Cruel Love
By: zerofan1256
Hello people~! I'm starting this after chappy 2 so yay~! Thanks to: EverRose808, W-Rabbit, , and Alliana2312. Also I couldn't post yesterday because I was at my friends sleepover. We watched "Pitch Perfect" Lesbi-honest I like that movie ^^ And we also watched "My Neighbor Totoro" and "Hunger Games." That movie so sad! TT^TT We stayed up 'till 2:00 or 3:00 o 'clock and I got 3 or 4 hours of sleep! Then I took a relaxing nap and dreamt of anime boys like:
Zero Kiryu -Vampire knight
Ikuto Tsukiyomi – Shugo Chara!
Natsume Hyuga – Gakuen Alice
Kanon -Umineko
Kaname- Vampire knight
Luca/Ruka – Gakuen Alice
Takuma Ichijo – Vampire knight
Aidou Hanabusa – Vampire Knight
Shiki Senri – Vampire knight
Tadase Hotori – Shugo Chara
Sebi-kun~! - Black Butler
Yuki Sohma- Fruits Basket
Kyo Sohma- Fruits Basket
Hatsuharu Sohma - Fruits Basket
Shigure Sohma - Fruits Basket
Momiji Sohma - Fruits Basket
Yep that's pretty much it please R&R!
Disclaimer: I don't own VK TT^TT Just my awesome Oc :P
Chapter 3
Kaien's POV
I was looking for Mayu because she wasn't in her room. I usually check on my dear daughters a lot. It was 12:30 and I was almost panicking even though I knew she wouldn't sneak off into the night because she was frightened of the dark... and vampires. I shook my thoughts off knowing she wouldn't like what I'd been thinking about and I was worried about her reaction. 'I've looked everywhere!' I thought. 'Except Zero's room .. maybe she-' I snapped my fingers and forgot to check there. I walked to the guest room and quietly walked in. I saw Mayu and Zero both fast asleep. Mayu was on Zero's chest while Zero was sprawled out all over and holding her with his right hand to her waist while his chin was on her head. Mayu looked so peaceful. She was never peaceful when sleeping. She always sais she had nightmares and images and her memories come back. That's why she always woke up and she pretended like nothing happened. It's as if she used to it. She used to pant and gasp then she'd be thrashing around, yet she's fast asleep. Her and Zero were in the covers and snuggled while still sleeping because it was cold outside. 'KWAII! THEIR SO CUTE~!' I thought fangirling and squirming. I took out my camara and put it on with the no flsh because the moons light was enough. I took the picture and fangirled again. I stopped for a second and thought, 'Maybe the would heal eachothers hearts and over come their fears together. Will it be cruel though? Kaname had already set the game and will there be enough room for them? Would it be cruel love?' I thought looking thoughtful. I then smiled and loooked at them one more time before leaving and thinking, 'We can try.'
Zero's POV
I drowsily moaned not wanting to get up but the light from the window shone in my face even though it was winter. I felt cold and felt something warm like body heat. My eyes were still closed but I went for the body heat and hugged it. It was warm and it had something furry, like hair. It smelled like lavander or apples. It smelled really good do I nuzzled my head into the hair. I then remembered that girl. 'Mayu I think.' I thought to myself. I remembered what had happened and slightly blushed. 'She'll probably think I'm weird, but .. she stayed..' I snuggled closer. The girl grunted a little and snuggled too. We were like this for a while until I decided to look at the clock. I opened and then I let go of Mayu but she kept getting closer. Everytime I did so she'd come closer to me. I then sighed in defeat when she laid on my chest again. I the turned my head a little to see that it was 10:00 pm. I sighed. I then stretched a little and my head went into her hair again and she snuggled into me again. 'I've never heard her talk before.. I wonder if she's a mute.' I thought. I'd have to ask that old man to tell me. (Zero knows who he is he just hates him) I first had to escape from Mayu. I sighed again. I then sat up with her still on my chest, clutching my shirt. I looked at her and stared for a while. 'I wonder what happened to her. She couldn't be Cross's real daughter since her hairs pink. I sat up and she snuggled. I gently moved her over to the side bridal style. She looked peaceful sleeping and she then moved her hand over until she was clutching the right side of my shirt this time. I took her hand and moved it aside, I then sighed, and stood up. I looked back to the pink haired girl then put the covers back over her. I then walked out with a slight blush "Ah Zero-kun~! Your awake~!" Kaien yelled happily almost glomping me but I walked away before he could and sat at the table. I yawned and used my hand to hold my head up. "Ah wheres Mayu-chan~?" He asked. I blushed a little and crossed my hands and sat them on the table then sat my head in them. "She's still asleep." I mummered. "You two were so cute when you were sleeping together~!" He fangirled. I stiffened. "So what? You were acting like a stalker and watching children in their sleep?" Zero asked. Kaien whined, "Oh Zero-kun your so mean~! I just watch over my dear daughters. Mayu you see is always having nightmares so I have to check on her~! And soon you'll be my son~!" Kaien fangirled again. I stressed out and banged the table, "I'll never be your son." I yelled. Kaien fake cried and I sweat dropped. Then a stress mark appeared on my head too and then I yelled, "And you call yourself an adult!" I then heard footsteps. "Geez you guys need to be quiet Mayu's still asleep!" Yuki yelled. That's when a pink haired someone appeared and pulled Yuki's shirt.
