A month had passed. Sam was still devastated that Randy had broken up with her. She was still completely mystified as to how it happened. Every time she saw Randy it took all she had not to break into tears. They'd never get close to her but a few times she'd seen him with another girl. Everyone else was excited for the prom and graduation next month. All Sam wanted to do his crawl under a rock and hide. She wasn't even excited about London anymore. Sam was sitting all by herself in her car at school. She was waiting for the first bell to ring. She had the air conditioning and radio on. There was a knock on the passenger side window. She looked over it was AJ. She unlocked the doors. AJ got in.
"What are you doing here?" AJ asked.
"Waiting for first bell." She said somberly.
"I've been looking everywhere for you."
"Well here I am."
"Why aren't you with the rest of us?"
"I can't face Randy, AJ I can't." "Every time I see him it's like having my heart ripped out all over again." She said with tears in her eyes. "Did you notice he's been hanging around with Katie Bennett?"
"Yeah."
"I bet he's even taking her to the prom."
"Sam I know you're hurting but you have to try and move on."
"I don't want to." "I love him."
"I know." "Let's look at some positive things."
"Like what?"
"Like graduation."
"Who cares?"
"London."
"So?"
"Prom."
"Fuck prom I'm not going."
"What?"
"I'm not going I don't care about the stupid prom."
"You're nominated for prom queen."
"Yeah and the person that's probably gonna win king won't wanna be up on stage with me." "He'd rather be with Katie Bennett." "Who could blame him?" "She's way prettier then me."
"No she's not." "Just because she's head cheerleader doesn't mean shit." "You're much prettier then she is."
"Yeah?" "Tell that to Randy."
"I'm sure there are other guys that would love to take you out."
"I don't want any other guys AJ." "I want Randy."
"I know."
"I should've never applied for that internship."
"Yes you should have." "You deserve it."
"Do I deserve feeling like my heart's been put through a blender everyday?"
"It will get easier." "Maybe London's just what you need." "A fresh start."
"I'm just glad today's Friday." "I won't have to worry about seeing Randy for two days."
Later that night Sam was at home trying to sleep. Her parents were arguing again
"Oh god shut up." "I don't need this to." She thought. She picked up the phone and dialed John's cell phone number.
"Hello?" He said tiredly.
"Oh I'm sorry go back to sleep."
"Are they fighting again?"
"Yeah."
"Wanna come over?"
"I was going to but you're sleeping."
"No it's fine." "Come on over."
"Are you sure?"
"Positive."
"Ok."
"My parents are out of town so just use the front door." "Just unlock the door and come on up."
"Ok." "Bye."
"Bye."
She went over to John's house. She went up the stairs and knocked on his bedroom door.
"Come in." He said. She went in. "Hi." He was sitting up in bed shirtless. There was a fan on in his room.
"Hi." She sat down on the bed. "It's warm out tonight."
"Yeah."
"I feel bad for waking you up."
"It's no big deal."
"I just couldn't take them arguing on top of everything else."
"Where were you this morning?"
"I just couldn't look at Randy today."
"I understand." "Are you excited about the prom?"
"I'm not going."
"Why?"
"I don't want to."
"If it's because you don't have a date I'll take you." "As a friend."
"That's really nice of you but no." "I'll just sit at home by myself."
"Ok." "Then we won't go to prom."
"What?"
"Yeah you can come over here and we'll watch movies and stuff it'll be fun."
"You should go to prom."
"Nah." "It's overrated."
"Is Randy taking Katie?"
"I don't know." Sam started to cry. "Aw Sammy don't cry." He went and sat next to her and hugged her. "It's ok Sammy." "Shh, it's ok."
"I'm sorry." She said looking at him.
"It's ok."
"It's just seeing him with someone else, thinking about him with someone else." "It hurts so bad."
"Believe me Sam I know what it's like to want someone to can't have." "You watch day in and day out as someone else is with the person you want to be with." "It sucks because no matter how bad you want to, you can't do anything about it."
"You do understand."
"I do."
"What's wrong with me?"
"There's nothing wrong with you Sam." "You're perfect." "You're so beautiful."
"You really think so?"
"You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen." She kissed him. He kissed her back. It quickly became passionate. She moaned against his lips as his hands inside her shirt slowly went up her body. They broke the kiss for a second. He took her pajama top off. They laid back on the bed. They both moaned as they continued to kiss and explore each others bodies. Goosebumps formed on Sam's skin as John touched her. He broke the kiss and took off her pants. Starting at her stomach he slowly kissed his way back up to her. Each time she moaned he wanted her more and more. She took off his boxers. They kissed. They moaned against each others lips as he slipped inside her and started moving. "Sammy." He groaned. "Oh John." She moaned as he kissed her neck. As they kissed again he started moving faster. "Ohh John." She moaned. "God Sammy." He groaned. "Ohh, ohh, ohh, my god, yes, John." She moaned giving in. "Oh Samantha." John groaned giving in. They kissed.
Sam was sleeping on John's chest. He was still awake.
"I love you Samantha." He whispered. He kissed her forehead and closed his eyes.
