Cruel Love

Lovelies no watashi no koni'nichiwa~! Joy for another chapter of "Cruel Love"! :D I want to thank Beautifulcreature484, Guest and Kawai. Arigato!

-bows and tosses cookies-

Also don't forget to tell me about the games you would like Mayu and the Night class to play. Ah! And if you have a DeviantART account and you an artist or a writer then please go ahead and maybe write a little poem about it or a picture for the cover of this and Mayu is in the cover in this story as well. It'd be great if I had Kaname, and Zero with Mayu in the center but I don't really mind if it's not like that. Oh also the main pairing is really ZeroXMayu but even so that Night Class boys are actually have a crushes on Mayu along with their original crushes they had before if they had one. Anyways please enjoy~ And this isn't too special of a chapter just Mayu's feelings and stuff, will post next chapter after this for you guys where there will be maybe more action. (I know your thinking perverted you pervs ^)

Disclaimer: I don't own Vampire Knight but if I did then their would be lots of other perverted scenes and Yuki wouldn't be as naïve.

Chapter 11 (I think 0.0)

Mayu's POV

Father had said that it would be a good idea for me to stay at his house for now. He didn't really tell me why except that he was lonely and Zero needed some time alone. Before I left I gave Zero a hug and his chocolate he muttered a 'thank you' then I left. I passed by Yuki and Yori, and gave them their chocolate they gave me a hug saying how cute I was and blushed then whined only to make them squeeze me more(Only friends you pervs :P Wait I'm a perv too soo.. Just read ^). I finally got out of their grasp and headed to father's house. I gave him his chocolate as well. He had of course had glomped me and said he was happy to have a cute kind daughter I slipped away from him and then walked to my room with my bags on my shoulder.

They were heavy but I managed. I flicked my light on and set my things on the ground and sighed. I shut the door then I looked at my surroundings. It's walls were bare and the floor had beautiful wood which looked like it was polished. The bed was still the same. It was a large bed with a fluffy pink sheet along with pink pillows with ruffles along the sides. I smiled then giggled as I jumped on the bed. I snuggled into the blankets and then sat up. I then stretched and yawned. I rubbed my eyes and then blink my yes sleepily. I decided to take a nap. I first stood up and walked over to my bags. I unzipped it and took out my pink bunny from Yuki. I decided to name it Usagi. I then zipped it up and walked over to my bed while rubbing my eyes some more.

I sat Usagi-chan on my bed then switched into a pink tank top, black sweatpants and my bunny slippers. I then slipped on my pink jacket with the neko ears and walked over to the over head light switch. I flicked it off and then crawled into my bed(It was still some what daylight so she was okay). I grabbed Usagi and snuggled into the warmth of the blanket. "Night Usaigi-chan." I then fell into a dreamless sleep but it took me a while because I didn't feel as safe without Zero, but I didn't want to burden him and gave him some alone time.

~Time Skip~ ^0w0^

I drowsily opened my eyes and blinked a couple times to clear the sleepiness from my eyes. I sat up and stretched then yawn then rubbed my eyes. I then heard water running from another room. Probably a bathroom(Nah! If you haven't guessed that by now -shakes head and sighs). I walked over to the wall since the bathroom was next to the room. I heard the shower stop then the sliding glass open. Feet walked over to the sink. I heard swallowing then coughing. I recognized it as Zero's and grew very worried. I listened more closely and then I heard him slide against the wall. I then scrambled to the door as quiet as possible so I wouldn't alert him. I then reached for the doorknob then paused as I heard a door open and feet scurry to the bathroom.

I put my hand down then I walked over back to the wall and kneeled down. I pressed my ear against the wall and listened. The door creaked slight as it opened, "There you are." It was Yuki's voice. "Ah you'll catch a cold if you don't dry off properly." I heard something slide off the chair then the sound of rustling. My curiosity took over me and before I knew it I was by the bathroom door peeking over to watch what was going on. I wasn't the type to spy but I knew no one would tell me otherwise. Yuki was drying Zero's hair of as he sat against the wall slouching.

