dear diary,

so I talked to Anne and she said that even if my hunch is wrong I should go talk to him but its easy for her to say boys will do whatever she wants them to do with her mossy brown hair and big blue eyes in fact and she has been proved to do odd or even crazy things but I did it anyways his mom opened the door she gave me a big smile and told me hi Zoey I'm so glad to see you around here you such a good influence I smiled and said ok but when i walked into the room he was sleeping as it was about ten i thought he looked adorable but of coarse he had to wake up ruining that he looked at me and said what do you want which hurt my feelings a little but I thought it was understandable I told him everything and all he did was laugh in my face and said lets say for a second that all that stuff is true are you really full headed enough to think that I would take you back and he gave me his story so pretty much what happened was I broke up with him he let the mal come out and influence him to kiss a whole bunch of girls to make me jealous when he saw that didn't work he gave up and came depressed but now I wished what I said was the truth because what he said made me feel awful and a terrible person now I wish I never broke up with but that's not even the worst of it all he said he wont take me back but he's ok with going to have coffee with me after a lot of begging on my part

love Zoey

A/N wow biggest chap I have done but it kind of needed to be because this is a big part of the story plz review a lot because I don't have a lot of reviews so pretty plz review but no haters plz