I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been
I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust by making memories of us
Hello my pretties. ( evil laugh) Well here it is- Part two of Into The Night. The response to the last chapter was overwhelming; I'm just glad you all liked it. Also, a warm hello to all my new subscribers.
Bella's POV
When Jake gently pulled me back against his warm chest my entire form immediately molded against him. It happened involuntarily and completely without thought. It was just my body's natural reaction to his closeness. My traitor body betrayed me. I was unsure of what to think of what was suddenly happening. My body was just dying to be close to him and it acted, completely on its own, as if it was attached to strings that he suddenly controlled.
When he was sure I wouldn't push him away, his hands tightened on my hips and he began to slowly sway to the rhythm of the music. My hips automatically moved with his. My heels meant there was less of a height difference between us, and he lowered his head and rested his chin on my right shoulder. Unsure of what to do with my hands, I placed them over his. I closed my eyes and focused on staying calm. Slowly, the noise and the crowd seemed to filter out and all I could hear were Jacob's shallow breaths in my ear. All I could focus on was how good his body felt pressed up against mine. My hands moved above my head of their own accord, and slowly, my fingertips dragged along his neck, before my hands fisted in the back of his hair roughly. I felt him shudder and slowly slide his hands around my torso, somehow pulling me into him even closer. The energy between us was beyond magnetic. I could almost taste it in the air around us. I opened my eyes lazily and looked around. Yes, we were still clubbing and there was still a mob of people around us. I registered that Leah and Emily were no longer dancing around us.
Although my body was officially a traitor, some small part of my brain was still screaming at me to abort. I think it was the part connected to my heart. My heart must be desperately trying to protect itself from possibly getting shattered again. It must know it won't survive it again. Oh God, it's already too late. There is no way I will survive Jacob imprinting on some girl.
A single loud sob escaped my lips before I could stop myself. Jacob immediately froze and spun me around so I was facing him.
" Bella?"
I just shook my head, my eyes pleading for him to just let it go. I attempted to get close to him again, but he gently tightened his hands around my arms, stopping me.
" Did I do something wrong?"
I don't think I have ever seen his eyes so intense. It was like he was desperately trying, praying, he could read my mind.
" No Jake, " I wailed and with all my strength threw myself at him hoping he would let me get close to him. He did. I slammed into his chest and quickly wrapped my fingers in his hair before nuzzling into his neck. My entire body was trembling and in desperate need of contact with him. After a second of hesitation, his hands slowly ran down my back before wrapping around my waist deliciously tight. It wasn't enough. I yanked his head down, forcing him to nuzzle my neck. He made a very guttural noise in the back of his throat that shot straight through my entire body, before settling in the pit of my stomach.
We were no longer dancing to whatever was playing. We were in our own world, the chemistry and the draw so intense it felt like a heavy fog had settled around us, making our movements slow and sensual. It was too much and not enough all at the same time. I'm not sure what it was we were doing, but it was no longer dancing. This was desperate and primal and completely consuming. I didn't know where it would end and it completely terrified me.
I was no longer in control of my hands. They were running through his hair and down his neck. When that wasn't enough I leaned my torso slightly away from him, and began running my hands over his perfect shoulders and down his muscular arms. Back and forth. I was desperate for something, for anything. His whole chest was rising up and down with each of his labored breaths, and I could feel his eyes burning into my face. I couldn't meet his eyes, I just couldn't. I was too afraid.
I smashed my chest against his and began running my hands up and down his back. I needed more. I began scratching my nails up and down his sculpted back with all the strength I had. He moaned into my neck before shoving his muscular thigh between my legs. It took me a second to realize his hand was splayed out on my bare thigh, right below my butt. He was perfectly still, waiting for my reaction. Before I could really think my body betrayed me once again. My arms went around his neck and my hips rolled against his thigh. I heard his breath hitch in his throat and he brought his free hand and wrapped it around my waist, bringing me in closer against him.
I was in heaven and in hell. I didn't want to think about what this would mean for us tomorrow. I didn't want to think if I would be upset with myself or even more in love with him. Yes of course I love him. I'm so stupid. How will I ever survive this ?
I raised my head and for the first time met his eyes. Ignoring my blush or the reaction to look away, I attempted to communicate everything I'm feeling, and everything I'm afraid of with my eyes. I could see the love pouring out of every single cell in his body, from the way he looked at me, to the passionate way he was holding me ,to the small smile playing on his lips.
Oh, Jacob.
I could feel my breaths coming in faster, something was building up inside of me. It was desperation. Desperation to hold on to him and give in to everything I want. But also desperation to let him go and attempt to protect my fragile heart.
A low growl jarred me out of my thoughts. I was momentarily confused before I realized the growl came from Jacob. It was something like a human version of a growl.
Oh.
My nails were digging into his biceps. I couldn't get myself to pull them away. I looked back at his face and realized his eyes were glazed over with pure lust. Everything in his face screamed of desire; his breaths were shallow and quick, lips slightly parted. His pink tongue darted out of his mouth and wetted his lips. I looked back at his eyes and realized he wasn't even blinking. Our bodies were still wrapped around each other, moving sensually, but our faces were inches apart, silently questioning each other. I could taste his breath on my tongue. Should I? All it would take is to slightly lean in…
Before I could spare another second, before my brain could scream bloody murder for me to abort, my face was moving in, angling itself towards his lips.
I saw a flash of movement and realized the hand that was previously around my waist was now gently wrapped around my neck, essentially stopping me from kissing him. Shocked, I looked up into his eyes questionably. Still keeping his hand on my neck, he brushed his thumb back and forth across my lips several times before releasing a loud breath and looking at me.
" Tell me you really want this."
I knew exactly what he was asking. Tell me this isn't the alcohol talking, tell me you are done with denial. Tell me you love me too. We stood like that for an indefinite amount of time, our lips almost touching, our eyes locked.
"I'm so afraid." I breathed, my voice breaking.
" I know," he murmured back. " And for the life of me I can't figure out why."
( Peeks out from behind the couch) Well ? Anyone ? What did you guys think ? Please let me know in a review! I'm dying to see what you guys thought. You dont want me to die, I mean who will write the next chapter?
Oh crystal ball what will happen in the next chapter ?
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You're mean today, crystal ball.
