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Chapter 9

BPOV

The sound of heavy rain hitting my window woke me up; when my sleep filled haze cleared the events of what of last night come flooding through my mind. Last night I had mind-blowing sex with Jasper Hale!

I looked around my room to find it empty. Where the hell did he go?

What the hell did I do?

Jasper came back for whatever reason and I just jumped him. I took advantage of him. I seduced him. "Oh no," I groaned stretching out my sore body.

What the hell was I thinking?

He was only comforting me when I basically climbed into his lap.

Shit Alice! Did she see? What was Jasper even doing here?

Did they all come back?

I shook that thought from my mind and decided to shower and get dressed, for the day. That was a possibility I did not want to think about.

The later in the morning it got the more I started to question last night. Even with the proof of my soiled sheets in the laundry. Was it my imagination? No! It was real. The way our bodies molded together, and how we moved in sync, almost like we anticipated each other's needs and wants. I needed him to fill me and he did. I wanted to feel him deeper and he fulfilled my unspoken request. I knew when he needed me to submit, and when he needed me to take control. It wasn't just sex we made love. And that in itself scared the hell out of me.

All of this going on in my life was too much to deal with first my family leaves me, my boyfriend dumps me in the woods, I meet Eve and have to deal with her cryptic bull, not that I don't love her like a sister, and finally I lose my virginity to Jasper.

I don't know what even happened it was like something was drawing me in, and the minute I kissed him I just couldn't stop.

"Oh gosh," I groaned as I fell backwards unto my bed. He must hate me. He was trying to resist and I wouldn't listen. What if my emotions overpowered him?

"What are you thinking about so hard over there darlin'?"

I sat up so fast I almost fell off the bed. Jasper was leaning against my window, with an unsure look on his face.

"Hey Jasper, I- um, last…" I wrapped my arms around my legs and rested my chin on my knees, after subconsciously moving away from him.

I took a deep breath and started over. "I'm sorry."

When he didn't say anything I lifted my head to look at him. He lips where set in a deep frown and his eyebrows pulled together. "I came over here fully prepared to apologize and do whatever I needed to do to get you to forgive me. Not only for last night but for trying to… you know eat you." He smiled at me sheepishly.

Once he said the words eat you, my mind went completely in the gutter. Jessica once had this theory about how explicit a virgin's mind becomes after losing their virginity. And I have to admit she might be on to something there.

My eyes locked back onto Jasper's after hearing him clear his throat. I blushed because I realized he must have felt my emotions.

"The last thing I expected was to hear you apologize or feel more lust from you," he said.

I narrowed my eyes. "I know what I'm feeling, I don't need the recap," I said to him glaring.

He lifted his hands in a surrendering motion, and I instantly felt guilty.

"Hey can we not talk about it? Last night I mean," I asked him averting my eyes.

"If that's what you want," he asked looking hurt for a second, well at least that's what I think I saw. He crossed his arms, and walked farther in my room. "Bella have you been in any contact with other vampires?" He asked me his face completely void of any emotion.

"Why?" I questioned, I wasn't suppose to talk about Eve to anyone and that question just came out of nowhere.

"I was at the old house and I smelt a couple of vampire scents only a day or two old. Are you sure none of the have come near you?"

I can't lie to him so I go with the half-truth. "Yeah, there was this girl, she talked to me and left."

"What about?" He asked looking concerned.

"She was cryptic, but she did tell me she killed Victoria and her newborns."

He raised his eyebrows in surprise. "Ok, something strange is going on and I want to stay close to make sure you're alright."

We spent the rest of the time talking he told me about his divorce from Alice and her mate Mykel, and everything else that has been going on with the rest of the family. In return I told him about everything except Eve, using her alias instead. I didn't mention the package Eve left me either, because I didn't know how I would explain it.

The tension in the room had lessened measurably but was still in there. I was being extra cautious. Although, my guilt had been eased knowing he wasn't married anymore, I still felt little badly, and confused. Did he feel the same thing I felt last night?

A/N: I'm writing a Peter/Bella story next, we'll see how that goes in the next couple of weeks.

What is Jasper thinking about "last night"

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