Chapter twenty three
December 27th
Today was another day of goodbyes. I awoke at nine o'clock due to it shaking. I grumbled something incoherent and rolled over to see a confused looking Jasper looking at Renesmee who was jumping on the end of the bed. I yawned slightly.
"Nessie sweetie what are you doing?" I said groggily, usually i was pretty peeved when someone woke me up, sleep was precious to someone who is or has suffered with insomnia, but Nessie was way too cute to get mad at.
"Mummy said to come and tell you we're leaving soon," She said with a smile. I gave her a lop sided smile.
"Nessie honey you need to knock next time okay?" I said calmly, slowly waking up.
"Yeah Aunty Lizzie and Uncle Jasper could have been doing something naughty that you should never see or do until you're at least three thousand!" I heard Emmett say from the door way.
"Do what?" Nessie said cutely. Emmett opened his mouth to answer.
"Ask your father," I said sharply giving Emmett a warning look, "Now out whilst i get up and dressed..." Renesmee went and took Emmett's hand dragging him off down stairs. I gave Jasper a smile and softly kissed his forehead before getting up.
Bella was looking sheepish when we emerged down stairs.
"Look i didn't think she'd barge in," She said defensively holding up her hands. Jasper looked pretty annoyed so i gently took his hand and squeezed it.
"It's fine Bella...just teach her to knock," I said with a smile. They had everything ready to go. I hugged each of them in turn, almost getting crushed by Emmett.
"Well we'll see you soon!" I said waving as they got into the blacked out car, i'd been brave and said Jacob could drive my new range rover as it wasn't blacked out and it was sunny today, so he and Nessie where in it. They drove off; Nessie was waving madly out the window at us.
"That kid really loves you," Jasper said wrapping his arms around my waist. I smiled up at him and leant against his chest.
"She's a great kid and i care about her a lot," I said resting my head on his shoulder.
We headed up to our field and Jasper set me down gently. I lay down on the blanket and rolled onto my side as he lay down next to me.
"Lizzie..." Jasper said slowly. I nodded once with a smile.
"Are you sure you want to be a vampire? I mean you want to have children and that means becoming a vampire at the end. It's just before you said you didn't want to...i just want to know this is what you want...being with me i mean. A normal person could give you everything you wanted and you could stay human," He said quietly. I chuckled softly.
"Thats a lie Jazzy...no one else whatever specie they where could give me what i want because Jazz i want you. And i never said i didn't want to be a vampire...i just said i wasn't ready yet. And anyway children won't come until after we're married so we have a while to think about that...and anyway our child will be planned...Carlisle knows what to expect so everything will be ready and go smoothly," I said leaning over to touch his cheek, "But we have things to think about before then. There's graduation for a start...and exams...normal teenage stuff," He laughed and gently pulled me into his arms.
"You can have as much teenage stuff as you want...you know i'll be with you even if you don't become a vampire..." He said softly. I nodded to his and sighed.
"I know Jasper...but i don't think my human life span is enough time to spend with you...i may need forever..."I said honestly. He beamed at me and kissed me.
The day passed by and soon it was time to head back. I was excited, Jasper had promised to take me out tonight, do something a normal teenage couple would do even if he is permanently twenty. He refused to tell me what so i decided to look like a teenager. I had been wearing dresses and skirts and looking all cute a pretty whilst we had had guests so now was time to be comfortable. I pulled on a pair of faded skinny jeans, emerald green converses, a pink t-shirt with a big silver butterfly on it and one of Jasper's amazingly soft white hoodies. I grabbed my hand bag and jumped down the stairs two at a time and met him at the door.
"Ready to go?" He said smiling at me. I nodded and he opened the door and led me out to the drive way. I expected to see a car but instead there was a very powerful looking black motorbike. Jasper handed me a pink helmet with my name down the side in gold which looked like lightening.
"Let's go then," He said climbing on, i put on the helmet and climbed on behind Jasper, wrapping my arms around his middle.
We pulled up in front of a carnival and i couldn't help but laugh. The sparkling lights and music was just magical. Jasper stowed my helmet under the seat and took my hand leading me into the park. I pointed at one of the roller coasters.
"Ooooh lets go on there!" I said grabbing onto his arm, he smiled and nodded leading me over.
"We can go on whatever you want darling," He said as we reached the ride which luckily had a pretty short queue. Once we were locked into our seats i felt his fingers intertwine with mine.
"You been on one before?" I said grinning. He shook his head and i laughed, "I love roller coasters," We made the slow ascent to the top and i couldn't help but squeal as we plummeted down the slope after. Jasper was smiling, but i think it was more at me than the ride, compared to how he ran this ride was slow but i still enjoyed it. Next we went on a few other big rides but i could tell Jasper didn't find them as thrilling as i did.
After that we headed to the prize booth, the silly ones where you know over the tin cans to win prizes.
"Shall i win you one?" Jasper said with a grin and i couldn't help but laughed and nod. He paid and took the balls in his hand knocking them all down in his first throw. I ended up with a four foot giant panda toy which would be interesting taking home on the bike.
"I want cotton candy!" I said with a grin holding the toy with one arm and his arm with the other.
"I'm not sure giving you sugar is a good idea," He said teasingly looking down at me with a grin. I pouted and gave him the puppy dog eyes.
"Pweeeeaaaassseee Jazzy bear," I said in a babyish voice.
"Jazzy bear?" He said with a chuckle as i nodded tilting my head to one side, battering my eyelashes at him, "Fine..." I grinned and jumped up and kissed him before darting off with him to get cotton candy.
