top of the CDs and it was laced with dust. He was telling the truth he loved me he actually loved me he may have been A but this changed everything. I heard him say with a little panic when he walked into the room and I wasn't sitting on the couch
"Spencer are you still here?"
"Ya I am" what did I do know should I continue acting upset and see what he had to say. At that moment I felt a pain in my leg, Oh ya i remembered I just recently got my leg severed with a knife, how could I possibly forget
"Are you ok?" Toby rushed over to help me I guess my face gave it away before I could hide it.
"Ya, ya I'm fine."
"No you're not, here sit you said after I tell my story you'll let me fix you up, well," he said grabbing the wet rag
"Fine, proceed," I winced as he touched my wounds, I hadn't realized it but tears were streaming down my face.
"Spence- are you ok?" his voice was laced with worry
I let out a small laugh "Ya I'm fine."
"No you're not you're crying spencer please what's wrong?" He asked again
"Nothing, I'm just need to get going," I said knowing if I didn't leave soon I would give in to him, I had to get out before I did something stupid
"No, at least spend the night. I don't want you to go back out there because Mona or someone else could still be there."
"Well I don't feel very safe here so I don't think it matters. I'm going to go home and when my mom asks what happened, I'll tell I tripped on my run today." I replied grabbing my bag and walking out the door.
Right before I leave I hear him say,
"Stay safe, I love you Spencer." There was a mixture of sadness and worry in his voice.
"Goodnight Toby," was all i could conjure up to say before I left.
Hope you liked it. Comment any ideas for the next one, I plan on posting it on Saturday so be on the look out for it. I watched Tuesday's episode but I'm not planning on adding any of that stuff in this story, though I may write another fanfiction about that as well if I do I will post that late Saturday/early Sunday. Thanks so much Love you guys :D