He had his pants on yet his shirt was slanted on his shoulder with the buttons undone and his hair was soaked along with part of his shirt.. I blushed madly at this but tried to pay attention to the conversation. Yuki's eyes were sad and Zero sat there emotionless as she helped him. "C'mon let's put you shirt on too or you'll catch a cold." She buttoned his shirt up when she finished with his hair. My chest tightened just like before. "This part of you hasn't changed." She spoke. Zero's face turned to slight shock as he slightly straightened his back against the wall. "You really should talk to me.." She trailed off with a sad smile. "Just a little." She finished as her lips turned into a frown.

She then sat up and dug in her pocket. She revealed a small box with a bow.. She unwrapped it and took out a small chocolate. She held it out to him as she spoke, "Here, a chocolate for you." She said with a bright smile. Zero stared at her with an unreadable expression but still had a scowl on his face as though she poisoned it. "Now you can't say things are the same as when we were in elementary school." She spoke with confidence, but the next act made my chest hurt a little worse and I clenched my jacket sleeves. She popped the chocolate in his mouth and then moved her hand away with chocolate still remaining on her hand.

"It's the only one I made successfully~" She went on. "It's one of a kind exclusive." She finished. I knew she was trying to cheer him and had always succeeded in some way… yet I.. I could do nothing to help him.. I was just a burden.. "You'd better be thankful!" She leaned in. Zero had his bored mask on but I could see through it. He had a slight blush across his cheeks as he ate it glumly. I smiled sadly and decided to leave them to their usual bickering…but I still couldn't hide it.

I knew I loved him… but he loved her. She had always made his day. I only wanted him to be happy. That's all I wanted but why did my chest still hurt?

I walked to my room quietly and slowly shut my door. I leaned against the door and stood there as my bangs covered my eyes.

I stood there for a while before I sighed and plopped down on my bed.

After a while I heard footsteps walking out of the bathroom. I sighed for the final time before hugging Usagi and pressing him against my chest. I then slowly drifted off only to experience a night of nightmares. (I'll call him Usagi for now but if you have any other names in mind please tell me if not then his name shall remain to be Usagi ^~^)

~The Next Day~

I awoken from the nightmares and I was breathing heavily. Sweat was on my forehead and I felt heat radiating from my body and I removed my covers. I sighed then took off my jacket and dropped it to the floor. I looked at the clock and saw that it was five o'clock. It was three more hours until school starts and I didn't want to continue my nightmare. I wiped the sweat from my forehead then walked to my dresser and took out my uniform

I walked to the bathroom and shut the door behind me. I grabbed two towels from the cabinet and took one pink towel and hung it on the doorknob so no one would barge in and another for me. I then folded my uniform and set in on the counter. I slipped my clothes off then hopped into the shower then shut the sliding door behind me and washed my hair with strawberry shampoo since it was the only shampoo.. For girls at least. Other then that there's the boys shampoo, but there was no way I'd use that though!(Random :P)

Afterwards I washed my body to remove the sweat and stench just in case. I then opened the sliding door and shut it from behind. I walked over to the counter and took my towel and dried my hair and body I then slipped my clothins then dried my hair with a hair dryer and then brushed my hair and brushed my teeth. After I walked out I heard humming from the kitchen. I followed the noise to see father in the kitchen cooking. It smelled a little strange though. He turned and I saw that he was wearing a girly apron on.

I sweat dropped and then he smiled brightly in a strange happy way. "Oh Mayu-chan~ Did my adorable daughter have a good nights sleep~? You look tired~!" He exclaimed worriedly. I shook my head and smiled. He looked at me and knew that something wasn't right yet he didn't ask anymore questions. "What're you doing?" I walked over from behind him and peeked over. "Ah today is where we celebrate the Disciplinary Committee and also along with another guardian~" He explained. I tilted my head.

"Who?" I questioned. "You of course~! We can't trust anyone else just yet!" I froze in my spot. 'Me? How does Zero feel about this? The last time father wanted me in the committee he was beaten to pulp!' "Ah! Also Kiryu-kun doesn't know either. He did say he wanted more people on the committee." I nodded. "But…" I began. "Eh? What is it Mayu-chan~?" He asked. "Ah, yes the dark right? Don't worry about that.

You remember the spells I taught you right?" Then it clicked. I nodded my head and remembered the spells he taught me and one in particular, the light spell (IDK what else to call it). He nodded happily, "Good~ But do you agree to help?" He asked me. I paused, 'Maybe this is a good thing,' I I thought, 'Maybe I can spend more time with Z-chan and Yuki-chan.' After I thought about it I nodded and smiled. "Yay~! You such a good daughter Mayu-chan~!" He said as he glomped me and rubbed his cheek against mine in a funny way.