Mayu's POV
I woke up to the sound of yelling. I groaned, tired from the nightmares before I got to Zero's room. I then remembered that Zero wasn't here anymore. His body heat was gone. I searched with my hands only to feel leftover body heat. I rolled over and snuggled into it. People said that when I'm asleep I snuggle people next to me and I figured my body was just cold.
I then heard more yelling and it sounded like Zero's. I sat up and rubbed my eyes then stood up wondering what they were yelling about. I went in to find Yuki at the door of the dining/kitchen. I tugged at Yuki's shirt and she turned around. My sleeve was at my face again and that's how it would stay.
"See! You woke her up!" Yuki yelled clearly angry. I tugged again. She looked at me again and patted my head. "Gommenesai we didn't mean to wake you up." Yuki sai with a apologetic smile. I shook my head to tell her it was fine. "Oh yeah Old man why doesn't she talk, is she a mute?" Zero asked. I stiffened and held onto Yuki's shirt tighter and I looked down to the ground. Everyone was silent. "A-ano well you see Mayu's family was attacked and something happened to cause her to lose her voice. She can talk a little but she can't talk a lot." Father explained. "Was it a vampire?" Zero asked. I whimpered and Zero looked at me. I was terrified of that word. I was terrified of them. I knew I looked frightened (Like when Akito 'visited' Yuki Sohma from Fruits Basket) because Yuki patted my head. "A-ano we're going to go and I'll go get Mayu changed." Yuki said taking me with her.
Yuki's POV
'Why would Cross say that in front of her? He should have waited 'till they were alone and when we wern't there.' I thought Mayu was still shuddering. I felt so sorry for her to go through that. Once we got to our bedroom I made her sit down on the bed. I searched through the drawers and found a pink turtle neck and black pants then I got out two pink bows for her to wear. I kneeled to the shuddering girl and asked, "Here Mayu, hows this?" while handing the clothing to her. She smiled and nodded yet her smile didn't meet her eyes. I was worried. Very worried.
Zero's POV
Me and Kaien were in an awkward silence. "Did those vampires kill her family? Answer my Kaien." I repeated. He sighed and then picked his glasses up. HE then walked over to the table I was at and sat down across from me. "Yes.. Her family was attacked my vampires. Her parents were killed along with her brother and they were slaughtered. Mayu's sister had commited suicide as well, when Mayu was three.." He started. 'Three? That's too young! Did she see? Does she know what happened?' I asked myself. My eyes widened. "Her parents were slaughtered at age five and her vocal cords were ripped from her throat and suprisingly she was still alive but there was blood everywhere. If we had came anysooner she would've .." I could tell he didn't want to think about it but still I had to ask. "Did she see everything?" I asked. He looked up at me. He nodded. "Her sisters suicide and her parents death..." He finished. I sat back in my chair. "This is why vampires are beasts who kill and drink human blood.. They are beasts in human form." I said angirly. "But we believe that vampires and humans can-" He started but I stopped him. "No they won't ever be able to. Those beasts take the lives of humans everyday yet you still think that?" I asked clearly disgusted. He looked sad and shook his head. "It will happen Zero. And later on you'll think so too." He said. "Tch, not unless their all dead. " I spat. I left the room and went into the lving room and laid on the couch.
I felt eyes on me and say Mayu with her sketchbook in her hand and a pencial with her sleeve on her mouth. She tilted her head.
Mayu's POV
Once I was dressed by Yuki she said to go sit in the living room and that she'd be there later. I nodded then went to Zero's room and took my sketchbook and pencial with my hand over my mouth. I walked into the living room and saw Zero lying on the couch. I went over to the couch and I was right above him (not like that!). He glanced up at me and I tilted my head. I knew Cross told him my past, I wondered how he thought of me. "What do you want?" He asked. I shook my head then walked over to the other couch and sat on it. I too out my sketchbook and pencial and started to draw Zero. Zero just stared at me a little confused but he had pity in his eyes. It took my ten minutes to draw him and he was still staring. I walked over to him and he sat up while I clutched my sketchbook. I passed it to him blushing, and my head tilted down. He took it and looked at it confused. I thought he didn't like it and I put my hand to my mouth and the other hand to my back, then I tilted my head. I tugged his shirt and stared into his lavander eyes wondering if he hated it or liked it. He was staring at me too and after a while he looked away and shrugged with a faint blush. "It's good." He said. I smiled and blushed and nodded my head then he passed me my sketchbook back to me. He laid back down and put his hands behind his head and I went back to my couch. I sat down and swung my legs, smiling. Yuki walked in and she skipped over to me. She was smiling and she patted my head. "Are you okay Mayu-chan?" She asked my smiling and looking down as she stood. I nodded and smiled back.