I couldn't help but laugh evilly when i saw the 'tunnel of love' lit up in red. I swear if Jasper had blood flowing round his body he would have been blushing madly, he just settled to chuckle nervously. He had obviously seen something corny like this on a tv show, i doubted he was the sort of person to go on one of these, but he had promised to let me go on whatever i wanted.
We left the panda in the booth with the ride tenant and climbed into our boat.
"Come on Jazzy bear," I cooed to him winking at him, "You wanted to give me a true teenage experience," He gave me a crooked smile as we set off.
"I'm not to good with you young'ens modern ways," He joked and then raised an eyebrow as i smirked at him. I moved so i was straddling his waist.
"I'll show you then," I whispered and leant down and kissed him. I heard him growl as his hands seized hold of my hips, one hand tracing up to my waist as our lips moved against each others. I could definitely tell he was enjoying this ride a lot more than the others. I pressed my body up against his as his straying hand found the exposed skin on my stomach. I gasped from the cold contact and he took the opportunity to try something new.
His tongue slowly ran along my open lips before making it's way inside my mouth. Now this was dangerous, frenching a vampire...not something you'd do lightly. I moaned softly and let my tongue stray into his mouth. My hands entangled in his hair as his strayed further up my shirt. All too soon we saw the lights of the carnival come into view and i gave him a few last heated kisses before sliding back next to him. He was physically panting and i had to say his flustered look turned me on. I tugged my top back down and ran my fingers through my hair, slowly running my tongue along my damp lips as the boat pulled up at the exit. The man grinned as he handed me Panda back and then handed jasper something.
"Your photos," He said before opening the gate for us. Jasper wrapped an arm around my waist and led me out before looking at the photo. I looked at it too. I was astride jasper hip with my shirt a third of the way up, his hand on its way to my breasts. We where kissing and quiet obviously with tongues, mouths opened with my hands in his hair and his free hand on my arse.
"Maybe this one shouldn't go on the tree," I suggested to which he simply nodded.
"Edward would completely freak out," He said with a smirk, "That took less control than i would have thought though...i was so focused on not breaking you i didn't really even get the chance to feel thirsty," I giggled and rested my head up against him.
We hopped into a photo booth and spent twenty dollars taking idiot snaps of ourselves in different poses, and as it was two dollars for two copies of four photos that was a lot of photos. I smiled looking at one photo of me sitting on Jaspers lap with my arms linked around his neck as we laughed, him tilting me back slightly. Tonight really was a special night.
We went through the tunnel twice more that night and each time got more heated. After the third time we decided to go home before we completely scared the poor tenant and as it was one am i was starting to feel a bit tired and i didn't fancy falling asleep on the bike and falling off.
"I had fun tonight," I said to Jasper as he lifted me up onto the back of the bike, gently pushing my helmet onto my head.
"I'm glad...i did too," He said kissing my nose before closing the visor. Jasper had fun strapping poor panda to me using bungee cords before climbing on in front of me. As we drove off i took one last look at the carnival before it faded into a blur as Jasper picked up speed.
I fell back onto my bed, tonight's night wear was baby pink and barely passed my arse, the lace gave it an extra see through inch which was almost useless, it of course came with matching lingerie. Panda was sat on the ottoman at the end of my bed. I smiled as jasper walked in wearing only a pair of black shorts that went to his knees. I bit my lip slightly as he chuckled and lay next to me. He had the three pictures from the tunnel of love in his hand; there were two copies of each picture. I grinned as i looked at them.
"That was fun..." I said resting my head on his shoulder. He chuckled.
"My father would have had a fit if he could see these...he would have been horrified at my behaviour...such frivolous acts outside of wedlock," I laughed slightly and kissed his cheek.
"Would your parents have approved of me? I mean my Dad likes you," I said studying his face. He smiled and laughed.
"My mother would have loved you, from what i can remember of her. She was very caring, my mother, she would have had so much fun planning our wedding. She was always trying to set me up with young girls. I think that was half the reason i joined the army, to get away from my mother's mollycoddling. But she was a fabulous woman who would have loved you instantly. My Father...he was strict, very strict but he was kind...very old fashioned even by my standards. He would have thought you were a wild young girl who i needed to tame, it would have been his way of saying he approved," He smiled softly as he remembered his parents. I smiled to him and sighed slightly.
"I can't wait to meet my mother...the summer can't come soon enough," I said with a smile, he laughed and gently played with the ends of my hair.
Jasper really was a tease. He looked so damn sexy laying there with no shirt on, his eyes closed, his lovely smooth chest and stomach of gently defined muscles. I ran a single finger from his neck down to the hem of his shorts, he opened one eye and looked at me as i leant down and kissed his ab.
"What are you doing," He said slowly, voice cracking softly as i kissed down his stomach.
"Kissing you," I said as though it where obvious, which it was.
JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME BURN WELL THATS... He sighed, almost in relief as he reached over and grabbed my phone handing it to me.
"Hey Rose," I said once i'd pressed the answer button.
"Hey just checking how you are..." She said cheerfully.
"It's two am...and me and Jasper are in bed...what do you really want," i said flatly.
"Whoops...time difference...haha...getting confused...thought it was earlier sorry!" She said and i knew she was telling the truth. I heard Jasper chuckle as he turned the tables and teasingly ran a finger up the inside of my leg from my knee to the end of my night gown.
"Yeah...well...hehe...thats fine," I said, my breath hitching in my throat.
"Are you ok?" She mused.
"Yeah i'm fine...Jasper behave yourself," I growled slapping his hand away, "Jasper's not playing fair!" Rosalie laughed.
"I'll leave you two to it, i'll call again tomorrow. You two behave yourselves!"
"Bye Rose!" I said hanging up the phone.
"Sleep now," Jasper said once i had put the phones down so i pouted and gave in, curling up in his arms.