I whined and he stopped then smiled back at me. I gave a small smile. Smoke was coming from on of the pans and we looked over to see one of the dishes burning. I yelped as father was running back and forth yelling about how it took him forever to cook it and how it's ruined. I sweat dropped, 'Maybe Zero was right… why was he a grown up? Zero's probably more mature but when fathers serious he's scary.' I thought. I then stopped the stove and clicked it off before it busted into flames. I then took it over to the sink and poured water on it. I sighed then saw father calm down then start crying. "It took me forever to cook that.." He whined. "I'll help you." I smiled brightly as I turned around. "Aww~ Your so nice my wonderful daughter~!" He glomped me…again. I squirmed out of his grasp and then we began cooking.

~ One Hour Later ~ X3

It was 7:00 o'clock and Zero and Yuki would be here any second.

Father was very excited and was fangirling as he skipped around and sung. I couldn't help but giggle at his strange yet funny antics. I then started to set the table. I still felt as if I shouldn't be here or wasn't supposed to. I then heard the door open and smiled as I ran over to the door to see Zero and Yuki. "Z-chan, Yuki-chan~!" I hugged them both and Zero ruffled my hair while Yuki hugged me. "It looks like that bastard woke you up too huh?" Zero asked. I shook my head. "Mayu-chan you look really tired, are you okay?" Yuki said worriedly. I nodded. "Mayu's okay." (She talks like that sometimes too hehe) Yuki smiled and giggled a little but she still looked worried. Zero just looked pissed and slightly worried for me.

I then took their hands and dragged them to the table. "Hm? Is that old man cooking? This is never good." Zero sighed. I shook my head, "Mayu-chan helped too!" I told them. "Well I guess not all the food is poisoned." Zero said slightly tasing as he ruffled my hair again and had on a faint smile. I pouted a little then nodded. Zero sat on the right while Yuki sat on the left. I went into the kitchen to get the food. "Their here, father." I told him. "Aww~ Call me daddy~." He said as he put his hand on his cheek while fluttering his other hand. "Ano.. O-okay…. daddy…" I said a little awkwardly. He squeezed me, "Aww~ Your so cuuute~ Mayu-chan~!" I giggled slightly and then unwrapped his arms then backed away.

I took the food I made Tamagoyaki(rolled omelet), Natto Gohan (fermented soy beans), and Broiled fish (Salted salmon), I took the food on a tray and then walked out. "Ah yes the food!" Father said as he remembered with a smile. I walked out and sat the food on the table. "Wow, Mayu-chan!" Yuki exclaimed as she drooled. I giggled then smiled. Father then came out with his food which was mainly lunch food for some reason and other.. Strange foods. "Kaien-style mango carpaccio marinated with tomatoes and parsley…" Father began. "And Kaien-style vegetables and beef fillet cream stew!" He exclaimed with confidence as he showed them his food.

"Well I wondered why were called over this early in the morning.." Zero stared at his food with a bored expression as father went on about his food, "And of course my other dear daughter Mayu-chan helped." He said as he cuddled me. Zero glared at him and pulled me away from him. Father pouted then his eyes had a weird glint in them. He leaned in and whispered, "Hurry and get the camera." He said with excitement childishly I nodded then removed Zero's hand from my wrist and smiled reassuringly before l left to grab the camera then sneaked it to father so Zero wouldn't get suspicious. "I guess it is a little strange for him to be calling it 'Kaien-style'…" Yuki said as she at her food with a smile. "That's not exactly the response I was looking for." Zero looked over to Yuki with his emotionless mask again.

I sweat dropped as Yuki asked him what he meant.

Father got ready and took out his camera as they weren't paying attention. "Okay say, "Cheese!" Zero quickly put his food in front of the camera and blocked out his face, while Yuki looked dazed. I giggled as I looked at the now processed picture. "Why you… What the hell do you think your doing all of a sudden?" Zero asked with annoyance leaking in his voice. "Taking a photograph." He answered. "Because today is the day the two of you will forget of your responsibilities as Guardians, and instead carry out the duties of the Disciplinary Committee, along with a new member~!" Father held out the picture and then put his hand on my shoulder. I clutched my skirt and had a faint smile.

"What?!"

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