"Urusai I'm trying to sleep." Zero said. Yuki looked over to him and said, "Well you should sleep in your room not in here." "Well I don't want to." He said boredly. "Geez what's that supposed to mean?" She asked a little aggitated at his attitude. "It means I don't want to can you not understand?" He asked sarcastically. "Why you-!" She started but I stopped her and tugged on her shirt looking sad. I hated it when people fought. She looked back at me. "Gommenesai Mayu-chan we didn't mean to fight." She aplologized. I smiled and nodded. "It was your fault." Zero muffled while he was turned around. A stress mark appeared on her head and she made a fist.
She then sighed, "Whatever." She said while sitting beside me. She then looked over to my sketchbook and saw my picture of Zero. She then tilted her head and smiled a creepy smile like a smirk or a grin. "Ah Mayu-chan do you have a crush on Zero?" She teased. I blushed and shook my head while clutching my sketchbook. Zero heard this and started listening in. "Aww c'mon you can tell me Mayu-chan~!" She teased some more. My blush deepened and I shook my head harder. She giggled. Zero then turned around and sat up. "Just leave her alone." He said a little bit angry. She looked over and giggled again. I knew she was playing with me and I didn't know if I liked him … did I? "Geez I was just playing but it seems you like her." Yuki played teasingly. He blushed a little. "No I just said to leave her be its not your bussiness if she likes me or not." He said while sitting back with one leg up and the other laid down. "Fine, fine." She said reassuring him that she wouldn't tease any longer. He nodded and my blush went down a little. After a while it was breakfest time. We all sat around the table and Yuki made me sit by Zero and by her too. I didn't really eat because I was a little scared to. I ate a little piece of fathers strange food and Zero watched me carfully. After I ate a piece I started poking it. "Aren't you going to eat Mayu-chan?" Father asked me. I shook my head. He nodded sadly. "But you have to eat Mayu-chan~!" Yuki whined. I shook my head again and stood out of my chair then left to mine and Yuki's room. I closed the door then I sat down in the desk with my sketchbook and pencial then started to draw. I didn't know what I was drawing until I stopped to look. It was what had happened to me that day.. the day my parents died and my brother. My eyes widened. When I had gotten here this is what I had drawn. I thought that I stopped drawing this. I felt water on my face and figured that I was crying. I wiped them away and held myself in my arms and stared at the picture. I then heard footsteps. I didn't move though, I was too scared. The door opened then the door shut behind me. I didn't move an inch. I then closed the sketchbook and slowly turned around. I thought it was Yuki but instead it was Zero. I stared at him and so did he. He was holding a plate of ramen. I tilted my head. "You have to eat you know." He said. He then walked over and set down the plate. He moved the sketchbook to the side and gave me the chopsticks. I took them but I didn't make a move to eat. He sighed then took them from me and got the ramen and moved it to my mouth. "Open your mouth." He ordered. I didn't so he repeated, "C'mon you have to eat." The moved them closer. I crossed my arms and pouted. He sighed again and then caressed my cheek and moved his lips closer to mine. I blushed and wondered what he was doing until we were inches apart. I parted my lip in order to try and talk but he just stuck the food into my mouth. I blushed and chewed then wiped my mouth. I pouted and looked away still blushing. "It was the only way to get you to eat and aren't you glad I didn't make you eat that weird stuff the old man made?" He had a point, I liked my father but he cooked weird food. He then spotted my sketchbook with the pencial holding the place where I was drawing.. that picture. He picked the pages up and I grabbed his hand. My hand was shaking and he looked up at me. "What's wrong?" He asked. He stared for a while until he flipped it open. It revealed the picture I drew. The picture of that room they died in with my brother. Tears came down my eyes. I looked down and my hair covered my eyes. Zero stared at the picture confused and his eyes were widened. I took my hand off and I put it in a fist. More tears came down and I shut my eyes. Something warm held me. I opened them and it was Zero. I clutched his shirt and nuzzled my face into his shirt and cried. I soon drifted off into a peaceful sleep... but one thing was still on my mind...
Do I love him?
So how was that? I wrote this yesterday night 'till 1:00 am but it was worth it! Please R&R I only want three reviews and I shall try and answer you Kaname fans out there(May just see her as a sister) but She'll like Zero too and also I don't like Yuki too musch because well she's the main character and she doesn't know anything except for that they drink blood and she's supposed to be telling us instead of us learning with her because it confused me when I first watched it. Sorry for bashing Yuki! And heres a question: Do you want making out scenes? Lemon? I may change the rating based on you awesome reviewers and how I feel about it but it's actually based on you! Writing chappy 4 right now and I hope this wasn't too long or short!