Chapter 13 Novas POV

I saw Sparks face. I looked deeply in his midnight eyes. How they stared into mine with sadness and a little hope. I saw how he holded my hands into his tightly as I stayed still.
I didn't know what to say...should I say yes? Or should I say no? My head hurt and I felt like I would just fall any second. I don't know if I should forgive him. My heart is saying yes but...my head is saying no. I don't know...I just don't know. I look at him and and its like I could fly. As I look at his red fur...and his big black eyes. I know I love him. But I can't let him know that. What if he hurts me again?
I can't take that chance. I just can't. I can't be with him again...I have to regain my trust on him.
I slid my hand away from his and it swung to my side. "I forgive you." I said.
He smiled and he took my hand and kissed it.
"Thankyou...thankyou...I promise I would never do it again. I will make you happy and be the best boyfriend ever!" He said.
I sighed and toom my hand away.
"I forgive you...but that doesn't mean I'm returning with you." I said.
His hands dropped and he stared at me with a sad face.
"But Nova-"
I cut him off. "Sparks...don't make this harder you have a girlfriend to make you nd give you the thing I couldn't...and I...well I have Troy." I said.
"Troy! He's no one and I don't want anyone...I want you...you gave me everything." He said.
"Then why did you cheat on me Sparks!" I yelled.
"I don't know! I don't know why! I love you but...I don't know why I cheated on you...i-it just happened." He said.
"It just happened?" I said with a laugh.
"Grow up Sparks and leave me alone." I said.
He grabbed my arms and held me close to his face.
"I can't grow up...Don't you understand! I love you! And I will do and say stupid things to have you!" He yelled.
"Let go!" I yelled.
He let go but he grabbed my waist and I put my hands on his upper arms.
"I won't let you go!" He said.
"Your being silly...let go sparks or I'll-"
"Or you'll what!...you won't do anything I know you want me as much as I want you!" He yelled.
I stopped struggled and looked at him.
He then kissed me. I struggled but he had a hard grip on me. He held me harder. I slowly stopped struggling and felt the kiss. I felt his warm lips on mine as he licked my bottom lip. I finally kissed him back.
I wrapped my arms around his neck. He moaned as I let his tongue in my mouth. I gripped his fur hard with my hand as I deepened the kiss desperatly. He stroked the inside of my mouth slowly. I moaned alittle.
He then started to sqeeze my lower back with his fingers and I moaned. I wrapped my tail around his and I pushed his tongue out of my mouth as I shoved mine into his. I curled my tongue around his and he moaned. I don't know why I was kissing him! He hurt me why am I doing this!
I broke the kiss and slapped him hard. I backed away from him as I panted. He held his cheek as he looked at me.
"Nova what the-"
"Why did you kiss me! You have a girlfriend!" I yelled.
He glared.
"You kissed me back!" He yelled.
I glared.
"No I didn't!" I yelled.
"Did too!"
"You are such a-"
"Such a what...idiot? Pervert?...I don't care! I love you and I don't care what I have to do to have you!" He yelled.
"Just go sparks!" I yelled.
"I wont-" he started but someone interuppted.
"Nova says to go." Someone said.
We looked towards the door and saw Troy standing there. "Don't get into this!" Yelled Sparks.
Troy walked up to him.
"I'll get in any conversation that involves Nova!" Yelled Troy.
"You know what!...how about you leave before I hurt you so bad that you'll wish you didn't interupt!" Yelled Sparks.
Troy glared.
"Sounds like a plan." He said as he rolled his sleeves up to his elbows.
I gasped and got between them.
"Stop! Please stop!..."
I turned to sparks.
"Please leave Sparks. Please." I begged.
"No I won-"
"Please!"
He sighed and walked out with a glare.
I sighed and put my fingers on my forehead.I felt Troy grab my arms and turn me around to face him.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
I sighed.
"Yea...I'm fine." I said.
He stroked my cheek with the back of his hand. I smiled and took a deep breath.
"I came just in time didn't I?" He said with a smirk.
I nodded.
"So why are you here early?" I asked while changing the subject.
"I wanted to see you and...well...I wanted to take you out again." He sid.
I grabbed his hand that was stroking my cheek and I held it. "Troy...we just went and I feel like I owe you...you wasted to much money on me in one night!" I yelped.
He rolled his eyes with a smile.
"It doesn't matter nova...come on I'll pick you up tonight." He said.
I sighed.
"Fine...but no where expensive." I said.
He chuckled.
"No promises." He said.
I glared alittle.
"Fine...how about we go to the club?" He asked.
I smiled.
"Perfect." I said.
He smiled and kissed my hand.
"I guess I'll see you tonight." I said.
He smiled.
"Okay then." He said.
He kissed my hand one more time and left. I sighed.
Another date...

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